The Price is an HONOR
PRESENTIMENTS

POV RAIN

"Until this morning, I never regretted being a murderer. I did it all to preserve my daughter's honor. But this second, I'm sorry I've become a killer."

I am getting more and more excited about hearing Dad's words. Just hearing it has made my heart slashed, especially if I am currently looking at it directly? I can't imagine my father's face right now.

"Father highly upholds your honor. But you have absolutely no respect for your own honor. Is honor something that can be sold? That's disgusting."

Yes, I am disgusting, and I deserve that blasphemy.

"Why are you just silent Rain? I'd love to hear you deny all this. Deep in my heart, I still wish all this wasn't true." The sound of sobs my father's cries was getting heard.

Oh my......How can I deny that all this is true. Lying will not solve the problem, which will only add to the problem.

"Say this isn't true Rain, say it." I could hear a desperate tone in his words. I was eager to hug my father to give him strength. But am I now his strength? Or am I the destruction?

"Have you ever thought of me when you did that, son? have you ever remembered your old father? Have you ever remembered a little of your father's sacrifice?"

My chest was like being hit by a huge stone, it was painful and heavy. I had trouble breathing.

"Dad knows you're doing this for Alan's medical expenses. But your way of making money is wrong, son, wrong. Unlawful money will not bring blessings. I'm afraid Alan's life isn't a blessing because of the money."

I looked at Alan. He looked limp and sat on the floor. I'm hunting down loudspkeaker. I just realized my stupidity hasn't taken off the loudspkeaker since. Alan must have been devastated to hear this fact.

"It's all dad's fault, dad failed to be the head of the household. I failed son, I failed."

No. Well no, dad was the best dad for me and Alan. Again, my tongue is confused, I can only say that word in my heart.

Tut tut tut tut

Her phone connection was cut off without me talking a word to dad. Yeah, I've only been listening to you talk without even talking. I put the phone on the nightstand and looked at Alan who was still sitting on the floor crying. He must be very broken now.

I pulled the infusion needle that stuck in my hand. I saw blood dripping from the needle marks, but strangely I didn't feel the slightest pain. Maybe because my heart hurts too much, my body feels numb.

I slowly got out of bed and hugged Alan.Ya my Alan was crying, the most anti-crying guy was shedding his tears. I can feel it if his body shakes violently.

"Why can't you do this? why mbak?" Alan asked on his sobs.

"Well, is Alan mbak? Yes, Alan is the root of all the problems that occur. Alan ruined my father's life and mbak."

"No, no, that's not true." I don't want Alan to blame himself. All of this is purely my own decision. Alan never asked for my sacrifice.

"Why would God punish me like this? I have to live with a lifetime of guilt for ruining your future and putting you in jail. Alan hates himself." Alan smacked his own chest, and it made me even sadder. "Alan should go with mom. Alan should have died by then."

"Stop, stop saying that. Be thankful that God still lets you live to this very moment."

"There should be no need to make such a sacrifice. I should've let Alan die."

I shook my head. I'm probably gonna let my only brother die. I swear by anything, I love Alan with all my heart. And I want to do anything for him.

"Where are you going, Al?"I asked when Alan was moving.

"It takes time to be alone." Said Alan Sabil leaving me.

"Al, wait." I'm trying to go after Alan. I don't want anything to happen to her. His mind's fucked up right now, I don't want him acting out of bounds.

"Al wait." I ignored my head that started to get a firefly and kept chasing after Alan.

"Aww." I screamed when I accidentally hit a gurney being pushed by a nurse. I grimaced in pain while holding my stomach that was bumped with the edge of the gurney.

"Mom, you don't have a papa, do you?" Ask the nurse.

...*****...

Sean Pov

PYARR

Oh, my God, why is it this stupid. Why when I want to reach the water bottle even my hand accidentally nudged the coffee cup until it fell and broke.

My chest, why does my chest feel pain? Did I have a heart attack? Jeez, think what the hell am I doing to digress into the heart of everything. Positive thinking Sean, positive thinking. I stroked my chest and gulped down the water so that the pain would be slightly lessened.

Huft, maybe because I was too rushed to accidentally nudge the cup. Can't this be a hunch like the one tipi tipi?

I'm an insensitive creature, how could I possibly get a hunch? But wait, I feel nervous, I miss Rain, I miss baby.

I want to finish my job and go to the hospital. Even though I just called Rain about 1 hour ago, I really miss him.

"Shitt, where the hell are you beb?" I'm monologuing because I'm too upset. It was the eleventh time I called Rain but it wasn't answered. And that's SiAlan, he didn't answer my phone either. Why is it compact like this anyway?

Crazy, it feels like my heart is beating irregularly. That time when Rain was about to be raped, I felt like Rain was calling me. And at this moment, why do I feel pain? Is Rain in pain now? did something happen to baby?

"Arrgh.... "

I grabbed my own hair, yes I have to go to the hospital immediately. If I stay here, I'll go crazy guessing.

I grabbed the car keys and left the office immediately. To hell with the paperwork that needs to be signed. I don't care about any of that anymore.

I ran down a crowded hospital corridor. I can't wait to see if Rain and our baby are okay.

I saw Rain's door open, was there a doctor's visit?

My eyes widened when I saw that Rain's room was empty. Yeah, maybe Rain's in the bathroom. I immediately opened the bathroom door, it turned out to be empty too.

Where's Rain? is he walking the street with Alan?

I took my phone and called her right away. Shit, it turns out Rain's phone is on the nightstand. But where's Rain?

My eyes saw something strange, I immediately approached Rain's gurney. Blood, yes I saw some drops of blood. And this infusion, it seems to have been deliberately revoked. My heart is not calm.

I went out to ask the sisters, maybe someone saw Rain.

"Sus, look at Raina's mother? patients in the VVIP room?"

"Sorry sir I don't know." I'm not desperate, maybe another nurse knows.

"Excuse me, see Ms Raina? patients in the VVIP room?" I don't know how many times I've asked. This hospital is big, so there are a lot of employees here.

"Are you Raina's family?"

I immediately nodded "Yes sister, sister knows where my wife is?"

"Bu Raina is in Seno's doctor's office, an obgyn specialist. He accidentally hit a gurney while running. He's bleeding and is now being examined."

"Pen, bleeding?" No, there's no way something bad happened to our baby.

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