The Price is an HONOR
SENSITIVE

POV RAIN

This afternoon I went to my mom's house to pick up Delmar. I miss him at all. Wanted to hear his chatter that sometimes makes me flinch.

"Hi dear." I hugged and kissed my beloved face. Adorable little boy who is now 3.5th and will soon enter PAUD. "Mama misses the same Del." I said as I swiped my nose against his nose.

"Del misses mom and dad." He said while not wanting to get out of my arms.

But wait, he said kangen papa. Does that mean his dad wasn't here yesterday?

Since leaving yesterday morning Sean hasn't been home. Many times I called him but he didn't pick up. The message was also not exchanged. I thought she was staying at my mom's house last night, but she didn't.

I took Del to his room to pack things. Del has his own room here. Not only rooms, papa also makes Del play ground and swimming pool at this house. Therefore, he was very comfortable and never asked to go home.

Sometimes I disagree with the parenting of my mom and dad who make Del like a king. He became a child who likes to be careless and likes to play orders. And what he wants, that second must also be obeyed. Even I've seen the seeds of the arrogant seedlings in him.

"Yesterday, you're not here?" ask me slowly so that no one hears. I don't want my mom to know that Sean didn't come home. He can solve our problems if he finds out.

"No, papa's not here."

Where were you Sean, where were you sleeping last night? I'm getting nervous thinking about Sean. Afraid of his old habits again. Will all wives whose husbands have a bad track record in the past always be as frightened as I am? Or maybe it's just me who's too parno.

After saying goodbye to mom and dad, I immediately took Delmar home. On the way home, Del asked to stop by the minimarket for snacks.

"Not many Del." I rebuked as Del kept putting food in the basket. I don't like it when he was a kid he was consumptive. And this kind of habit, who else if not his grandmother taught.

"Nongklong here first ma." Del pulled me to the chair in front of the minimarket. I don't know where he knows the language. Even though hanging out is still cedal.

I opened the potato chips and milk boxes for Delmar. As for me, I chose to check ig. I'm looking into Sean's whereabouts, but it looks like he's off.

Is he in the office right now? it was an idea to contact Danu, but I haven't been able to reach him yet, a familiar voice called out to me.

"You here Rain?"

I took my eyes off the phone and saw who greeted me.

"Gaza."

Why the hell should I meet him. Trouble hasn't finished seeing him again. It feels like a world as wide as a moringa leaf.

"He's your son?" He asked while looking at Del.

"Yes. Honey, salim used to be the same about Gaza."

Del put down his food and raised his hand. "High 5 om."

The understanding Gaza immediately clapped Del's hand.

"Who's your name handsome?"

"Delmal Om." Answer with plates. He could not name R.

"Delmer." I clarify.

"San must have given it a name. His name was Ocean, and he named his son Delmar. Let it mean the same?" Gaza shakes.

But it's true, Sean gave the name. And the reason is also true, he wants his son to have a name that means the same. Even he said, if you have another child you want to be given the name Dylan, so it also means the ocean. Speaking of children, I want to be late.

"What are you buying?" ask me a stale base.

"You buy a snack. Long time abroad so kangen indonesian snacks."

"Have you been home long?" I try to be normal with him.

"New weekly Rain. I've only got 2 weeks off, so next week I'll be back in London."

"Oh." I was actually a bit awkward talking to Gaza. The guilt for her is still inside me.

"Om not smoking?" Tanya Del arrived. He was used to seeing his papa buying cigarettes and smoking in front of the minimarket.

"Dear, I don't smoke."

"I'm not too cool. Papa said, guys don't want to smoke." Ejek Del's.

"Smoking is not good for health. So it's cool not to smoke dong." Reply Gaza.

"More smoking Om. Del aja if already big want to smoke like papa. Biak kelen, bial spelled maco not sissy." Oh, my God, Del could have said that, Sean must have taught. What an intelligent father, I am upset in my heart.

"Learn first say R, can only be cool. If you can't tell me which R mah can be cool, which there is kelen." Tempting Gaza with a smile.

