The Price is an HONOR
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SEAN POV

After a session of crying, Rain looks tired and sleepy. I told her to sleep and then hug her from behind. Hopefully this time there will be no more falling scenes like that. Very sick because, already my heart is sick, cook want plus body pain as well.

How not to hurt the cobak. My chest feels really tight, really want neriaki Rain let him realize.

Rain has always felt like he lost someone he loves. He didn't want me at all. He wouldn't want me to have me. Though I'm the one who hugged him from earlier, the one who shone everything for him.

He said he was asking for amnesia? Without that medicine, I forgot about Rain.

But I'm trying to understand, maybe he's too depressed or because it's too sad to lose our baby. Yes, all I have to do is to be patient as much as possible.

After Rain fell asleep, I moved to the sofa. Not comfortable if you have to sleep in a narrow bed both, can not move.

I didn't go to sleep right away. Open the phone and phone SiAlan up many times but unfortunately the phone is not active. Because it takes a pall of frustration, I finally called Dino for a development about Maya. He wanted to upset her if he hadn't met Maya. But it failed because Dino had met Maya. Tuh son is really cool if the business of nyari bitch.

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This morning, after giving Rain breakfast, Sean asked for permission to leave. His permission was to rent when he wanted to go to his mother's house. She needs an explanation from her mother.

Sean went in without permission because he still thought that the house was his own home.

"Where's the bik?" Sean asked one of the house assistants.

"In the backyard."

Without saying thank you or anything, Sean rushed to meet his mother in the backyard.

"Tumben did you come in this morning Sean?" Sapa Vivi who is taking care of her ornamental plants.

"No need for a stale word, Sean needs an explanation from mama." Sean said firmly.

"What explanation?" Vivi pura doesn't understand, even though she actually understands exactly why Sean is looking for her.

"Then who told Om Teguh about Rain?"

"If so, why? She deserves to know how her daughter is doing" Vivi said.

"But you know the impact of your actions? Rain miscarriage mah. Sean's son died because of his mother." Sean snapped a little because he was too upset with his mother.

"Good dong Sean, so you don't have to be tired of caring for people's children." Vivi pulled the tip of her lips, no guilt at all.

"Mama." Shouted Sean "The boy is Sean ma's son, the grandson of the mother. How else would Sean have to explain to mama if the child was Sean's son, Sean's flesh and blood." Sean emphasized his words so that his mother could better understand. If only he could not remember that Vivi was his real mama, Sean would have cursed him out.

"What's the morning of the fight? Your voice was heard all the way to Papa Sean's room. It could not be if talking to the old man who was polite," said Zainal who had just come.

"Papa asked the mother. Sean is tired, tired. What is the lack of Rain? She wants to be a good mom and dad. Why don't you take him with open arms?" Sean's breathing went up and down because of emotion.

"You want to know the lack of Rain? His lack is less than HONORable." Vivi emphasized the honorable word to make Sean's chest feel tight.

"Yes God.... " Sean breathed a rough breath. "How did Sean explain the same. What the Word says is slander ma, slander. Rain is a good woman, she's an honorable woman. Why do you believe in the Word more than Sean? Actually whose son's mom is Sean what's the Word?"

"No respectable woman sold herself to Sean." Zainal chimed in. It turns out that a little, Zainal also consumed the words of the Word.

"Originally mom and dad knew. Rain sold himself, but only once. And do you know who bought it?"

"It must be a striped-nose man." Answer Vivi jeplak.

"And the striped-nose guy you're talking about is Sean, my mom's son."

Vivi and Zainal looked surprised until they gawked. They didn't think Sean knew in the first place that Rain was a prostitute. Sean used his services as Rain.

"Please ma, don't call my wife like that." Sean felt the name was too harsh for Rain. She was just heartbroken to hear Rain called a whore, let alone Rain. Rain must have been far and away more hurt.

"You're a fool what a moron is Sean?" Maki Vivi while shouting. "You have everything. You're handsome, rich, but why would you marry a girl like that?"

"Because Sean loves Rain mah."

"Love? Haha... Though love, logic must also be used." Vivi pressed her index finger against her own forehead. "Love a woman worthy of love. Not that cheap woman, bitch."

Sean closed his eyes to dampen his emotions because again his mother called Rain a prostitute.

"Rain confessed because he was forced to. He needs money for his sister's treatment. And Rain only once sold himself, precisely selling his virginity. After that he did not sell himself again" Sean explained.

"And you just believe it?" Vivi rolled both her eyes.

"Sean believes ma, and Sean is very sure. Mama knows Sean's not a good guy. Like you said, Sean's a striped-nose man. Sean slept with a lot of women. Sean even forgot how many women had one night stand with Sean. As for Rain, he just admitted it was the same Sean. He's more honorable than Sean."

"He said that to your sympathy. In fact, Maya herself said she sold your wife to a lot of men."

Sean sighed, he was very tired of arguing like this with his mother.

"Maya is on her way here ma. Mama can ask him the truth. Sean no longer knows how to explain to mom and dad. Sean is tired mah, pah, tired." Sean patted his chest that felt tight.

"Please don't make Sean give up on you. Sean wants to be a good boy, Sean wants to be a filial boy. Please, help Sean not be a bad boy." Sean pleaded in a desperate tone.

"Oh yes ma, Sean's birthday tomorrow. Thanks for giving me an unforgettable gift. Mama has succeeded in making Sean fail to become a papa. Mama's satisfied now?" So sick, Sean shed tears.

Zainal and Vivi get to Spechless, because what? because Sean is not the kind of guy who cries easily.

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POV RAIN

You're gonna leave me Sean? You don't forget that I just miscarried yesterday? Sean yesterday, just yesterday. This morning you asked for permission to work.

So important is your work that you do not want to skip a day to me. I'm sad Sean, I'm down, and I need you.

You must be disappointed with me? Yes, I can see clearly in your eyes. And your treatment of me this morning b aja also. You didn't even know me before I started.

I was stupid, I was careless until our son died. I shouldn't have chased Alan, I should have stayed in my room and nowhere.

No one else loves me. Dad, she must be really disappointed because her proud daughter is nothing more than a prostitute. Alan, he's also disappointed that my sacrifice made him feel guilty for life.

In-law? Obviously they don't want to accept me. Who wants to have an ex-prostitute daughter-in-law?

And Maya, the best friend and the person who contributed the most in my decision to sell herself, she even had the heart to slander me. What is your fault, May?

Maybe the guy was disappointed in me. But my son, is he disappointed with me so that I leave him too?

"How can you tell mama?" I was monologuing while stroking my stomach. I don't know why, I couldn't cry this morning. Are my tears dry? Though I really want Nangis let plong.

"Your mother has no one else. My mom has hired everyone including you. Mom's tired son, so tired. Want to rest with you. Wanted to hug you."

"Don't be mad at you, son, sorry. Mama wants to follow you continue to hug you closely so you do not feel alone."

"Mother.. Rain kangen baget. Rain believes only mother can understand the position of Rain at that time. Are you disappointed in Rain? Hurry bun? Mommy's not mad at me?"

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