The Price is an HONOR
DON'T BLAME ME

Pov Rain's

I spent the night crying, crying and crying. It is true that regret comes at the end. My future is in danger of being ruined just because of the stupid decisions I once made.

Gaza said, My brain can't think. My self-esteem was so low that it could be sold. For the sake of money willing to justify all means. From any point of view, what I did was wrong. I'm looking for money with a shortcut.

Sean, I'd love to be mad at him. I wanted to curse and beat him. But is this really his fault? or is this purely my fault? I don't want to find a scapegoat by blaming him.

Sean never set me up. I sold myself to him without coercion.

A soul mate in the hands of God, if Gaza is my death, I must be willing. I have to be sincere if it is not my soul mate.

A few days ago I was preoccupied with my delusion with Gaza. Being his wife, living abroad and living happily. But it's all a delusion. The likelihood of being realized is very small, perhaps less than 50 percent.

I came to work this morning. My life should continue. I'm disappointed in Sean, but I need a job. At least until I and Gaza get married, that's what I planned. But now, I don't know, will Gaza marry me?

But this morning it felt different. I saw people looking at me like never before. They whispered while looking at me. But I can't think negatively. Not necessarily me they're talking about.

When I entered the elevator, some bright people blasphemed me.

"I don't think yes, her face is a good girl, but her behavior is amit amit."

"Ralat say, not the girl anymore."

"ups forgot."

"Haha.... "

"What do you mean?" I don't understand what they're talking about.

"Don't be so innocent. Everyone knows your rotten behavior. The way you make a job, disgusting."

What else is this? why the morning got an attack like gini. I don't know what they mean. I pegged in front of the elevator, I didn't go in and let those who blasphemed me in first. Blasphemed outside it feels crowded, especially in the elevator, I can not breathe.

Mila, I saw him running towards the elevator. Yeah, maybe I can find out from him.

"Mil." Sapaku as he stood in front of the elevator. What confused me more, he did not greet me. He even glared when he saw me.

"Mil come with me." I pulled his hand away from the elevator door.

"Oh, he narik narik me." He said in a jutek tone..

Especially this, why Mila also follow me does not like me.

"Mil, please explain to me what really happened. Why is everyone talking about me? And you, why is your attitude like this to me?"

"Lo really don't know?" Ask with a cynical smile.

I shook my head because I really didn't know.

"More." She took a photo on her phone.

JEDERS

I was like I was struck by lightning seeing it. I saw a picture of me and Sean sleeping naked and covered in a blanket.

This photo looks real. The place was exactly the same as the hotel I and Sean were staying at. But this photo, when was this photo taken? I didn't even know there were photos like this.

"Where did you get this photo?"

"This photo has been spread in all chat groups in this office."

Oh, my God, it deserves everyone to blaspheme me. I don't know this picture because I'm not in any chat group.

I walked straight to my desk. This morning I didn't go to the pantry because I would be bullied if I went there. I kept looking at the photo Mila sent to my phone. It seems only Sean can explain all this.

Shortly after, Sean arrived. Before I spoke, he first told me to go into his room.

"How can there be a photo like this?" I showed her the photos on my phone.

"It turns out you already know." she replied lightly.

"Are you the one who took this photo? You spread it too?" My respect for Sean is gone.

"Where might I spread a photo like this in the office. You don't think I'm harmed here. The employees won't be disinclined by me after seeing this photo. My wibawaku as boss also went down. The image I built well was destroyed by this photo." Sean was emotional until he kicked his desk.

"But this photo, you didn't take it? It was just the two of us back then, and I didn't know about this picture. I'm sure you took this picture."

"I took it. But not to be spread in an office like this."

"What's? so you really took this picture? But for what?"

"To take revenge on Gaza."

"So you've planned everything Sean. So by then you knew I was Gaza's fiancee?"

Gaza said Sean is not a good man. He purposely used me for revenge on Gaza.

"I never planned anything. You sold yourself Rain. When someone accidentally showed me a picture of you, he said you were selling virginity. I saw your picture on Gaza's Instagram account. Once I match it turns out to be the same."

"Then you planned everything?"

"Yes, but don't blame me. You're the one who sold yourself, not me who forced. I was just hockey. God loved me so much that he sent you as my revenge."

"Bad you're Sean."

"Nasty did you say? where is my crime? I'm your helper god, I give you a lot of money when you need it. You should thank me for buying you at such a high price. Got a lot of money, serve a handsome guy anyway, you're so lucky."

I fell silent, arguing with him won't win. He's too smart to argue. Maybe that's why he always wins the tender.

"For Mr." Danu's in Sean's room.

"How did you find out who did it?"

"The culprit is Risa."

"Who is he?"

"Cleaning services that usually clean your room. He found the picture under your desk. After that he spread it in wa's group."

"God, why am I so stupid. Yesterday I threw some pictures at Gaza. Maybe I wasn't careful when I picked it up again. There's a photo left under the table."