The Price is an HONOR
LOVE YOURSELF

"How is my wife doing, Doc?" Sean asked the doctor who had just walked out of Rain's room.

"Alhamdulillah his condition is fine sir. Had lost a lot of blood, lucky the hospital had the same blood stock as the father's wife."

"Can I see it Doc?"

"Please, but your wife isn't conscious yet, maybe in a moment. There's something I want to talk to you about, can we talk to each other in my room?" The doctor's face looked serious, and it made Sean even more worried.

"Alright doc, I'll be there after seeing my wife's condition for a while."

"Please."

The four people one by one began to enter Rain's room. Silence, no one spoke according to the doctor's message.

Rain was still unconscious, his face was extremely pale. His wrist was wrapped in bandages.

Sean could not help but hold back tears at Rain's miserable condition. Alan, he's no different than Sean. She also cried, her heart ached to see her brother lying helpless because of his mistake.

Maya turned her face when she looked at Rain. He really can't bear it, his heart really hurts. He did not expect that his words to Vivi over the phone at that time could have an impact as severe as this. It was so bad that it almost made Rain die.

"Din, I'll leave Rain. I can't believe the two." Sean stared cynically at Alan and Maya in turn. "The guman elo that I can trust to keep Rain. I have to see a doctor."

"Go, Rain is safe with me." Dino answered while patting Sean on the shoulder.

There are 3 people in that room. And they were like mute people who had absolutely no intention of talking to each other.

"Eh.. " Rain's moaning voice sounded even though it was very slow.

"Sir, you are conscious." Ask Alan who's sitting next to the gurney.

"Al.." - Lirih Rain

"Yes, it's Al." Alan replied while holding onto Rain's arm.

"Well."

Alan hurriedly took Rain white water that was on the nightstand.

Rain circulated his gaze, he tried to collect his memory pieces. The last thing he remembered, he cut his pulse with a shard of glass, after which he was unconscious.

"Sean, where's Sean?" Sean was the first person Rain had sought. When unconscious, Rain dreams of seeing Sean wearing white and crying like a desperate man.

"Son's brother was in the doctor's room" Alan replied.

"Where are you Rain?" ask Dino who is now standing near Rain.

"I'm fine Din, only my head is dizzy."

"Thank God it was that."

"Sorry Alan, sorry. It's all because of Alan. Again, Alan caused me to suffer. Sorry about Alan miscarrying." Alan said in tears.

"All is destiny Al, don't beat yourself up."

"Don't do this crazy thing again. Al doesn't have anyone, Al needs mbak."

"Sorry to you."

Alan shook his head "Mak is not wrong, Alan is wrong."

Since then, Maya just stood in the corner of the room. He did not dare to greet Rain.

After quite a while Rain chatted with Alan, Maya finally stepped closer to Rain's gurney.

"Hi Rain." Sapa Maya's.

"Hi May." Beyond Maya's expectations, it turns out that Rain is just plain to her. Actually Rain had known since Maya was there, but he did not want to reprimand before Maya herself invited him to talk.

"May I have your time, I want to talk to you both."

Rain nodded after that he told Dino and Alan to come out.

For a while, Maya just kept quiet while shedding her tears. He was confused where to talk.

"What do you want to say, May?" Rain finally opened the conversation.

"You hate May as much as I do? I'm wrong what the hell is May with you?" Rain is powerless with tears.

Maya shook her head. "I'm wrong Rain, not you. I'm bad for you."

"You must have a reason, because the Maya I know wasn't a woman who would betray her best friend."

"Sorry Rain, I'm forced."

"What do you mean, May, who forced you?"

"Firman."

Rain closed his eyes, he did not think that the Word was behind this anymore.

"Firman threatened me Rain. He threatened to spread my nude photos if I didn't comply. Sorry, for saving myself, I fucked you up. I'm so sorry Rain. I hate myself."

Maya then told me that she had a relationship with the Word. Maya who was crazy at that time to the Word always obeyed the will of the man. Even when Firman asked her for nude photos, Maya agreed.

At that time the Word quibbled if the photo was only for his personal collection. In fact, he even threatened Maya with the photo. In addition to the photo, Firman also keeps a lot of videos of the two of them.

"I'm sorry Rain, sorry." I don't know how many times Maya apologized. "I promise to explain all this to your mother-in-law."

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SEAN POV

After a long talk with the doctor, I went back to Rain's room. Alan and Dino are outside, and only Maya is with Rain.

I don't know what they discussed, but for sure, the two women were the same crying. The two of them hurriedly wiped away the tears as I wriggled in.

"Can I go out, I want to talk to Rain." I am obviously trying to drive Maya away. The woman did not answer, she just nodded and walked out.

I looked at Rain, I swear, really cute, it could be said. Her face was so pale, your lips until they looked blue. His eyes are red and swollen.

"Sean." sheeped

He called me first because I just stared at him without making a sound. I sat in the chair that Maya had occupied.

"Why are you doing such a reckless thing like this?"

Rain just kept quiet while staring at me.

"Lo never did Rain think of me? Is that actually not my same love? Our son is gone, and you want to go too. How do I keep going? Have you ever thought about that? Or don't don't you never think of me?"

Rain shook his head while trying to grab my hand.

"I thought you were Sean, I love you."

I smiled cynically at her words.

"If you love me, you won't want to leave me. You won't make me sad like this. Love is not like Rain. Do you think how I feel if you leave? Destroyed Rain, I must have been destroyed. Maybe I'll get depressed or crazy. And maybe I'll die for your nyusulin lo."

It feels really cryy, but hold it, hold it, I can't cry in front of Rain.

Rain closed his eyes while crying. Actually I feel sorry for him like this, but I'm disappointed, very disappointed with him. I want him to realize that if there is me, there is me who will always love him.

"Elo always thinks about what's missing, what's gone from your life. But you never thought about what you had. Elo got me, I'll always be there for you." I'm outin all my uneg let plong and let Rain realize.

"Elo, I'm the same. You want to leave me. Love yourself, love yourself first, love me. If you can't love yourself, it's usually just painful, then can you love me?"

"Gue love so much Lo Rain, I love to die. I need you, I need you to always be by my side."

"Sorry Sean, sorry."

"Lo was supposed to kill me before I killed myself. Or at will, let us die the same." My cynics.

I can't take it anymore, my chest feels so bad. I walked out of Rain's room. I'm afraid I can't control my emotions and the tip ends even make Rain hurt. I'd better get myself in this moment.

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