The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 14

I was not someone who could make my own decisions. Every problem I have is definitely discussing it with my parents. They always give me a chance to decide for myself. But their trust scared me into making the wrong decision. I'm afraid they're disappointed. Like now I've decided to marry Zean. I'm sure Dad was very disappointed with my decision.

“Zean found again his first love that he had been waiting for all this time. And now they're together again” I explained to dad

"has he given you his reasons or explained them to you?” ask dad

"no, Raa didn't give him a chance to explain everything. Wh-wh-what for? Whatever the reason, he already has a wife. So he shouldn't have done that well!” my elbow

"yes you can't do it, you have to do it. No need to ask Zean but ask yourself. What is your fault as a wife, where your lack of self, why could she do such a thing. You must know the answer of all that nduk, not all problems in the household is the fault of the husband.”.

 I was silent to father's explanation

".... We before making that decision, must reflect on ourselves. Every problem if we don't start there must be another reason. Who knows what's wrong is your husband's mistress. That's why I always say think calm. If your emotions will not solve everything.You leave the house it means giving up with your husband's mistress. Means you're wrong, can't keep husband and household.” Continue father while looking into my eyes that hold back tears.

“go when you've tried to fix it nduk. If you have not done anything, it will lead to regret. Yes already,, this is the night you do not sleep kemaleman nduk, do not torture yourself” said father passed while patting my shoulder

What you said was all ringing in my mind, and my tears broke. I think Dad knew I was going to cry, so he decided to leave me alone. She knew very well that my father was still here my cries would only be stuck in my esophagus.

“please all the affairs and household problems of my son yes Gusti” inner father who walked towards the room.

The expectations of every parent must be the same, want their children to live happily with their partners and always loved.

"i'm happy that you chose me as your husband" Zean said

"thank you for being a part of my life, and thank you for accepting my shortcomings" Zean continued

Words that make everyone happy. It's a mistake to flatter what Zean said to me. Suddenly, Mr. Sugeng came out.

"tiara's mother doesn't sleep? malem is dead" he said

"yes, this sir wants to go into the room, father himself why not sleep?" ask me

"owh this new father is ready lock the same fence turn off the headlights mbak" he explained

"owh ok sir, Raa come in first. Father rest. Do not be soybean, you are old hahahaha" said I mocked

"it could be" he said

I went in and went to my bedroom, hoping for something better tomorrow