The Price is an HONOR
TEST OF LOVE

Pov Rain's

I didn't think there would be today. The day I didn't dare to raise my head because I was too embarrassed. I used to think only me, Maya, Sean, Danu and God knew about me selling myself. But it's not that simple, someone else knows. And that man is not in my camp.

"You trust me Sean? You said you'd only believe everything that came out of my mouth. All this is slander. Trust me, I beg you." I held Sean's arms. Wish he believed in me and stood by me. But why did her gaze seem to imply that she was doubtful to me?

"Don't trust him Sean, the words that come out of a bitch's mouth seem unbelievable." Mama Vivi said as she pulled Sean up until my hand slipped off her arm.

I instantly wavered as Sean's hand slipped away from me. And she, why shut up when mom pulled her. Does he not trust me anymore? But there's no way, my Sean loves me, he must trust me more than anyone else in the world.

"A bitch like you doesn't deserve to be my son's wife. And I'll never admit a child in your womb as my grandchild." Mom kept pinning me down.

I don't care what he says. All I'm thinking about now is Sean. Just how to make him believe.

"aww.. " I grimaced while holding my stomach which suddenly became sick. "Sean, my stomach hurts." I said while biting my lower lip withstanding the pain.

"Rain why are you?" Sean approached me and held my shoulder, he looked anxious.

"My stomach hurts a lot."

"Don't mind him, he's just pretending to draw your sympathies." Mama Vivi again pulled Sean's hand away from me.

"Didn't you see if Rain was really in pain? His face was pale." Without caring for his mother, Sean immediately lifted my body and took me to the hospital.

Oh my God, please save my son. I hope he's okay. I kept praying and moaning all the way to the hospital.

"Hold Rain, you must be strong. I hope nothing happens to our son." Said Sean while putting his hand on my stomach.

For a moment my pain seemed to go away hearing Sean mention our son. The word is more powerful than all the drugs in the world. Does that mean Sean believes me? He believes that this kid is our son? Only Sean can answer. But the one I saw from his eyes, he was worried about me and my son right now.

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Sean Pov

I was worried all the way to the hospital. I keep praying Rain and our son are okay. I don't want the happiness of a new day we embrace to be destroyed.

I did doubt Rain a little when I heard that Maya herself said she sold it to a lot of men.

But the kid in Rain's womb. One hundred percent I'm sure it's my son. I'm always with Rain, at home, at the office, wherever. I don't think he's playing behind my back.

Since marrying me, I'm sure Rain has only had sex with me. But before getting married, I had a little doubt if he was just doing that with me.

I can't trust the Word. The Word is just a man cursed and mouthed trash. But Maya? I don't know, I don't know him that well. But he's Rain's best friend. Is it possible that he could slander Rain? And that's what made my trust in Rain a little shaky.

Ahrrgg it feels like my head is about to explode thinking about all those possibilities. There is a sense of disbelief and disappointment if it is true Rain has sold himself to many striped men.

Arriving at the hospital, I immediately carried Rain and took her to the ER to get help.

I paced back and forth in front of the ER and continued to pray that Rain and my son would be fine.

"How are my wife and kids doing, Doc?" I asked a doctor who just came out of the ER.

"Alhamdulillah nothing happened to the contents of the father's wife. But it looks like your wife is in a depressed state at the moment. During the first trimester of pregnancy, the fetus is still very vulnerable. Stress can affect the growth of the fetus. I'm afraid your fetus can't survive if your wife continues to experience stress."

After the doctor explained at length, I entered to see Rain. I saw him curled up in the gurney. Looks like she's still crying.

My chest feels very tight to see his condition. Our lives are like the final roller coaster. After the tragedy Rain was almost harassed. God gave us a little bit of happiness with Rain getting pregnant. But now, we're back to having trials. God is testing our love.

"Lad." Call me while stroking his head.

Rain looked up at me with eyes that looked narrow due to the swelling of crying too much.

He looked at me without saying a word. But from his gaze, I knew that there was a lot he wanted to tell me. But I'm insensitive to know what's in his heart and mind.

"Don't think of anything else. Stress can harm the fetus in your womb. Forget everything?"

"I'm not having amnesia, is it possible that I can forget this big problem?" Said Rain while changing her position to sit down.

I was confused how to comfort him. I'm fucked up myself now.

"Do you trust me Sean?" He looked at me expectantly.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer me with a smile. I say it like that not because I believe one hundred percent. But I just want him and my son to be okay.

"You lied to Sean." Rain raised the tip of his lips. Shit, I can't hide my doubts. Rain was indeed very good at reading expressions.

"I don't trust you, Rain. It's just that I'm faltering right now. I'm confused Rain."

"Do you also doubt the child in my womb?"

"No, I'm sure it's my son." I answered while stroking his stomach. "Rain, can you give me one reason. A reason that would make me trust you a hundred percent?"

"Wasn't love the reason. If you love me, you'll believe me. I swear to God, if the only man I've ever slept with was you. Look me in the eye, Sean, and ask your little heart. Do you think I'm lying right now?" Rain put the clap of his hand on me.

I saw honesty in his eyes. I can see that even if I'm less sensitive. Yeah, my Rain can't lie. I was stupid, stupid for doubting it.

"I'm sorry Rain." I said while carrying his head in my arms. I stroked her hair and kissed the top of her head many times. "I'm sorry I doubted you." As much as I could, I held back tears from falling. But in fact my defense broke down, my tears began to drip.

Fuck if Rain or anyone laughs at me crying. I am weak when it comes to Rain.