The Second Woman's Regret
Surprise From Ciya

The quarrel between us became. Some were cheering, shouting support to record. Suddenly we stopped because the cafe manager tried to mediate, but because we still ignored, we were both kicked out of the cafe. In the parking lot, instead of peace but quarrel instead continued. Ciya doesn't seem willing to let go of me. He kept talking to me. I don't accept being treated that way, I'll pay for it. Put more on. Even now we continue to claw each other and jambak.

"May ... Hiya!" mr. Saka is already among us. I don't know when he came, which is clear now he mediates us with great difficulty after being a victim of scratches as well. "Why is that you? Brother sister kayak nemesis so?" ask Mr. Saka who is holding the pain due to the scratches of Ciya's hands

"I'm not her sister." Ciya said while pointing at my face.

"Not polite!" I got inflamed, was about to pull his hand off but he was dodging first.

"I'm talking, actually, I'm not your sister!" sentak Ciya's. "This naughty woman is not a mother's child, she is just an obscure woman who was taken care of since infancy by my mother. I don't know who his mother is, but if you see his behavior that is not clear it can be ascertained he is not the daughter of a good girl!"

"Yes!" I got inflamed, grabbed her head until she screamed in pain. Mr. Saka just let us fight. "Take that word back. You can be angry and hate me, but you can't talk like that. It's the same as insulting our mother. Noble lady mother, it is not worth mentioning like that!" I said.

"My mommy, if your mom knows who. So I don't have to pull my words!" said Ciya.

I shut up, took my hand off his head. Is this true? Or just the emotional overflow. But where is it possible? I'm her eldest daughter's mother. I've even seen a picture of my mother pregnant with me. This must be wrong, Ciya must be making it up. He was so angry with me that he said so.

"I'm not lying, if you don't believe me, ask my mother. Or if you still don't believe us, ask Abah, the man who brought you home. Ask all of you who the woman who gave birth to you so that your message is clear!" ciya said again.

I smiled, a smile that somehow had to be interpreted like what. Not knowing why, without asking Abah or mother, I thought about what Ciya said just now. Am I really not a mother's son?

"Why don't you dare to be like Mom? You're afraid to know the fact that you're not a mother's biological child? Just so you know, we're not brothers, Abah took you home when a new mother miscarried her first child. Because pity finally mom breastfeeds and takes care of you. I am really trying to be a good mother to you.

Satisfied with her whispers, Ciya left us, not forgetting that she challenged me to talk to her.

"You heard what Ciya said just now. I am not a mother's son. Then who am I really?" I asked Mr. Saka with teary eyes. "Am I an out-of-wedlock child, or a child whose presence is not expected!" I spoke in a stammered yet stressed voice. It feels my life nano-nano, not finished one test has come a new test that is no less great.

"Don't take heart first Ra, your sister could have said that because you guys had a fight earlier" said Mr. Saka.

"No sir, Ciya is not the type of person who lies easily to satisfy his ego. What he said could be true." I was really frustrated that if what he said was true, I would somehow have to deal with all this later.

"Bye,"

"Sir, I'm sorry, but it looks like today I haven't been able to go back to the office because ..." I couldn't continue the conversation, I cried instead. As strong as possible to hold these tears but eventually spilled too. I covered my face with both hands so that no one could see me crying.

"Cry Tira, do whatever makes your heart calm." Whisper Mr. Saka.

"I drove home Ra. You just rest first" he said.

We went back to the office just to get my bag and laptop, after which we headed to the apartment. Along the way, I couldn't help myself from crying.

"Stop!" my door. "Sir, let me get down here" I said again.

"Why Ra? I'll just take you home." Bring along.

"I don't want to go home, sir. I need clarity on all of this. I have to go find my Abah to find out everything."

"Then I take you to your Abah's house, huh? I'm worried something happened to you because it looks like you're so fucked up."

"Yes sir." I didn't turn down Mr. Saka's offer because I'm self-conscious right now that I'm in a mess. I can - I can do something wrong. That's why I followed him, letting him arrange my meeting with Abah.

***

In front of my brother's house, we finally arrived here. I don't want to beat around the bush, so go straight to the main topic, question about the truth of Ciya's talk. But unfortunately, instead of getting an answer, my father was angry with me because he had found out everything.

"Please answer honestly, Dad." I asked, as I continued to look at my father, letting him feel a sense of guilt so he could do something. But unfortunately Abah did not respond, he turned the conversation on Andre Winata, questioning the evil man without thinking about my feelings.

Piqued. I'm really mad. When I pressed Abah he just relaxed.

"What is the need for you to know all that? You won't be a great man after forcing your father to talk like that!" abah said lightly.

"Well, please don't dodge, who's my mom?" my tone was already high, it seemed like I was already hot and did not want everything to end before Dad told me the truth.

"You are, don't force me. I'll just talk if I want to if I don't!" Abah was angry, he immediately entered his house without ignoring me who continued to persuade him to explain what was a secret for me at this time.

"You see, sir, even this complicated I still get exams and worse, the people who should help me get involved!" a

I said, again I cried in front of Mr. Saka, my emotions are really unstable. The tests I went through were completely beyond the limits of ordinary humans.