
Honey, can't make it today you don't have to work.
Don't go to the office, I'm at home.
I'm afraid of myself
Sean let out a frustrated sigh remembering the words Rain said this morning. He was really sorry for ignoring Rain's request and preferred to work.
"Sorry beb, I should have found you today, sorry." Sean tightly grumbled Rain's fainted hand. His eyes were glassy in light of the terrible thing Rain had just experienced.
"I beg you to be aware, I'm sorry." Sean couldn't hold back his tears.
"South." Lirih Rain as her eyes slowly began to open.
"Beb, are you conscious?"
"South."
"Yes beb, I'm here. I'm here, you don't be afraid anymore." Sean kissed the back of Rain's hand many times.
"I'm afraid of Sean, I'm so scared, hyks hysterics." Sean's heart felt slashed when he saw Rain's miserable condition.
"Firman." Instantly Rain sounded the Word. That bastard, is he dead? Did Sean really hit his head with a vase of flowers. "Fir, the Word didn't turn it off?" Rain's lips trembled as he asked that. He immediately changed his position to sit down.
Before she fainted, she heard the sound of a flower vase breaking. It had occurred to him if Sean really had hit the head of the Word with a vase.
At that time, he was very afraid when he saw Sean lifting the large vase of flowers on the head of the Word. It was like he felt dejavu. The incident in the past when his father killed loan sharks seemed to repeat itself.
Rain doesn't want Sean to kill him and go to jail like his father. Enough of his father's imprisonment to save him, he doesn't want Sean to suffer the same fate.
"Why are you even worried about her?" Sean did not like when he just realized even the condition of the Word asked Rain.
"Don't get me wrong, I just don't want you to be a killer because I'm Sean." Rain whipped into Sean's arms with a whim. "I don't want you to end up in jail like dad. What you did just now, just as my father did back then. I don't want to repeat it to Sean. I don't want my loved ones to end up in jail."
"No baby, I didn't kill him even though I really wanted to kill him." Sean brightly blotted out Rain's tears that continued to pour out.
At that time Sean almost floundered if Rain had not shouted. Seeing Rain pass out, Sean was so anxious that he threw the vase in another direction and immediately helped Rain. As for the Word, he hurriedly picked up his clothes and fled.
"Please beb, please don't cry anymore." Pinta Sean stroked Rain's back which was currently in his arms. "You're safe now. I promise to always take care of you."
Rain suddenly felt very nauseous. He let go of his embrace and ran towards the bathroom.
Hoek Hoek Hoek.
Rain spewed his entrails into the sink. Anxious Sean immediately twitched Rain's back.
"Why are you, baby? it hurt?"
"My stomach is so nauseous, baby, my head is so dizzy." Answer Rain while washing his mouth with tap water. As Rain lifted her face, her eyes widened perfectly looking at her neck and chest filled with kissmarks.
Instantly Rain felt disgusted at his body that had been plastered by the Word. Rain walked quickly to the shower and then flushed his body while crying.
"I hate Sean, I hate this." Rain rubbed his neck and chest very firmly.
"Stop beb, stop it. You hurt your own body. Don't rub it too hard, your skin can get chafed." Sean pulled Rain's hand and held her to make her calmer.
"I'm disgusted Sean, that villain's already dirtying my body. I hate this, I hate." Rain kept crying in Sean's arms. The two of them hugged under the shower which continued to pour.
Sean's heart was broken hearing Rain's sobs. I swear by anything, he'd at least like to see Rain's tears fall. Not wanting Rain to get sick, Sean intends to turn off the shower.
"Don't turn Sean off." Rain pulled Sean's hand off, turning off the shower. "I have to cleanse my body of the rest of the scum. I'm disgusted at myself Sean." Rain again rubbed his body firmly until it looked red.
"Don't be like this beb, I beg you." Sean held Rain's hand so as not to hurt himself.
"Take Sean off, let me get rid of all this." Rain continued to rub his body violently.
Sean pulled Rain's hand and held it firmly so as not to hurt himself again. "Isn't this body mine?" Sean asked while looking into Rain's eyes. Rain nodded slowly.
"So I have the right to forbid you from hurting mine. Don't hurt your own body, don't hurt mine." Rain dropped his body in Sean's arms while continuing to cry.
