
Maybe, I still have to think positively that it is a form of Kak Rey's guilt towards Kak Rena. Yeah, I have to think positively. How can I feel pain in the corner of my heart see how the attention of Kak Rey to Kak Rena who almost died.
When I asked Kak Rena's condition to the existing nurse, she said that Kak Rena had a concussion and is currently in a coma. His head was hit hard enough by the iron billboard. The hospital has also apologized and is willing to be prosecuted to the legal track if it is really a negligence.
Yes, if indeed Sister Rena's situation is so sad, how can I feel heartache when Sister Rey is very attentive to her?
Am I being selfish?
I don't know. I don't want Rey's attention to be divided anymore. Even if it's my brother.
"Alea!"
I immediately wiped away the tears that were damming in the eyes. Hey, I'm crying. I should be crying for Rena, right? But I was crying over Rey who was watching over my brother.
I immediately turned my head when Mama Sonya's voice called out to me. My body turned to face him who was already standing right in front of me right now.
"Why stand here? Why not go in?"
I shook my head by publishing a faint smile. Trying hard even though the heart has begun to grimace. "Just want to see from here. How is Kak Rena doing today?"
Mama Sonya looked glum. His old face is now more visible after seeing how Kak Rena's life has not improved by the day.
"Alea, if I asked you to give Rey to Rena, would you like to?"
"What's? Why did Mama say that?" I didn't think there was still Mama Sonya's intention to take Kak Rey away from me.
"Look over there!" He pointed into the room. I saw Kak Rey since earlier flinching there, looking at Kak Rena with my eyes. "Don't you see that the two love each other? Regardless of whether you already have children, Rey's love for Rena is huge. Rena was officially divorced with Rey, she has no passion anymore."
"What does Mama mean?" Really, although the implied intention of Mama is clear, but I do not believe if Mama could say all that to married women.
"Reynan's a good man. He is responsible for you and your son. What else do you want from her, Alea? They suffer by holding back their feelings."
"No! That's not true. Rey's sister loves me. He said it repeatedly. I trust my husband more than anyone else." I said firmly to Mama Sonya. My breath was cut off when I said it. Shouldn't a wife trust her husband before she believes in the words of others?
"You can think of me as someone else, Alea. But, if Rey and Rena really love each other, can you be as heartbroken as Rena who is willing to let Rey go even though her heart is hurt? Remember that! The person who gets hurt the most when you get into both of their lives is ... Rena. He sacrificed everything."
"But, ...." I haven't had time to answer Mama Sonya's question, but the soft voice that suddenly sounded from Kak Rena's treatment room made my heart even more sliced.
"Rey!" The voice was soft, but my ears could still hear clearly. "Rey."
That's Rena's voice. In fact, when his eyes closed there was only the name Kak Rey in his memory. I saw Rey whispering something into Kak Rena's ear. His palm rubbed the head that was not covered with bandages, while the other hand held the hand of Kak Rena who was not embedded with an infusion needle.
That sight made my heart hurt. Perhaps, this is what Kak Rena felt before. He felt a deep sense of heartache when he saw Sister Rey who he loved so much watching other women. The bag I held tightly. My tears fell down my cheeks.
Rey, do you really still love Rena so much?
Is it just a responsibility and empathy for feeling guilty?
Slowly I stepped forward, entering into Sister Rena's room.
"Sister, Rey!" call me again.
Then Rey looked at me. As quickly as he could wipe away the tears with his index finger.
"Alea, it's been a while?" ask her with a hoarse voice. The hand that had been holding Kak Rena's hand just unraveled. I just smiled to see it.
"Sister hasn't eaten, has he? Eat first, yes, let Sister Rena take care of her."
"Have you eaten?" He asked back. I'm shaking.
"I've been waiting for you since. Out of worry, I'm finally here."
I saw him rub his face. His eyes looked at me painfully. "Sorry, let's eat this stuff."
Judging from the look on his face, I could realize there was a sense of doubt and doubt in Rey. Maybe he's starting to feel bad for me. But I tried to show him that I was okay.
We sat on a long sofa located in the corner of Kak Rena's treatment room. Opening the food, we started eating it. I deliberately brought two spoons even though the provisions were in one container.
"How's Althaf? Who was she with?" Rey asked in between her meals.
"I leave Mother. Why is Rey's phone off?"
"Oh, I forgot to charge it. Sorry, huh?"
Rey repeatedly apologized. Whatever it is, he always ends up apologizing. That just makes me weird.
It was as if he had made a big mistake with me.
After finishing her dinner, Rey went to the bathroom in this room. Meanwhile, I stepped towards the chair that Kak Rey previously used to guard Kak Rena.
I sat my body there, staring into those tightly closed eyes with my lips slightly open. It's fitting that Rey cares so much about Sister Rena. Sis Rena's condition is really concerning. His face was scratched and would definitely expose a permanent wound even if a little. His head was wrapped in a thick bandage wrapped around him.
Sis Rena who used to always look charming, became the center of attention, now has to lie helplessly with a terrible wound on the head. I was afraid that if he woke up he would get worse with himself. His hair was shaved by the hospital in part in order to clean and sew the wound covered with hair.
I feel the pain too. Until the feeling was more powerful pulsating in my heart when the voice of Kak Rena was heard again in the air.
"Rey!" He muttered, delirious many times calling out the name Rey.
My tears just flowed. My lower lip was bitten so that my crying voice could not be heard.
"Rey, don't go!" That sound made my defense collapse.
I wept. Putting my face in the palm of Kak Rena's hand. I stuck there.
Sister Rena, I'm sorry. I-i'm sorry!