The Price is an HONOR
THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN

Rain kept looking at the wall clock in his room. It's 11 o'clock but Sean's not back. Many times he called but Sean's phone was off.

"Sean where is Al, why isn't he back." Asked Rain worriedly.

"Son's brother is so big, don't think about him. It's better to go to bed to stay healthy."

"But I couldn't sleep until Sean came."

Alan breathed a rough breath, confused to have to persuade Rain how to sleep.

"You're looking for Sean Al's brother, I'm worried about him."

"Alan should start where's mbak? Alan doesn't know where he's at all." Alan berkilah's. Actually he did not want to leave Rain alone, he was afraid that his brother would do reckless again.

"Maybe he's in the apartment. He fell asleep there this time." Rain had contacted all of Sean's friends, and no one knew of the man's whereabouts.

"Yes, if you're in the apartment. He was tired once. Let Alan sleep here tonight."

"Mbak is not calm Al. Sean was angry. He was disappointed that he wanted to leave him. Ma'am can't calm down before he's sorry. I'm afraid he's afraid of me."

"Mbak why the hell so overthinking like gini. Sean couldn't possibly miss me. I believe in Alan. Alan saw himself crying when he killed himself. Don't think of the distance." Alan was worried about Rain's current state.

"Yes Alan nyariin Sean's sister. But I have to promise I won't do anything stupid like that." Alan's snake while wearing his jeans.

"Yes, I promise."

The first destination that Alan would go to was the apartment. He wished Sean was really there.

Alan's steps came to a halt when he saw the person he was looking for. Alan saw Sean sitting in the hospital lobby chair. Alan approached him and sat right next to Sean.

"Mbak Rain hides you."

"Yes, I'll be there." Flat talk. Sean has been in the hospital ever since. But he still did not want to meet Rain.

"Why wait later? Better brother go there now. I'm not calm about Rain being alone. I'm afraid he's reckless again."

"What kind of a sinking boy? why did you come to talk about me you gini? usually I am too. And earlier, I didn't listen wrong? He called me brother." Sean muttered in his heart.

"Lo just went back to Rain's room, and I followed."

"That Rain needs you, not me. Since then he was worried about his sister. He even got to the phone many times but the sister's phone is not active. He didn't want to go to bed before he came" Alan explained.

"I see that Rain is now the same as before. Rain's mom is like a depressed person. He was so angry that he was afraid that his brother would leave him."

Sean gawked at Alan's explanation. He never even thought Rain would cry just because he didn't go back to his nursery. Sean remembered his chat last afternoon with the doctor.

flashbacks

"What's up Doc? My wife's condition is good?" Ask Sean worriedly.

"I can't conclude yet. But from what I see, it looks like your wife is depressed."

Sean was surprised to hear that. All this time she knew Rain was a strong woman. He can survive many problems in his life, especially after his family had a fatal accident.

"If you want, I can schedule Ms. Raina for a consultation with a psychiatrist. Such a situation cannot be allowed to continue. I'm afraid he can act recklessly again after this."

"I'll talk to my wife first, Doc." Sean didn't want to make a unilateral decision before telling Rain.

"Is there no other way than a psychiatrist?"

"Why do most people not always want to consult a psychiatrist?" Doctor Dimas's complaint. "Please dispel the assumption that only stressed or crazy people go to psychiatrists."

"That's not what I mean Doc. I'm just afraid my wife isn't comfortable seeing a psychiatrist."

"If you don't want to. You can bring your wife refreshing for a moment to eliminate the burden of her life. Make him feel comfortable. If that doesn't work, seeing a psychiatrist is the only way."

...*****...

POV RAIN

Chequelek

I hurriedly raised my head and saw who was coming.

"South." Sapaku while pouting a smile on his lips. Why is my heart so dag dig dug gini? I'm afraid he's still mad at me.

"Why not sleep? it's already night."

"I'm waiting for you."

"Sleep."

Cup

He kissed me on the forehead and then moved to the sofa. I actually wanted to pull his hand to stay by my side, but unfortunately my wrist hurts so much I can't do anything about it.

