The Second Woman's Regret
Truthfully

Struggled I headed to the front room. There were still many people, only guests who came home. Staying family and also entourage of women who claim to be the wife of bang Andre. He was hysterical there too. They argue long. Between his mother, bang Andre and his wife bang Andre.

"That's why Tira was conscious. Here son, here." One of my sisters called me. I approached. Of course with a variety of discomfort, especially when my eyes accidentally meet the eyes of the mother. I can assure you that you are very disappointed with all this. It turned out that all his feelings about bang Andre were right, but stupidly I did not find out before.

"Tira, tell mom what's really going on?" My mother asked me impatiently. I understand because you were in that woman's position, but I don't want to be in this position either.

"Bu ... later Tira will explain, now let the two first explain everything because Tira also does not understand what really happened." I pointed at Andre's bang.

"That's it, it doesn't need to be extended. Just let Andre go first to solve everything, then just come back here "as I thought, Abah really underestimate this problem even though his daughter is the victim. I'm increasingly convinced that I'm worthless to Abah. He is here because he wants something. That attitude really pisses me off.

"Sorry, please shut up. Let him explain everything!" My love firmly while staring intently at the Andre bang. It doesn't feel like being played like this even though he has done it.

"Ra, like I told you that I love you so much and you are the only one who reigns in my heart!" Strictly bang Andre.

"Astagfirullah Pa!" the woman was crying.

"But you lied to me!" I said firmly. "Your work. I've told you all the suffering I've been through since I was a child and hope to no longer experience the same thing but you're plunging me into a deeper abyss. Really too you!" I didn't take my eyes off her. *Now answer honestly, are you really married to this mom?"

"Yes Ra." He answered short.

"Astagfirullah. Aaaaaa!" I screamed hysterically, no matter the right-left neighbor peeked silently. My life is a mess, I'm broken. Especially what I have to take care of. Become the second woman to destroy the household of others. How disgraceful I am. Though I once felt the pain of losing the leader in my parents' household.It feels like life is really crazy and now I am the culprit.

"Ra, calm down, I can explain." Bang Andre tried to calm me down.

"What's? If you don't love her, just love me? Ahhhh liar!" i.getting hotter. "My answer, how long have you been married? Do you have any children?"

"They've been married for almost ten years and they've had two daughters" replied her sister.

"Yes Allah .. have your heart Andre Winata. Why me, why? If you don't know how ruined my life was because of the second man, I can still hold it but you know everything." I screamed. I can't imagine how her kids are doing right now, I'm sure it's not okay. The shadow of childhood re-emerged in my mind, as my mother and sisters begged for Abah to return. This heartbreak is so broken

"Well, please Tira just once. Don't take the gold, give it back to him." I said.

"Why is that, he promised to give it to Abah if Abah married you. Don't break dong's promise!" Firmly Abah, while Aunt Utami flanked the dowry tightly earlier.

"Budi, you're Tira's real father. Your daughter is in trouble right now. Empathize him. Don't be too greedy to be a person, be ashamed!" mother opened her voice, leaving Abah speechless, and her face turned crimson.

Abah forcibly took the dowry from Aunt Utami, then gave it to her by throwing it at her. Then the three men left without excuse. We still hear their swearing.

"Sir, I'm sorry, but I really don't know if he's married and even has two children. I'm really apologizing. May you come to forgive my Khilaf. For this marriage, don't worry, from now on it's over." I threw the ring roughly at Andre's bang. Wounds that had been dry are now re-inscribed again, even much more painful than before.

"Ra .. Don't be. We can talk about this all right!" Her request.

"okay? Where can you, you have deceived me. You ruined my life. My future is ruined now, not to mention my mental." I said.

"Yes but ..." bang Andre is still trying to hold back. He who was originally soft turned hard because I dumped him. "Lina Aprilia, you are truly a self-destructive woman. I told you I don't love you. I'm so sick and tired of you but why don't you want to understand too, huh? I'm trying to take care of Kuta's divorce papers, why are you ruining my life. Hasn't it been enough all this time that you've made me suffer, huh?" he forced his wife. "Now go, don't ever come here again. I'm yelling at you!"

"Pa .. Papa don't talk like that, I'm sorry pa." Lina broke out again hearing her husband's words. Of course the sight cut my heart.

"Shut up and get out of here!" bang Andre said again.

"You get out of here too!" I'm gonna yell at him.

"Ra .. we're married, don't talk to me that way." bang Andre tried to persuade.

"No, I don't accept this marriage. I'm not going to be the destroyer of other people's households. Go awayl. If you still have a heart don't ever come here again or see me. You better repent, realize, you have hurt your wife and children. I've been in their position and I know how the pain is. So go!" I said, turning away.

I haven't stepped up yet, and Andre's bang holding my arm. He didn't want it all to end just like that. But my decision is unanimous and inviolable. I don't want any of this. From where to be in this position is better alone forever.