The Price is an HONOR
IRI (wanted to be loved)

"Blessed to be." Sapa Sean hugged Rain from behind. Rain who was cooking immediately released the winding of Sean's hand on his waist. To be honest, she was still upset with her husband.

"Don't sulk anymore." Sean said while stealing a kiss on Rain's cheek. "Now as my apology." Sean thrust a red rose from the front of a neighbor's house.

Rain simply screeched and ignored the flowers in Sean's hands.

"I'm not welcome anyway. My struggle is hard to know for ngedapetin nih flowers. I got chased by a dog because of the meticulous flower in the neighbor's yard." Tukas Sean with a hearty tone for Rain to feel pity.

Rasain, who told you to steal the flower, Inner Rain.

Feeling not considered at all. Sean put the flower on the kitchen table near the stove.

Sean scratched his nape. He kept racking his brain to find a way to melt Rain's heart. It feels very uncomfortable to be left like this. Half his breath was gone. Really not a Lebai?

Seeing Rain repeatedly tuck his hair behind his ears, Sean had a brilliant idea.

"I iket ya beb hair you let the cooking freely." Said Sean while tidying up Rain's long hair and trying to tie it with a rubber band.

Rain was silent without a word. He just let Sean tie his hair. As for Sean, he had a little trouble, this was the first time in his life tying up a woman's hair.

"So sweet really." Lirih Amaira who had been watching Sean and Rain.

"How did you keep looking at Sean's brother?" Amaira was shocked to hear Alan's voice that had been out since when he stood behind her.

"Sir Sean is so sweet. It's handsome, attention again. Lucky for me, Brother Rain is like Sean's brother's husband. I swear, I'm so jealous." Amaira said with a smile of anxiety because Baper saw the intimacy that Sean showed.

"Elo has a crush on Sean?"

"Huh." Amaira wasn't surprised to get such a silly question. "Well, I'm not an actor, Al. I already have you anyway." Said Amaira while struggling spoiled in Alan's arms.

At breakfast, Sean keeps trying to get Rain's attention. He was really upset when he was silenced like this. Sean continued to show his attention, ranging from fetching water, side dishes and occasionally feeding Rain. Rain had to obey Sean's will. He didn't want Alan to know they were booming.

Amaira did not even blink to see the attention Sean had given Rain. Yeah, he's very envious. He also wants to be treated like that.

Alan kicked Amaira's leg under the table, causing the girl to gasp in shock. He was a little furious to see the unblinking Amaira looking at Sean. There was a feeling of resentment in his heart.

"We're done, ma'am. We say yes first, want to go soon, afraid of bad luck." Pamit Alan while pulling Amaira's hand.

Alan and Amaira went to the beach today. The beach is the most popular place for Amaira. The girl felt very calm when she heard the sound of the waves. It feels like breathing is also more relieved when on the beach. All her life problems are gone. Even his fear of death for a moment could be forgotten.

Amaira looked at Al who had only been silent since. His face also looked annoyed.

"Why are you Al? How can I not be so happy that the road with me?"

"Do you like Sean?" Alan asked as he stared intently at Amaira's eyes.

"Why? you jealous?" Amaira asked with a grin on her face. I don't know, it feels so good if only Alan was jealous.

"Eng, no. No need to go to pedean." Shake Alan with a tinge. Actually she is jealous, she does not like if Amaira admires other men besides her. Although only limited to admiration, not likes in quotes.

"I'm Al, you're jealous, right?" Ledek Amaira nudging Alan's arm. "No prestige, I know I really love me. But you don't want to admit it. Don't keep it in Al." Amaira put her palm on Al. "Don't let it sit down if it's not the same as me."

"Where are you going? You can't be far from me."

"Yes tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, God has called me. We never know when and where we will be called by God. As long as there's time, use it as well as you can."

Alan screeches. "Don't talk about dying napa Ra."

"Al, is it wrong that I'm greedy?" Amaira asked as she glanced at Alan who was now sitting on the sand.

"I fell in love at first sight with you Al. I used to think, it was enough if before I died, I could have a relationship with you. But now I'm getting greedy. I want to be noticed by kayak mbak Rain. I want to be loved by Al. Not just a status as a girlfriend without love. I want you to get attention like Sean's brother. It's wrong if I also want to feel loved before I'm really called God?" Amaira asked with glassy eyes.

"I'm not Sean's brother. So don't ask me to make it look like it."

"I didn't ask you to be like him. It's just, I want you to be more attentive and love me. I want to feel loved by Al. Honestly, all this time I feel if love is alone. I'm the only one who loves here. But you're not."

"From the beginning, I never loved Ra. I'm the one who said we were made. So you do not need to demand a macem deh. Good thing I want to be your guy."

It hurts to hear such honesty. It hurts to hear the people we love say they don't love us.

"We are Al."

Alan's heart stopped beating hearing that. He has no true love for Amaira. But when Amaira who used to be crazy crazy about him said the end, it still feels like disbelief.

Alan looked at Amaira with a hard-to-understand look. He did not expect the word to come out of the lips of a god-level Amaira.

"Lo don't love me anymore? Don't you need me? Turns out it's just your love for me Ra?" Alan asked with a cynical smile.

"If only my heart could be opened Al." Amaira terseyum. "You can see what's in my heart. My heart is just full of you. You're just Al." Said Amaira while holding back her tears so as not to fall.

"Why do you want the Shrimp?"

"Because I realize that you've been evil all along. I made you my girlfriend. I forced you to make love for me. Sorry I'm Al. I don't want to be selfish anymore. I'll take you off if it makes you more comfortable." Said Amaira while squeezing her fingers. It's not easy to say all this. Amaira was aware that the consequences were huge when she said all this. Yeah, losing Alan is his biggest risk.

"I'll give you some time until we get back to Jakarta. At that time, if you shoot me. It means we are. But if you don't shoot me, we're Shrimp."

...******...

"Surprise." Shouts of the recess trio that made Sean almost hang. He stared at the cengo of his three best friends who were now standing at the door of his house.

Just a week ago he was calm because Alan and Amaira had gone home. Now even worse is coming.

The three people plus Zalfa immediately entered without caring about Sean who was still staring at the door.

"Sean, why are you still standing there? Cursed to be your welcome statue?" Ledek Dino while grinning.

"Hi Rain, I miss." Zalfa hugged his best friend.

Sean went in and headed straight for the kitchen without caring about them all. He took out a bottle of mineral water and directly gulped it down almost. He was still thinking about how his three best friends knew his address in Labuan bajo.

"Darling, I'm sitting here. Temen your friend in front of you." Said Rain while pointing her chin towards the living room.

"Kok they can know our address anyway?" Sean still doesn't think.

"Sorry." Said Rain with a small grin. "I'm sharing our address to Zalfa."

Sean glared straight at. Finally the question was answered. And it seems that his calmness with Rain will be destroyed by the presence of the four of them.

"We're here for the honeymoon not a vacation together." Groused Sean.

"Ish, don't talk about it. It's not good that they sound. We have been here 2 months anyway. Honeymoon is long. So it doesn't matter if they're here." Persuade Rain.

"But they're restless beb. You don't know them yet. Must be bothering us. Can't be romantic anymore dong."

"It's only been a few days. In front of them. Cook. the host is hiding in the kitchen." Take Rain while pulling Sean's arm.

Sean snorted angrily and followed Rain forward.