The Struggle for Wife Love

The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 39's


I came home with my eyes. I took a shower and cleaned up the groceries I bought this afternoon. I don't want to drag on in my grief. And seeing Zean's very selfish attitude earlier, now my hatred for him. Moreover, he had already said that he would divorce me. Suddenly my phone rang. And it was Andre who called me.


"hy Raa, have you had dinner?" ask Andre


"hmm. I still want to arrange the items I bought this afternoon Ndre. Where are you now?" askaku returned


"owh, don't eat. I'm in the apartment"


"hmm. yes, I'll eat this later, I'm sorry Ndre this afternoon"


"make what?..."


"because of me, you're being accused"


"that's it, after all, the reality is not like that. And luckily again Dita came at the right time"


"hmm. yeah, it's a good thing"


"Raa, fight for the person you want to fight, don't waste your time and get hurt deeper"


"i know Ndre, I'll let him go. Not because of anyone, but I also want to be happy"


"good then, I will always support you Raa. Yes, you do not forget to eat. Break"


"yes, thank you Ndre"


I hung up the phone and put together the things I bought. I separate my things from this room. I'm moving all of them to the guest room. And my decision is already unanimous. I will not beg Zean again from now on. After finishing packing all my things, I also cooked fried rice for myself. From now on I have to get used to being indifferent towards Zean. It's late and Zean hasn't come home yet, I think maybe he'll stay at the lady's house. And I don't care, I choose to sleep first.


Zean was silent since returning from the mall this afternoon, he felt very careless to have accused Tiara of having an affair with Andre because he saw them both way. And it turns out there was Dita there. He felt very guilty, moreover he had snapped and shouted at Tiara in front of the crowd. After driving Melati home, she headed home. He was confused, what he would say to Tiara for his carelessness earlier. When he arrived home, he did not find Tiara who usually waited for him in the TV Room. And he went up to the room, thinking that Tiara might be in the room. But it turned out that the room was empty, and moreover the room was no longer Tiara's belongings. He tried to look into the guest room, apparently in the lock. Zean tried to knock on the room.


tok....


"you're in bii...?" ask Zean


I also opened my room door. After seeing her, I invited her to speak downstairs.


"i want to say something to you" said Zean


"don't call me bii again, I feel disgusted by the call" I said


And Zean felt strange about my answer


"i know you're angry because of my attitude, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say anything about you" Zean explained


"no pa-pa really, relax anyway you just misunderstand" I said with a smile


"are you seriously bii...? I was like that because I was jealous of you. I'm jealous because you're on Andre's side"


"it's only natural that you're jealous, because he's so good to me. You shouldn't be jealous, you were on your way with your woman"


"you're still my wife, and I still deserve to be jealous"


"hmmm no Zean, let's just get divorced"


"you said what the hell bii. I told you it's because I'm emotional"


"no Zean, even if you're emotional I don't want to be your wife anymore. And I'm not getting you anymore either" I explained to Zean


"i'm not going to tell you Raa, I love you"


"if you don't divorce me, you'll be sicker than I am Zean"


"why can you say that kayak?"


"that's it, it's night. And I'm also sleepy, I've been shopping all day. And I've had a lot of luck with your relationship with that woman"


I left Zean sitting alone at the dinner table. He was very confused about the change in Tiara's attitude which was very drastic to be someone cold. Could it be because in Tiara's heart now there was no more Zean?