THE BALLERINA SECRET LOVE
Part 6's. The Principal Roles 2
Do I regret being a ballerina because her salary was not comparable to what was sacrificed, both cost, time and effort.
No no no regrets, being a ballerina is a dream come true. Dancing is a passion, the big stage is a pride, only reality is not as beautiful as you imagine and want.
"You have a problem, don't you? You have to remember Kitri doesn't have to be that sad." Suddenly he asked for a moment I looked dreamy.
"No, life is not perfect. Problems must exist. But since I got this role hopefully it can help a lot. I also want you to be in the principal position."
"You can definitely. Be excited. We're working hard for production up front okay."
"I can definitely. Of course, we'll work well together."
At dinner we talked at length for the first time. This handsome Don Quixote is going to be my attractive partner in the next few months.
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A message appeared on my phone this morning.
'Sara, you can buy me some insulin stock.' I immediately sighed. The end of the month my money is already very thin.
"Nicole, can I borrow 500 of your money to buy mom's medicine." Like I said every time I can't leave anything if it's not in the minus position and borrow from Nicole. I sometimes think about working somewhere else. But maybe our schedule is very busy from morning to night and sometimes we don't even have time for ourselves.
"Ohh well, you need it now?" Nicole is my savior in these moments. Even though I always return it to him if I have already received a salary. It had to be otherwise I couldn't borrow him anymore.
"Yes, my mother's medicine is running out."
My only fear now is what if something emergency happens, I have absolutely no money to spare. Where should I borrow. This really became my mind.
I desperately tried to get the role, train hard, be kind to the dance stylists to be able to appear as a candidate principal in the minds of the senior dancers.
There have been results all along, of course. But there is a big rival, Katya Perova, since she appeared two years ago, she was immediately in the first soloist, the beautiful graduate of Vaganova immediately attracted the attention of many people, he said, the figure is perfect and the technique is perfect as well. If he wanted to he could get the lead role easily.
Then there was Sonya Hardin, her ability comparable to her big mouth. But I'm not too worried about Sonya, obviously my toughest opponent is Katya to take the only lowly principal position.
"How was your dinner with that handsome Nicholai?" Nicole asked me.
"He's nice, he even bought me dinner. I should thank him."
"She's so nice to you, is she kind of in love at first sight with you." I grimaced.
"I don't think he meant it, like he didn't mean it that way, all night dinner he was just acting normal. Maybe it's just some kind of luck he likes my dance."
"True, when I expected there were love stories with the handsome guy. Too bad." Nicole with her romantic mind was disappointed. I just grimaced to respond to him.
"I'm going to look for love in the stands of honor and VIPs only, someone with a lot of money to guarantee my retirement." Sometimes I think it's easier to live like that. Unfortunately I am far from such perfect beauty standards. No one said I was ugly but to say enchanting also could not.
But if you're referring to Katya Perova she's got the capital to stamp, "charming." I often look at him with envy.