"Del, can't say that ah." I feel a little embarrassed by Del's attitude.

"Your son is still a child, but the seeds of his damage have been very tired Rain?" Gaza shakes head. "It seems that his face does not look like Sean, his behavior is not much different."

Yeah, I feel that way too. Especially if she is more and more the same mother. I'm sure, mama's studying him exactly like Sean.

"I'm sorry about Rain because of yesterday. I didn't think it would be that bad. I have no intention of macem macem, I just want to help you at that time."

"Yes Ga, I understand. I'm not guilty of you either. Don't think too much."

"But Sean wasn't angry with you? I'm afraid he'll fuck you."

"Sean doesn't, she loves me. He knows and isn't mad at me."

Really lying, but it was clear yesterday he was angry and continued not to go home until now. But there is no need to do my household problems I bumbar.

...*******...

This afternoon, Rain invited Del to Sean's office because again last night Sean did not come home.

Not wanting the problem to get late, Rain chose to look for Sean in the office.

"Papa." Delmar immediately ran and hugged his father when he arrived in Sean's room.

"Papa Tumben's handsome is here?" Sean asked as he carried and kissed Delmar's puffer cheek.

Rain's eyes were fixed on a beautiful woman in Sean's room. The woman looked miserably leveled as Rain stared at her sharply. He immediately asked permission to leave.

Sean manatap Rain absurd. He could see Rain's dislike.

"Who was that woman?"

"My new secretary." Sean replied while taking Delmar down from his sling.

Dada Rain immediately felt pain. Sean never even told her he had a new secretary. Rain never allowed Sean to have a female secretary. Rain doesn't want Sean to fall back in love with his secretary like he used to when Sean fell in love with him.

"Del, play there first." Rain pointed to the direction of the sofa. "same eat your snacks. Mama's got work to do with papa." Del complied and immediately ran towards the sofa.

"Where did you sleep these two days?"

"I'm busy with Rain. We'll solve the house a personal problem." Say Sean while sitting back and facing his laptop.

"Why would you settle if you didn't go home? I think you're more at home in Sean's office than you are at home. Something's clear." Sindir Rain while pulling the tip of her lips. He originally wanted to come over to apologize, so was burning jealous.

"What the hell is that talking about?"

"Where are you sleeping? at the night club? same *****?"

"Rain." Shouted Sean held back because he did not want to hear Del. "If you think about it first. Don't just accuse you."

"So not Really? Where is dong? At the hotel, same secretary as you were?"

"Enough Rain." Sean grew increasingly emotional to hear all the allegations Rain considered so excessive. "I don't think so."

"Then what was it? tell me?" Rain tried to hold back his tears so as not to fall.

"Don't think that strangely strange. I thought you were here to apologize. In fact, even accuse me of non-indulgence. I'm a lot of work you better get home."

"You're upset with me?" Rain is rising. "Can't wait to be with your secretary?"

"I don't think so." Many times Sean confirmed.

"Then ask Danu to take your clothes home. You can take him where you're staying."

"Don't think strange, I'll go home. Now I can't go home because I want a meeting."

"Del let's go home." Rain immediately pulls Del home. The little boy looked confused, but was just arriving, but was invited home.

Sean could only sigh at Rain's departure. He did not expect the action to snack with two days not coming home, even ended up misunderstanding.

Moments later, Sean's secretary comes in and gives him an envelope.

"What's this?" Ask Sean who doesn't understand.

"Custodial from your wife. Before he left, he left this to me." After conveying the trust from Rain, the secretary immediately came out.

Why did Rain leave this to Laras, why not be given directly to me?

Not wanting to die of curiosity, Sean immediately opened the envelope. Sean's eyes were perfectly rounded looking at the contents of the envelope. It turned out to be a test pack with 2 red lines.

"You're pregnant Rain." Sean muttered while smiling to himself. "Why didn't you say that? Jesus, she must be angry because of the pregnancy hormones." Sean monologues and immediately gets his job done. He called Danu to take his place during the meeting. He can't wait to get home.