The Second Woman's Regret
Do I Have to Give Up?

I'm now sitting face to face with Amanda. Yes, I called him on purpose after many messages he had sent. I finally found him because I now feel the same fate as him. Both became second women. Now Amanda has also freed herself from Mr. Hito because of the disaster that happened to her.

"I'm HIV positive, Ra" she said, leaving me limp. "The three of them were also positive. But when they know the fact they blame me, but among the three of them are often snacked outside. I've never been with anyone but them. Actually I only love Mr. Hito, but he used my love to want to serve his friends as well. It's very sad my fate." he looked down lethargic. "Now I just wait to be picked up by the angel of death, then go to hell" he said again. Still with a pessimistic tone.

"You can't give up that way, man. I've heard about the discovery of HIV drugs, as long as you take it regularly then you can definitely recover." I tried to give encouragement though not sure as well, the important thing is there is effort and I am very supportive.

I was saved twice by him.

"Then how are you, Ra?" ask Amanda.

"I don't know, Man. Whether to stay married or pull over first "I forced a smile. Honestly still hit with a message from his father Mr. Saka. I realized it was a risk that I had to carry at any time. It's my fault to be in a relationship with someone's husband even though I didn't know he had a wife.

"It's so sad to be a girl, Ra. If you can't take good care of yourself. A little disgrace will continue to be revealed until the burrow is. There really is no chance to improve, all like a sinless judge." Amanda said.

"Yes, it seems so." I smiled wryly.

***

Today finally me and Mr. Saka bartemu after three days he I avoid. Actually, Mr. Saka was very upset because our marriage only counted the days and with ease I disappeared.

"I don't know if I can continue or not" I said, forcing myself to be honest because I'm tired of avoiding. After all he is my boss, while I am still working in his office it will be difficult for me to disappear.

"meaning? Oh, I see, you're like this because of papa's words, right? You want to step down when I still am and will continue to fight for you. Tira, just so you know, I don't care about any stamp attached to you, which you should know that I love you and I hope you do too. We have both had imperfect days, I hope that after we are together we can make our days perfect. Now, don't think anything, just answer my question, do you love me?" mr. Saka looked at me. His gaze was so sharp that I could not dodge it.

"Yes, I love you!" I said, even in a quiet voice but full of confidence because that's how I feel.

"If there's no problem as you say, are you sure you're happy with me?" he asked back.

No need to think hard I nodded my head. Only one made me worry, which was when they objected to my old status that the audience had discussed, the rest was no problem. But it was quite burdensome for me.

"Alright, then come with me." Mr. Saka took me away, before he called out who, they spoke very seriously. I couldn't hear clearly because I got into the car while Mr. Saka was outside the car.

After he finished calling, he immediately took me away towards the top. I kept wondering, but I didn't get an answer.

Pak Saka's car stopped in front of a restaurant, he took me down, we had lunch there. How often I ask, he is silent.

"Where are we going, anyway? If you don't want to answer, I don't want to go!" I said.

"Who said responsibility. If you don't want to go home, I can go home by myself!" I threatened to take a taxi home, Mr. Saka did not forbid, but had waited for half an hour no taxi passed. I also tried to book a taxi online but all refused because it was out of reach.

"How's it?" mr. Saka smiled triumphantly.

"Now I know you don't care!"

"Who said?"

"Mr don't mind if I go home in a taxi it's a sign that I don't care. I just can't ride."

"Tira, I really care about you. I'm letting you know there's no cab here. Anyway, even if there's a taxi I won't let you ride, no matter how I'll prevent it!" said. "Now let's continue the journey." take Mr. Saka.

We go back on our way. Half an hour later it arrived in front of a villa. Mr. Saka took me down. At first I didn't want to be confused plus scared too.

"Come Tira!" take Mr. Saka again.

"What are you going to do here? You don't think anything, do you?" my many. He just laughed..But I still refused his invitation until two cars came together. From one of the cars came down dad. "What's this?" I'm getting confused.

"Go down first, I'll tell you later" said Mr. Saka.

It turns out that Mr. Saka planned the deed. He asked my father to come as his guardian and Ustad to marry us and two witnesses.

"Married? But, right ..." I still have doubts.

"Tira, good intentions don't be pushed back. I know, if we don't get married now, you're gonna disappear again. Avoid me and it could be when the wedding doesn't come. I don't want to bear that much disappointment myself so when I find you back then I ask that we just get married" said Mr. Saka.

Here I really can't dodge anymore. I finally agreed to ask Mr. Saka to get married. As he said, there is no reason to refuse. Because of the support he has also received.

"So, let's be my wife Tira" said Mr. Saka.

With the preparation as simple as possible, finally, in Bogor peak villa owned by the deceased sir Saka, we say a sacred promise.

Ijab kabul has been pronounced, Mr. Saka gave dowry money of three rupiah also in accordance with the amount in his wallet. We are legal to be a couple.

I could not hide the day because it was finally legal to be a wife after a long, exhausting struggle. It never occurred to me that the man who originally invited me to join his company would become my husband.