The Price is an HONOR
BETTER TO DIE

Pov Rain's

Firman presumptuously wanted to touch my face, but I managed to dismiss him before he did that.

"Don't you dare touch me." I snapped with glaring eyes. I really wouldn't want that dirty hand to touch me.

"Geez, you look so pretty when you're mad like this Rain." He said with a grin that made me really sick.

"Please take care of your manners. This is my apartment, if you can't be polite, please get out of my apartment immediately" I said, pointing at the exit.

"I'll definitely get out if I get what I want."

What does the word mean? what exactly does he want?

"You know Rain, I've wanted you ever since Maya offered you to me back then."

Deg

My heart feels like it's gonna fall out. That's why he recognized me.

"I've already offered you, but damn it, there are people who dare to buy your virginity at a more expensive price. I was forced to let you go back then, I think, it doesn't matter that I don't get your virginity, isn't it after that I can bake you for a cheaper price?" God, I really feel low right now. My foolish decision at that time really made me a despicable woman.

"I think it'll still be nice to fuck you even if you're not a virgin. You've always been the object of my fantasy ever since I saw your picture. And when I saw you in person, I couldn't even sleep because I imagined a hot scene with you."

Word stopped his speech and walked around me. Highlighting his eyes like a lion about to prey on his prey, was terrifying. My feelings tell me if my position is threatened at this time. Yeah, I gotta get out, and it's time.

Brucks

Ah shit, Firman realized I wanted to run. He pulled me into his arms when I wanted to escape. He hugged me from behind very strongly.

"Where are you beautiful, our business isn't done yet." His words made my dayu diteeling to make my horse feather creeps.

I tried to break away from her embrace. But my efforts are in vain because the power of the Word is so great.

"I've been trying to bake you through Maya. But damn Maya always gives an excuse if you quit that job. I know that's just Maya's excuse. Maya loves me, she doesn't want me to sleep with another woman. Cih, it sucks." Word kissed my wet neck and behind my ears. I swear to you, this is disgusting. My stomach is nauseous, my head is dizzy.

Oh my God, please don't let me pass out. She would really fuck me if I fainted.

"Let me go, Word, I beg you." My love continued to thrash and began to cry.

"I'll let you go after we make love. I promise I won't tell Om Zaenal and Aunt Vivi who you are if you want to obey me, Rain. I want you so much, satisfy me Rain." Say the Word in my ears. His voice sounded raucous, it seemed like he could no longer resist his desire.

I could feel her breathing hot and hunting. My horse's fur is goosebumps, I'm so scared.

"Sean help me, I'm so scared of Sean. Please, hurry home, I'm afraid." I murmured in my heart with tears that kept flowing.

I tried to rebel when Word wanted to kiss me. It felt disgusted when the lips of the curse touched part of my face. I'm getting sicker, I want to throw up.

"Please help." I screamed as I could. I feel weak because I've been thrashing. My head is also getting dizzy, nauseous. Oh no, why doesn't my body want to be this friendly. This is not the time to be weak, I must be strong.

"Just as you scream Rain, no one will hear you. This is an elite apartment, open a slum house with only a plywood wall where everyone can hear your screams. So stop wasting your energy."

Word pushed me to the wall. He tried to kiss me again. One hand held my nape and the other tried to remove my dress.

Shit, again the situation is not on my side. I only wear a thin house dress on my knees. And it made it easier for the Word to tear my clothes off.

I was so scared, my brain kept thinking hard how to get out of the grip of the Word.

Bugh.

"Aww." Word groaned in pain as I kicked his Junior who seemed to be on. I thought he was going to let go and let me go. Turns out I was wrong, my limp body made me unable to kick hard. He got angry and slapped me many times.

My face feels numb and hot. I could feel the fresh blood flowing from the corner of my lips. I felt my eyes blur. My head feels like it's about to break. But I have to be strong, I have to stay conscious, I can't pass out.

"According to, or else I'll tell you about you being a prostitute to Sean's parents and the rest of the extended family. I guarantee they'll kick you out of Sean's life. They don't want to have a whore's son-in-law." Threatening the Word with red eyes stifles emotions.

"Don't dream, even to death I won't serve you a son of a bitch" I said. Yes, I can no longer scream.

Word seemed to realize that my body was starting to weaken. She was so crazy that my dress broke and finally fell on the floor. Until all that remains in my body is 2 pieces of underwear.

I swear, I'm so embarrassed being stripped like this. I could see Word gulping down his saliva while looking at my chest. I tried to cover my chest with my hands.

"If you're really my husband's brother, please don't do this to me." I love him, hoping he will pity me. But a demon like him has no mercy. She felt like she was winning, she thought the world was taking her side because I was so helpless.

"Don't get me wrong, Rain, I've never considered Sean as my brother. Just so you know, I hate him so much. I envy her, she has everything I can't have. I was envious to see him born with a handsome face. I was envious to see him born to rich parents. I envy his intelligent brain. And now I envy her, why could she marry you. With a woman who's always been the object of my sex fantasies."

The Word took my body to the couch. I was still half conscious as she squeezed my chest.

Dead, yes I would rather die than be treated like this. It's more depressing than when I sold myself.

Why is my fate like this. Counting for the third time I was almost harassed. Twice may be almost, but this third. I don't know, I'm not sure I'm gonna make it.

"Dad, please Rain father, Rain is afraid. Sean, help me Sean. I need you right now. Alan.... " I can only ask for help with my heart. I wish the people I love could help me.

Can they hear the screams of my heart? Feels impossible. Lord, only the power of God can help me now. But, is the prayer of a sinful woman like me still heard by God?

Sean, I'm sobbing when I remember. Would I be able to look at him if this time the Word really raped me.

No, I'd rather die than have to look at Sean with my body being tainted by another man. Yeah, I'm dead. DEAD, DEAD, DEAD.