THE BALLERINA SECRET LOVE
Part 77's. My Lovely Friend 1's
Francoise POV
Monday night, the last few months I've been used to having someone to tell a story.
It was fun compared to the 'good friend' relationship that I had been in for a long time, it turned out that having someone to just tell a story was fun. A person you can trust and you can tell him anything without worry.
You can be yourself in front of him and he also says what is in front of you. An honest relationship.
Sara, um,... She's a simple girl actually, sometimes naively, she's involved with me because she's targeting me. When I found out why he was targeting me I could forgive him, I knew it would be uncomfortable for him to pretend to tease me, even if he didn't want to. He did it for 40,000 dollars, for his mother. I admire when she can make herself through all this for her mother's sake. When I found out I forgave her, but definitely not for Nicholai who had used her.
But Sara doesn't realize she's being taken advantage of, she still thinks Nicholai is nice to her. Really naive.
"You seem to have an event every Monday?" Fred, my colleague who just finished the meeting saw me preparing to leave.
"Look with a friend."
"Ohh you mean lover. Who's your lover now."
"Not, not a lover. Just a talkative friend." Everyone doesn't seem to believe I have a talking partner, not a lover, not a 'good friend'
"Talking buddies?"
"Yes a talking friend. Just eat and talk a lot."
"Woman?"
"Women."
"Not lover?"
"Not."
"No." He made a face as if it was an oddity to be confirmed.
"You have a strange friend. He's your psychologist?" I laughed with his guess.
"No, he's just a regular friend who I think I'm comfortable talking to."
"That's so weird." I know everybody says weird. "You can survive dinner every week with a woman you don't even ti*thorn. You avoid commitment but you commit to eating every week with him. I just found out you could do that."
"It's weird, I think maybe it's my way of learning to be close and believing in women."
"You have a lot of requirements for women. Since you seem to have trusted him, why don't you take him to Ranja*ng."
"I promise I won't do it."
"You promised you wouldn't fuck her? I just heard this time you have such a relationship." Fred is laughing. "Do you love her?"
"No, it's not like that, we're just friends, there's no romantic relationship between us, you don't get me wrong."
"You know that sounds like bullshit. You know what you're talking about, don't you. Ahhh he's your ugly schoolmate, but you guys used to be, I understand that he's ugly." I laughed at Fred's words.
"She's beautiful, well not as beautiful as you're fascinated to see her. But she's beautiful, obviously she's not my schoolmate."
"Maybe you're the one who doesn't realize you're already enamored by her, otherwise how could you be willing to put in the time and energy to meet her every week."
"I don't think so, I guess I'm just comfortable talking to him." She laughed and saw me.
"Ohh yeah, you don't think so. Be careful you say you're just friends, he really thinks you're just friends and if someone comes to him, you just bite a finger. Think about it."
Fred's words made me think long. If someone comes to him... What will I do, what about our relationship.