THE BALLERINA SECRET LOVE
Part 53's. The Morning Chef 3
"I don't really want to get involved after this. Do I have to keep getting involved?"
"You've come in here. It won't be easy to get out again. You need to talk to your liaison about what they're up to."
"really?"
I need to talk to my backer?
Maybe my mind is too simple, I think I can get out of this problem once my job is done this time, I didn't expect Francoise's opinion to be so complicated.
"Think of this if they catch Nicholai, it'll be an international incident, I don't think they'll catch him. That means maybe in the future you'll continue to be a double spy. By hooking you up to the operation they'll benefit a lot. You slip a single word would be a suspicion for them. But perhaps also to avoid suspicion, the Russians will not take advantage of your services. I don't know, but whatever it is, you better get ready for anything."
It turns out my life is so complicated now. No more spending to the martial club. God, if I could just refuse any involvement after this, my money would be enough.
"I don't want to. After this I don't want to get involved in anything. I'll tell Thomas."
"You should ask Thomas first, your forgiveness depends on him. If you refuse a task, it may be ..." He was right, I could end up in jail if I refused duty. My morning is so bad now I feel like my life is being held by someone else.
"At least you should know how to protect yourself. Can you shoot?"
"No." I'm shaking. I have to ask how many years I have to be a freelance agent. They can't force me here forever.
"That means you have to study, where I would recommend you have a shooting course."
"Yes, I'll ask him later. Thanks for reminding me. It turns out my life is more complicated than I thought."
"You regret taking those 40,000?"
"No, I'm just not used to the fact that my life has become more complicated, some times my world is just filled with dance music and fairy tales. And I tried to be a figure in it, I used to live as an art goose at the height of the mountain, now I live on earth as a muscular knight with an iron pole as my friend." She laughs.
"Eat the iron pillar knight, you still eat bread, don't you." He put his perfectly cut sandwich.
"It looks good, thank you. This morning I had a friend who prepared a sandwich for me, it turned out that life as a knight was fun." I smiled to myself.
"Do you regret living as a knight?" I regret leaving my ballet company.
"Not at all."
"Why? Ballet hasn't been your life's goal since childhood."
"Easy, because my account is full at the moment. It used to be that buying food had to be frugal, but now everything is much easier. I can also make Mom not worry anymore. He doesn't know what I'm doing yet, if I so move here I'll tell you soon. I'm a little worried he's disappointed, but I'm sure silence will understand."
"She'll understand, you're the best daughter she's got."
"I hope so." I let out a breath. "Whatever's going to happen in front of the face alone there's no turning back."
"That's new spirit." He gave me a clap. I'm laughing a little.
"Thank you, you didn't take me to federal prison. I owe you my life. Thank you for also considering me a friend of Mr. Director."
"My name is Franco, not Mr. Director."
"Thank you Franco."
"Back."
I don't know why I feel like this morning is going to be something I'm going to remember for the rest of my life.