The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 56's

I turned my phone around, confused as to what I should do now. Should I tell Zean about the jasmine's rot? But for what? Wouldn't it be better to know for yourself? Ahh I don't know...

Before long, I heard the sound of Zean's car entering the garage. I went down to see it too. I really want to reveal what I know right now.

"Hy, are you home?" My greeting

"Hy Raa, yes. What are you doing again?" Ask

"Owh no, Dita just got home. He was here all day, he was out of monthly shopping" I told him

"Hmm, are you shopping? If not, let me go out" he asked

"No, you're tired from the outside" my dear

"Udah, come. Night hunt later" forced Zean

"Ok, wait a moment I change clothes yes" I said as I ran into the room

After that we went to the supermarket to shop for home needs. It was very awkward, either because we had not shopped for a long time or because the taste in the heart had faded. I also went to pick and choose the items that needed to be purchased, while Zean pushed the trolley for me. 

"You've stocked a lot of vegetables in the refrigerator. Would you like to buy again?" Ask Zean

"As far as you are, buy again. The one in the fridge was a long time ago" Zean said

"Continue...? Exiled. It's darling" 

"Who knows if it's not fresh anymore, right?" 

"You don't have to buy a lot. All that matters. Let's go over there" take me to the sausage and nugget

"Udah malem, aren't you hungry?" Ask Zean

"Yes, I'm a paper. Shopping does not feel, now it just feels" I said while holding my stomach

"Well, what do you want to eat?" 

"Where are we going to McD?" 

"Aren't you tired of eating junk food?"

"No, but if you don't want to, don't papa" 

"Hmm, come on. I'm afraid you're tired of eating it all the time, and it's not healthy either" 

"Yes, tomorrow is not anymore" I said with a smile

We went to McDonald's and ordered food. Whether because of hunger or just hungry eyes, I ordered a lot of food that I did not know would run out or not. But my heart was very satisfied to see the food enthroned on my table. Zean looked at me with a smile.

"Believe me, the people here must think that a lot of eating is me. Though this is all you have" said Zean while whispering

"In the beginning it was mine, but if I'm full it will have you too" I replied with a sweet smile

Zean just shook his head at my behavior. He helped me finish the food I ordered. And we told him interesting things around us, which made us laugh out loud. Sometimes the people around us see us laughing out loud, and we stop our laughter.

Things like this that make it hard for me to let go of Zean, a sense of comfort. Comfortable because he treats me as a wife, comfortable because he often makes me laugh and also comfortable because he is nice to talk to. Whether it's serious stuff or a joke. He can balance me for sharing.