The Price is an HONOR
FORCED TO LIE

Adrian continues to convince Salma to approve them. Adrian knows the nature of Gaza. His nature is the same as his. If he wanted something, he would never give up.

"That's it ma, their blessing. Didn't you ever tell me Rain was your dream daughter-in-law?"

Salma used to say that. He loved Rain very much. In fact, he often invites Rain to accompany him to the salon or shopping. But everything has changed since that incident. Since Rain's father was imprisoned. At first Salma was not so worried about the problem. But every time they meet their friends, they talk about it. His family is always a subject of gossip.

"Gaza beg Ma, blessing Gaza and Rain." Gaza did not despair continue to persuade his mother.

Salma left without saying a word, she was actually unable to resist the wishes of Gaza. Gaza is the only son. Gio and Ghania they are nieces and nephews that he took care of because his parents died when they were kids.

"Propay Ga, your mama must have approved. Let papa persuade her later."

"Thank you Pa." Gaza went back to his room, but he was actually still curious. Who sent the picture to his mother.

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Rain was troubled to think of how to frankly challenge his unholy self again. He is afraid Gaza cannot accept that. Rain does not want to continue to delay, however Gaza deserves to know about this.

"You really don't want to go with Al's dad? Rain asked as the two of them were having breakfast.

"Sorry Mr. Al had an appointment this morning. Nitip greetings to dad. Tell me, God willing, Alan's there next week."

"It's okay that way."

The sound of a car stopping at the house. Most likely it was Gaza. Today Rain and Gaza agreed to visit Teguh at Rutan.

Rain immediately came out to see who was coming. And it turns out that the guess is right, Gaza is coming.

"Come in, me and Alan are having breakfast. Have you had breakfast yet?"

"Udah, I have breakfast at home. I'll just wait here. You continue the breakfast." Said Gaza while sitting in a long chair in the guest room.

"I'm staying tight." Pamit Rain then returned to the kitchen to finish her breakfast.

While waiting for Rain, Gaza played a game on his phone.

"Don't eat breakfast?" Alan asked who had just come out of the kitchen.

"Udah breakfast Al. Still full." He answered while holding his stomach. "Where are you going?" Gaza saw Alan pull out his motorbike which he parked in the guest room.

"There was a promise from a friend. Al stayed on first, yeah."

"Heart of heart."

After Alan left, Gaza was busy with his cell phone. Shortly thereafter Rain came out.

"Go straight away?" Ask Gaza.

"Emmm..this is a moment, there's something I want to talk to you about." Doubtful to doubt. According to him, this is the most appropriate time for there to be no Alan at home.

"What the hell are you talking about, how serious is that?" Gaza shifted its seat to give Rain a place.

Rain sits next to Gaza with a restless face while creeping his fingers. It cannot be delayed, he must be honest even if the consequences are the loss of Gaza.

"What the hell is that?" Gaza is curious.

"I. i.... " Rain could not continue, he said. Right now, he was at war with his own heart.

"Why the hell, don't make me curious." Gaza grabbed Rain's hand and grabbed it.

"I'm confused about that story. I'm afraid, I'm afraid you're leaving me." Rain's eyes began to glaze over.

"Lho, how do you say that? where might I leave you. I love you Rain. Don't cry." Gaza wiped away Rain's tears that began to drip.

Instead of stopping crying, Rain's tears flowed more and more. He was confused as to what to explain? Honestly it is impossible because it will definitely disappoint Gaza. But as for her lost virginity, it can't be covered.

"Don't cry dong that." Gaza was more anxious to see Rain cry. He was sure that what Rain was going to talk about was a serious matter. "What's wrong? talk to me." Gaza hugged Rain to keep the girl calm.

"I'm sorry I'm not."

"Why are you sorry? you don't want to cancel our marriage anymore, do you?" Gaza suddenly thought of it. Rain who was crying endlessly made her think that was not minded.

Rain shakes. "Not that."

"Then?"

"I'm sorry I can't keep my chastity for you Ga."

Deg

Gaza was silent for a moment. He tried to digest Rain's words. It is undeniable that his heart is broken hearing the harsh reality. 3 years of dating, he always looks after Rain. Never once did he ask for something that was not yet his right.

He knows Rain. It's impossible for Rain to cheat and do it with another man. Gaza trusts Rain heavily despite ldr brand for 2 years.

"I'm sorry I'm not." Rain lowered his head while crying in a daze. "I will accept all your decisions. I'm sincere if you cancel our wedding plans. I was wrong Ga. You deserve a better woman than me."

Gaza is still silent, he is confused as to how. While Rain, the girl continued to cry. He was afraid that Gaza would leave him. But he also did not want to lie to Gaza.

"Who's the guy who did it Rain?" Gaza stared fixedly at Rain's eyes. Even though it hurts to accept that fact. But he still wanted an explanation from Rain.

"The man is...." Rain could not continue, he said.

"Tell Rain, I deserve to know." Gaza raised Rain's chin for the woman to look at him.

"That guy..."Rain lowered his head because he was unable to lie while looking into Gaza's eyes. "That man was the man that father had killed. The centenary raped me Ga." Lying Rain while crying as she pleased.

Gaza hugged Rain. He shed tears. His heart was broken, but not because of Rain's unholy state. Rather weeping over Rain's tragic fate. He could not imagine Rain's feelings at that moment. How devastated Rain was when raped by the loan shark.

"Sorry Ga, sorry."

Gaza shakes "It's not your fault Rain. I was wrong, I should have been able to take care of you. I should have helped you back then. I'm sorry Rain."

Rain cried even more when he heard Gaza blaming himself.

Sorry, I had to lie. I can't possibly say if I sold my honor, Inner Rain.

"Don't cry, there's me Rain." Gaza let go of her embrace and wiped Rain's tears away. " You must have suffered a lot because of that. Forget it all, never remember that bad event again. We start a new chapter. I'm not gonna bother with that Rain."

"I don't want to be pitied Ga. I'm sincere if you cancel our wedding."

Gaza put his index finger in Rain's lips while shaking.

"Never say that Rain. You're a victim here. You suffered so much because of that. It's not all you want, you don't deserve punishment for it. My love is sincere Rain, I will accept whatever your circumstances."

Rain closed his eyes at Gaza's words. His guilt has multiplied because he has lied to people as good and sincere as Gaza.

"But why did you say your father killed a loan shark who nearly raped you. You didn't say you were raped that day." Gaza still vividly remembers how Rain cried on the phone while telling about the calamity that befell him.

"Sorry Ga, I couldn't be honest at that time. Even in the trial, my father and I agreed to cover it up. I don't want to be humbled by that." Again, Rain concocted a lie to cover up his disgrace.

"I love you Rain. No matter what your condition is, I will accept you. Never remember that incident again. After all, the man is dead. He's already got the right punishment." Gaza embraced Rain sincerely.

Sorry Ga, once again sorry for lying to you. I'm not supposed to slander a dead man. I'm sorry your servant God, Rain had to. Guman Rain in the heart.