The Price is an HONOR
DISILLUSIONED

Salma was worried, many times he knocked on the door of the Gaza room but there was no word at all.

"Where is Pah? Gaza didn't get out of the room." His sister to the husband.

"Let me, maybe he needs to be alone. If he's going out, he's going to come out." Reply to the father of Gaza casually.

"You don't care about kids? Children since the morning caged themselves in the room do not eat what you are indifferent to. You're not worried about her?" Salma was angry at her husband who was considered too relaxed.

"Gaza is not a child anymore. He knows what he's doing. Why mama lebay gini. Living abroad alone in Gaza can. Time just hung yourself in the room all day you like this anyway. If he's hungry, he'll come out."

"But it's been night Pah, Gaza since morning in the room. Mom is afraid of what happens. Where there is no sound anymore. What if Gaza commits suicide?" Salma's mind was no longer troubled.

"Your mouth mah. If that is heart. That word is prayer. Gaza is not that weak. He's a man. What a woman, little suicide. Don't go overboard that way. Papa believes Gaza is fine. Papa knows how papa's son."

Instead of being calm because of her husband's advice, Salma was upset. It seems like this house is just him worrying about Gaza, the others are so cute. Salma is a bit more related to Gaza. Understand he's the only child. Although she nurtured Ghania and Gio since childhood, they were still only nieces and nephews, not children.

Daritadi Salma kept Rain in mind, he was sure all this had something to do with the girl. But Salma's prestige wants to contact Rain. However, it was he who forced Rain to break off his engagement to Gaza.

...*******...

Tok tok tok tok

Rain repeatedly knocked on the door of Gaza's room. He came to Gaza at Salma's request. Salma, who was confused about what to do, finally lowered her ego and contacted Rain. He told Gio to come and get Rain.

"Ga, it's Ga, Rain. Open the door Ga."

Chequelek

Rain sighed in relief seeing Gaza open the door. And so did Salma. He was relieved to finally be able to see the face of his favorite son in healthy condition even though it looks not okay.

After Rain entered, Gaza re-locked the door. He needs privacy to talk to Rain. Rain looked at the random Gaza room. All out of place, scattered about where.

Gaza sits on the floor with the legs of the bed. His face looks messed up. But here, Rain is actually the more messed up one. Since then, his feelings have not calmed down. Seeing Gaza like this, Rain became convinced that Gaza knew something about her and Sean.

"How did you get here?"

"Your mother told me to come here Ga. He's worried about you." Rain said, currently sitting next to Gaza. "Once I called you, but I couldn't. Your phone is not active."

"Why did you call me?"

"I'm worried about you. Why are you like this Ga? Did Sean say anything to you?"

"You think?" Gaza stared at Rain next to him. His gaze was very sharp, as if it was able to tear Rain's heart to find out the contents inside.

"So you already know everything Ga?" Said Rain softly while looking down. He no longer has the strength to face Gaza. He was too embarrassed, too dirty in front of Gaza.

"So everything's right, Rain?" Gaza gripped Rain's shoulders firmly. "Say?" it snapped at Gaza so strongly that Rain's ears were ringing.

Rain nodded slowly while shedding tears. Maybe it's time for the disgrace to be exposed. Rain resigned, as good as we hide the carcass, the smell will be smelled too.

"Aarrath... " Gaza released its grip on Rain and vented its anger by hitting the floor as hard as it could. Her heart was bleeding, but it was less painful than her heart breaking at this moment. He still hopes that all this is not true. But seeing Rain nod, his hope was lost.

"Sorry Ga." Said Rain while sobbing.

"Why are you doing this Rain, why?" Said Gaza softly, he tried to resist crying in front of Rain.

"I'm forced Ga, I need money."

"Money? so money is the problem? Why don't you ask me. I don't have that kind of money Rain. But I can work on it."

"So you think it's better to sell yourself than to ask me for help?" Is that as low as you are Rain? is that your way of thinking?"

Perhaps this is the most violent word Gaza has ever spoken in its relationship with Rain. Gaza can no longer hide its disappointment.

"Your father died guarding your honor, but you sold him instead. Where's your conscience? I'm disappointed in you."

"Sorry Ga." Rain was adorable for Gaza's hands but the man threw him violently.

"I love you so much Rain. It doesn't matter to me if you're not virgin. When you say raped, the slightest bit of love for you doesn't diminish. I feel guilty for not being able to take care of you. But it turns out you're lying. You weren't raped, you sold your virginity." Gaza's chest was like being stabbed by a stab while saying that, it hurt so much.

The person who bought it was Sean. If it were someone else he didn't know, it probably wouldn't hurt like this.

"I'm sorry for lying to you. I was too afraid to be honest. I'm a coward for fear of losing you."

"What until now are you still doing that job?"

"I swear to God I don't do that anymore. I did, but only once."

"I don't know if I should believe you or not. You've ruined my trust. You can even make up a big lie. You're not the old Rain anymore. I don't recognize you now."

Gaining trust is not difficult, but it is difficult to maintain trust.

Even if we are caught lying, when speaking honestly people will still assume lying.

So does Rain, for creating a big lie by pretending to be raped. When he said the truth, Gaza was hard to believe.

"You know Rain, I used to be so proud of you. You're a brave, honest girl and know the limits. I feel so lucky to have you, but you've changed now. I'm disappointed in you, Rain, you're justifying everything to make money."

"I had to Ga. At that time I was alone, there was no one I could exchange ideas with. I'm at a dead end. I'm confused Ga." Said Rain while sobbing.

"You got me Rain, I never left you. But you chose to leave me. You're the one who insisted on breaking off our engagement. It was your decision that made me feel alone."

I don't want to leave you either. If only you knew, I needed you so much back then. But I don't want to be selfish. I don't want to destroy your family's good name by forcing myself to stay with you. I've taken Aunt Salma as my own mother, and when she begged me, I might not grant her wish, Inner Rain.

He can't say that. He didn't want to blame Salma for the breakup of their engagement.

"And that made me think nothing of it, you're still with Sean after doing all that. There is no uncomfortable feeling in your heart. Or do you like it?"

"No Ga, that's not true. My relationship with Sean is purely work. I didn't even know it was his company when I applied for a job there."

"And you continued to work there when you found out. You seem very comfortable with Sean. I'm not as rich as Rain. I can't give you as much money as Sean gave you 1M with just one sleep with him."

Rain heard Gaza's words. He felt very dirty and dirty. For a moment he felt that he was not worthy of Gaza.

"You better get home Rain. I want to be alone."

"But it's not." Rain did not want to go home before he could repair his relationship with Gaza.

"I beg you, I want to be alone right now."

"Okay Ga, I'll go. Don't keep shutting yourself in the room. Your mama's worried."

.

**Don't forget likes, comments and votes.

Thanks for your support**.