The Second Woman's Regret
Virally

"The mother in the medsos, right? That's viral, isn't it? That's what you see, on the face of the book. A lot of comments, up to tens of thousands, mbak." the online taxi driver I was riding stole a glance through the rearview mirror. I shook my head because I didn't understand the direction of the conversation. But he kept questioning, up to ten times. Even when the car had reached the lobby of the mall he also kept questioning. "That's really mbak, right? His face looks so similar. New mom married, right? I forgot what his name was. But this morning I read. Sister Tina, Tika who is."

"Sorry sir, I don't understand what you mean. I also do not participate in social media so it can not be viral." I said.

"Don't have social media? Yes, I do not write Ayas name mbak, it's mbak, like the family .... Well, I'd like to say no good, mbak."

"I'm sorry sir, I'm in a hurry." I don't understand what he said, after giving the fare and leaving.

My goal is one, eat in the food court because my stomach is very hungry. No food has entered my stomach since morning. But strange things happened again, when I entered the eating area, people saw me while whispering. Likewise, when I ordered food, mbak who guarded the outlet until glancing a few times.

"The women are shameless. No self-respect. Beautiful, but cheap!" a mother wears it and she even flushes it with mineral water. Of course I was surprised by it. Suddenly attacked by someone I don't know.

"Sorry mom, what's going on?" Ask the security guard who is on patrol.

"Here, this mother suddenly got angry, then she doused me." I said, complaining about the bad things I experienced while showing evidence of watering I experienced.

"That's it, Mom?" Ask the security guard.

"Yes. I was angry with the actor. How can a woman hurt like that!" the mother is getting bolder.

"Elekor how? My mother doesn't know me so she just accuses." I don't accept.

"Here, don't worry. I saw the news that mbak mbak mbak men's husband. Tega ya mbak make a wife and two small children abandoned his father" said the mother earlier.

I'm silent. I began to understand what the mother was saying. But why would he know? Is this mother the brother of his wife Andre? I frowned.

"It looks like mom's the wrong guy." I said. "Mom's better off and don't bother me or I can take you to the police station on suspicion of an unpleasant act!" I had to threaten him not to come near me anymore. Because the condition has begun not conducive because those around have heard the mother's words I finally undo the intention to eat, choose to wrap food only.

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Oh God what else is this? My head throbbed while reading the news in the online media discussing about me. Yeah, I was the talk of social media, viral. I know from the link that Ciya sent.

A beautiful woman with the initials TP, aged about twenty-two years in a relationship with the husband of a person who already has two children. They were legally married without the permission of their legal wife. It is fitting that for two months the husband does not go home because there are new flowers. Her husband was very pampering for the woman. All his property was drained by the woman. He asked to buy an apartment, jewelry, a car to save hundreds of millions of rupiah. While his legal wife and children fared ill, they had no money at all, surviving on mediocre money. Even their eldest daughter was forced to quit school because there was no cost.

Reading the news online made my stomach nauseous and my head twitched. Especially there is a clear picture of me. Finish my history. I could only sit while hugging my trembling knees for not being able to read the really loud comments of netizens. Some left a curse, a curse to swear that I would die.

I should how? I never meant to be like this? Who has written like this? I wanted to eat so I lost my appetite. Even to raise my head I don't think I can.

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I'm the one who's really in the. Fear tries to gather courage. With my jacket and mask out of the room, the plan was to go to the hospital to see the condition of the mother.

"You out? Tumben's wearing that kind of covered shirt? Wear a jacket and mask to cover up your face so as not to be caught by people because now you are viral yes Ra." Dila said with a mocking smile. "Today I saw a beautiful person who hid her beauty. Usually proud to show off. That's how it is if people who have a lot of disgrace." said Dila.

I don't care, just keep leaving him. Knowing the health condition of the mother is much more important than arguing with Mbak Dila.

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Arriving at the hospital; ciya, Elis and Kiki immediately called me. They looked angry, just like me.

"How's mom?" My toot.

"Mom's heart hurts, brother. The doctor suggested putting on a ring." Ciya explained the doctor

"Oh my God, I'm sorry. All because of brother." I'm really sorry.

"No brother. Brother is not wrong. This is part of God's test for our family. Hopefully we can get through and get to class" Ciya said.

"Mom why is this? Is aunt Par coming again?" my many.

"No brother. This is because the kayak sir's man came, they canceled the intention to propose to Mr. Ciya." Elis told me everything.

"Astagfirullah, Ciya sorry. It's because of brother." I said.

"No brother. Brother is not wrong. Ciya dear brother, losing a man like Umair is no problem compared to losing the best brother like brother." Ciya hugged me tightly, but still I was not calm, enveloped in guilt. If only I could have been more careful, none of this would have happened.

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There's nothing I think is the saddest thing but being hated to be kicked out by my own mother. Mom threw me out yesterday. Now my mom's asking me not to see her anymore. Mom doesn't want to know me. It hurts so bad. But I can still understand, mother is so sad and disappointed with the fate of Ciya who was affected by my actions.

"Sorry Tira Bu, but believe me, Tira loves mother and sisters very much. Tira never meant to hurt you with any of this. Tira is really sorry.mark time can be rotated, Tira prefers herself and devoted herself to mother, Ciya, Elis and Kiki rather than this. Sorry Mom." My love, before you leave my mother's room. But I'm indifferent, not caring about it all.

My legs were shaking, as hard as I could try to move so that mom would no longer have to be burdened by looking at my face. When my sisters held back my steps, my mother was angry at them. Don't want to see them scolded by mom, so I'm leaving.