
"Zean, is that really you? are you there now?" I asked with tears in my eyes
I sat down to look at the navel in front of me, frozen and only tears came out representing my current feelings. I clasped tightly onto the new burial ground, as if the one I held was the Zean hand I had known all along. Not long after I was there, I decided to go home. I still do not accept the reality, I also say goodbye to Adi.
"i go home first, Dii, send greetings to father and mother" said I was weak
"iya mbak, mbak also take care of his health. Don't get sick anymore" said Adi
I also went to the car with Dita papah, my legs felt weak to support my body at this time.
Adi closes the door and heads towards the living room, he sees a photo of his mas wedding with Tiara a few months ago.
"it is not expected that you only last seven months, but I think you will make up and be a happy couple until the end of life separates" Adi murmured
Adi threw his body on the sofa and slightly pinched his forehead which was a little dizzy with all these events. He took a deep breath to reduce his burden. Adi walked into the room.
"tiara has come home, can't you see Tiara kayak?" ask Adi to someone who is none other than Zean
"let him know that, take care of all my passports and visas. The sooner I go the better" Zean said
"i don't understand Zean's way of thinking, but Tiara loves you. But how do you make Tiara sick anyway?" ask Adi grim
"he would be happier if he wasn't with me, after all I was too bad to receive love from Tiara" Zean reasoned
"yes, whatever you want to say. Please take care of all that for me" Zean said, pointing to a table with his passport
Adi took Zean's passport and left him upset. He did not want to lie to Tiara, but he also promised Zean not to tell the truth to Tiara.
"Arrgghh. Love really hurts?" adi said nagging in the car
I arrived home, my father who saw me coming home came straight to me with an anxious face. I without saying any crying words in my father's arms. Seemed confused on the look of his face that had been a little complicated, he also tried to ask me.
"you why nduk ? coming home crying?" ask dad
"Zean no longer exists well, Raa had seen the situation. Zean is now happy without Tiara" said I cried again
"do you mean opo ? I don't understand what you're saying nduk" said father
"Zean....Zean has died yahh" my tears broke out in control of the room at this time
"innalillahi, have you checked the whole thing ? you sure it's Zean?" ask dad bertubi
"yes well, Adi himself brought Tiara to Zean's tomb. Adi also said all the same Tiara yah" I said