The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 47's

After watching Zean take me to lunch at our usual place to eat. 

"Zean, why are you today?" Ask me

"Why do you mean?" Ask Zean back

"Yes, you take me to watch now eat here" I tried to explain

""Hmm, should there be a reason for you to watch and eat?" Ask Zean again

"No, but it's weird. Suddenly you invite me to watch and eat gini, after all this time you are busy with other women" said I

"I don't want to talk about anyone else. Today I want to bring you happy" dear Zean

 I just kept quiet hearing Zean say. Because even to this day I am still confused about his attitude today.

"Let's eat it out right, after this I will also take you somewhere again" said Zean again 

We finished the food and left the restaurant. We went out of the mall and headed somewhere I didn't know where it was going. And it turns out Zean took me to the playground.

"What are we doing here?" Ask me seriously

"I want to bring you here. You always asked me to bring it here. But I haven't had the time and today I can" Zean said

"Hmm, that was it before. Now what do we do here?" 

"Yes we're going to have fun here today. Come down" take Zean 

We went down, I didn't think Zean would bring me here. I don't know why at this time he wants us to come here, but he's already with Melati. Suddenly Zean took my hand.

"Let's go in, I can't wait to play today" he said excitedly

"Well, where are we going first?" Ask me

"As you. You decide everything. I'll follow everything you want" Zean said 

We spent all day together too. I have always wanted to play here, but only now. It's nice to do something like this, until it doesn't feel like it's night. I sat on that playground bench, waiting for Zean to go to the toilet.

"It's for you" said Zean while offering chocolate ice cream

"Say you went to the toilet. How can I buy this?" Say it while you take ice cream  

"Yes, I'll see you on the way here. So I bought it" said Zean 

"Hm... Thanks, I didn't think it was night, did I?" Ask me

"Yes. Very quickly, right, the feeling of just playing for a while" he said

"Hmm, , , Zean. I want to say something important to you" I said seriously

"What...?"

"Thank you. Thanks for today you take me for a walk, thanks you take your time for me, thanks for keeping me up all this time, help me, keep teaching me a lot of things. And maybe it's time for me to let you go, you should be happy. And I will not be selfish anymore with you" I said

Suddenly my tears flowed down my cheeks, it was painful to let go of something we had loved. But I also want him to be happy with his choice. 

"I'm sorry, because I put you in your current position" Zean said

".... Raa, do you also want to part with me?" Ask Zean

"If I say I don't want to part with you, will you grant it?" Ask me back

"I haven't filed our divorce with Raa's court. I still can't let you go" Zean said

"Why? There is no jasmine now. It should be easy for you to let me go"

"I realized all this after seeing you with another man Raa, I still couldn't quite let go of you"

"Should you act so selfishly as Zean? You have to choose between us. And I don't want things like this to happen again. I don't want us to regret our decision" 

"So you can take it for yourself?" Ask Zean seriously

"You don't want me to take it, do you?" Say it with the smile I force.

We went home, because we went to play one day I felt very sleepy and chose to sleep on the way.

Zean thought hard about what Tiara had said, he did not expect that now Tiara had been willing to let go. Is it in Tiara's heart that there is no more of her?