"Sorry," lirihku. But it looks like Sean can hear the proof he turned his body towards me.

"Sorry." I repeat it harder.

"I've forgiven you, now go to sleep, don't think about anything else."

I shook my head quickly "I don't want to sleep, we need to talk."

"Rain, please, it's night." he refused.

I immediately broke down my body and lay on my back. How can I sleep, I don't sleep at all. My tears slowly began to drip, I kept thinking of Sean who was angry with me. Even though he said he forgave me, but I'm sure he's still angry. The proof is that he's cold to me.

"But told to go to bed and cry?"

I immediately turned towards Sean. "Sorry." Again I say that sacred word.

"Yes, I'm sorry about you. Wanna chat?" the bargain I immediately responded with a nod of the head.

Sean sat on the bed and held me in his chest. The position I like the most is like this, being in his super comfortable arms.

"I miss." I said while looking into his eyes.

"I miss it too." Sean replied while kissing my head. "Never do anything crazy like this morning. I'll never forgive you for doing that again."

"Hem, I promise."

I don't really want to die either. But I also don't know what possessed me this morning to have the courage to commit suicide.

"Sean's happy birthday." My words then gave a brief kiss on his lips. Now it's exactly 12 p.m., and I'm sure, I'm the first one to say it.

I saw Sean smile, it seemed like he was very happy. It was Sean's first birthday after we got married.

"Do you remember my birthday?"

"Of course, I've even been looking forward to this day for a long time. I've planned a romantic diner for us. But unfortunately even I think gini," I complained.

"This is more than enough. You just remember I've been so happy."

Cup cup cup cup

Sean showered my face with a kiss, and ended with a soft kiss on my lips.

"What do you want?" Ask enthusiastically.

"You, I want you."

"Sean, what the hell." I glared while gently hitting his chest. "I've just had a miscarriage, I'm still in puerperium now."

"Emph." Sean closed his lips and laughed. "Haha." But eventually the laughter escaped as well. I swear I'm confused why he even fucked me.

"Ish, what the hell do you think?" Sean's index finger tapped my forehead slowly.

I'm dumb, am I wrong?

"You said you wanted me?"

"I want you always by my side, always there for me and always love me."

Glodak, I swear in shame. My face must be like a boiled crab by now. Why is my brain synchronizing in the other direction.

"It seems that now the perverted brain is not me, but you beb." Ledek Sean is still laughing at me.

"I'm sleepy to sleep." I put my body down and lay down. This is the best way to get rid of embarrassment.

"Said not sleepy yet?" Whisper Sean while hugging me from behind. "Don't pura drowsiness. Today is my birthday, we need to blow out the candles and make a wish."

"But there's no Sean cake and candles" I complained. I should've told Alan to buy some cake. What the fuck wife I am, not really gercep.

"There is."

"Have you bought it?"

Sean shook his head and opened his phone. "Take this." Sean showed me a picture of a birthday cake complete with a lit candle.

I smiled and sat down. Didn't know Sean had an idea like this.

"Singing yuk." Bring along.

"Should it?"

"Nget nget nget."

We ended up singing happy birthday songs together. And after the song ran out, Sean blew out a picture of cake on his phone and I applauded. Slow down because my hand still hurts.

"Make a wish" I asked.

Sean raised both his hands enthusiastically and then suddenly he lowered them again.

"Why not be?"

"I forgot." He replied with a grin while scratching his head. "I made a wish before my time."

"meaning?"

"I made a wish this afternoon. I begged God not to take you out of my life. I was so scared this afternoon, I was afraid you'd leave me forever."

"Sorry, sorry for scaring you." I wanted to hold her tight, but unfortunately my hand couldn't do that.

"Don't cry anymore." Sean wiped the tears that escaped the corner of my eye.

Sean grabbed my nape and then swept his soft lips against mine. I opened my mouth and kissed her back. But suddenly Sean pulled his lips faster than I thought.

"So long ago, if a long time can not be strong and want more" said Sean while wiping my lips wet.

"I love you Ocean Kalandra."

"I love you more Raina Zemira."