The Price is an HONOR
LEARN TO LOVE

Sean went in after Rain. He saw the woman sitting on the side of the bed while looking at her hands in the chest.

"Where the hell were you Rian yesterday? why is your phone not active? I'm just gonna let you know?" Sean asked while sitting next to Rain.

"I know, Brian's already telling the story" he replied, glancing at Sean.

"Are you a hobby that makes me hang?"

"There you go change your clothes first. Males me if you wriggle your towel fall again," grumbled Rain.

"What males is a mongrel?" seduce Sean while nudging Rain's arm. "Yes, I'm changing clothes." Excited when he saw Rain's eyeballs that almost came off because they were glaring at him.

Rain sighed while throwing away his gaze as Sean casually changed clothes in front of him.

"Well, where did you go yesterday?" Sean sat his ass down next to Rain.

"I'm going to Zalfa's house."

"Zalfa? Zalfa Leo's girl?" Sean frowned.

"Hem." Answer Rain while nodding. Rain also knows why he can be close and comfortable with Zalfa even though they are new to him.

"Keep why your phone is off. I thought you left me and ran away with Gaza."

"The owner is Sean. But I can't leave Dad. He must be disappointed."

Sean's chest felt tight. His neck was strangled until it was hard to breathe. Rain can talk like that without any burden.

"Well, how can you say that in front of me? don't you think how I feel?"

"How can I think of your feelings. My people don't know how you feel about me?"

Sean squatted in front of Rain. He clasped Rain's hands together, staring intently at his eyes.

"Gue love you, I love." Rain was not surprised to hear it because last night Sean kept on rummaging and saying that he loved Rain.

"But I don't love you." Rain let go of Sean's hand.

It hurts, it hurts to be rejected by my own wife. Sean has never been rejected in his entire life. And it turns out he just found out that this sick person was rejected directly.

"What is less I Rain? I'm rich, successful, handsome. Everything is beyond Gaza. Why can't you love me? Why love Gaza. What the hell is she special about you?" At times like this Sean is still narcissistic. He was too concerned with himself. Assume that she has everything that can make a woman fall in love. But unfortunately not with Rain. Love Rain has grown for Gaza.

"Love is Sean's heart's business. He just flows. Love is like a surprise, we don't know when and who we're going to fall in love with."

"Love doesn't just come Rain. Love needs to be nurtured. Now maybe you don't love me. But I'm sure sooner or later you'll love me. Everything needs a process, love is no exception."

"But I'm not sure I can forget Gaza and replace it with you. You're so different, Sean. And I like men like Gaza. You're not my type."

Rain's honesty was like a sword that pierced Sean's heart. It hurts, it hurts a lot compared to Gaza.

"If it is like that, teach me to be like Gaza. To be as you want."

"You don't have to push yourself Sean. It's that genuine love that can accept our partner for who they are, not make them what we want."

"Let go of me Sean, I'm sure there are a lot of women out there expecting your love. You have a strong attraction that can make a woman fall in love with you."

"If it's like that, why can't you love me? Is my attraction unable to lure you in at all? I just want you Rain. I don't need a woman out there. I just want you. You're my wife Rain."

"But I can't Sean. I'm afraid I'll hurt you if I stay with you. My heart is still for Gaza. Do you want to live with a woman who loves another man?"

O Allah Rain, as much as you love Gaza? inner Sean.

"I want to get hurt, I can wait for you to love me. I'm sure that love needs a process. I'm also sure that if you learn to love me, you'll be able to love me."

Rain closed his eyes, he did not know what to say anymore.

"Babies who can't do anything, can finally talk and walk if they continue to learn. They will also be able to read and write by studying. If we can't, won't we learn how to do it? I'm also sure you'll be able to love me if you want to learn. Open your heart Rain, learn to love me from now on."

"What if I don't want to? wasn't it when I told you to learn to stop drinking and smoking, you didn't want to?"

"I want to learn, but you also have to learn. We are just as learning to be as our partner wants us to be. Do you agree?"

"Weight Sean, love is unconditional. I don't want to try to love you on the condition that you change. I don't want to force someone to be who I want to be."

"But I want Rain, I want to be the way you want me to be. Please, give me a chance." Sean took Rain's hand and placed it on his cheek and repeatedly kissed it.

"I'd go crazy if you left me Rain. I love you the same. It's up to you to tell me I'm bucin or something. I don't care. I just want you." Sean's eyes look glassy.

"Sit here." Rain patted the bed next to him. He could not bear to see Sean squatting in front of him. Sean stood up and sat next to Rain.

"You know Sean, right now besides my love for God and family. All my love for Gaza."

"Is there nothing for me Rain? just a little bit, maybe 10 percent, or 5 percent or 1 percent?"

Rain shook his head "No Sean."

"Not Rain, but not yet? Give me time to make it there. I beg you."

"All right, I'll give you 3 months."

"The 3-month train is too short. What if 1 year?"

"1 year is too long."

"All right, let's take the middle. How about 6 months?" Sean tried for nego.

"Alright I agree, but on condition."

"What?"

"Don't force me to give an inner living like yesterday."

"All right, I promise."