"Let me bathe you. Let me clean up the rest of that scum. Think to me, please," persuaded Sean.
Finally Rain nodded, he let Sean clean his body.
"I imagined this afternoon that I would soak with me in a bath full of roses. But why the truth is you clean my body like this." Inner Rain while sobbing.
After the jam cleaned Rain's body and wrapped it with a towel, Sean changed the bath because his body was also wet.
"Are you hungry?" Sean asked as he was drying Rain's hair using a hair dryer.
Rain flanged, he had no appetite to eat. After feeling that Rain's hair was dry, Sean immediately led him to the bed.
Sean took drugs in the nightstand drawer to treat bruised ex-spell Word.
"I swear I will destroy the man who made me like this Rain, I swear." Sean muttered in his heart.
"Sleep, I'll hug you."
Rain nodded then poured down his body. Sean lay down next to Rain and slowly pulled Rain's head to use his arm as a pillow.
"Sleep, forget everything." Sean kissed long-time head Rain. Then caress Rain's hair and cheeks.
"Don't leave me Sean, I'm scared." - Rain, hugging Sean.
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In the middle of the night, Rain awoke from feeling her hungry stomach. Maybe if he normally would go to the kitchen and make his own food, but for now, he still felt afraid.
"Sean.. baby." Rain shook Sean's arm slowly.
"Yes beb." Sean opened his eyes slowly while gathering his consciousness.
"I'm hungry."
Sean rubbed his eyes while yawning. Actually he's still very sleepy.
"What do you want to eat let me order?" bargain Sean while moving to take his phone on the nightstand.
"With me in the kitchen, I want to cook instant noodles."
"Let me cook, you wait here for me."
Rain flanged, he didn't want to be left alone. "I'm coming along."
"All right."
They both walked into the kitchen. Sean pulled a chair for Rain so that his wife would sit sweetly waiting for him who was cooking.
Sean, the man who has never cooked a lifetime is confused when he is in the kitchen. He doesn't even know where his instant noodles are stored.
"Why baby?"
"Where did you put the noodles?"
"Dilemari, which is above you, is a little childish. Take that soto flavor."
Sean opened the hanging cupboard that Rain meant and saw a pile of instant noodles there. He was quite stunned because it turned out that Rain had stitched this much instant noodles.
Sean didn't know which one tasted soto, he took one at a time and read the packaging.
"That's Sean's green." said Rain who realized that Sean read one by one a pack of instant noodles.
Sean took the green wrap and read it at a glance, there was a soto flavor writing on the packaging. He scratched his head and saw the back wrap.
"Why Sean, why not boil the water and even mantengin wrap?"
Sean looked at Rain while grinning a little. "I read how to make it beb, I can't."
"What!" Rain's eyes widened. It turns out there are also people who can not cook instant noodles that are very easy.
"Where are you going, just sit where you are." Tell Sean to watch Rain move.
"Let me cook myself."
"Let me," Sean refused. "You give me instructions from there, let me execute."
Rain put on a smile, she was happy to see her husband being so considerate. Finally he sat back down and gave Sean instructions on what to do.
Sean smiled with satisfaction when he saw that the noodles he cooked were ripe and ready in the bowl.
"I'll bribe you." With painstaking Sean blew the still hot noodles and then fed Rain.
"Why don't you eat?"
"I don't usually eat this late."
"But it's so good." Rain takes a spoon in Sean's hand and turns to feed Sean.
"Try a little." Rain thrust a spoonful of noodles in front of Sean's mouth.
Not wanting to disappoint Rain, Sean chose to open his mouth.
"Didn't you?"
Sean nodded, he did not think that the instant noodle taste he cooked was this delicious.
"It turns out I'm good at cooking, the proof is that it tastes really good" Sean said proudly. Rain chuckled at hearing that.
"Whoever cooks will taste like gini baby. It's the taste of the factory."
"He.... That huh?" Sean scratched his head in embarrassment.
"Thank you Sean."
"No problem, just cook noodles doang, no need to thank."
Rain shook his head while smiling sincerely towards Sean. "Not just for noodles, but for everything you do to me. Thanks for protecting me and there's nothing for me."
Sean put down his spoon and clasped Rain's fingers. "Because I'm your husband, it's my duty to exist and always protect you. I love you Rain."
"I love u too."