The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 2

It didn't feel like two months I was married to Zean, well with our routine as different shift workers and departments made us rarely to meet. For example, the last two months we only met on weekends. This is the reason I didn't sign my contract.

"Bii I heard you didn't extend your employment contract huh" said Zean who was sleeping on my lap

"yep, I think I'm tired of yank" I laughed

" ... I don't want us to keep fighting because of trivial things. The phone is not picked up, WA is not read. I want to find a job that shifts just like you, so if you go together and go home together. Not now that I'm gone, you're home. You go home I go. We met only two days in one week, we're not dating anymore "more upset me

"Ok Bii is right, you should be angry. But I think before we had a baby, instead of you getting bored at home you could work first."

...deg I was surprised at his answer zean, only this time he disagreed with me. And I don't know what demons affected me at that time I was angry

"You why do I work, yank? The job you are not me. Are you afraid I'm paying your salary? I have savings. It doesn't take money from your salary either" I said with emotion

I also left Zean in the tv room alone, without listening to his reasons or explanations.

"Is he stupid? The time he was insensitive. If she and I keep working when I'm pregnant? While my friend whose wedding is past a week from my wedding is pregnant. I was envious of not being given the most beautiful seat yet" my inner self, and unconsciously the clear circles wet my cheeks and kept me closed.

2:36 WIB

I felt my throat dry, probably because I cried before I went to bed. I got out of bed, I looked at the bed next to me. "did zean not sleep in the room? Or did he sulk because I was angry?" thought me.

Ahh I went to the kitchen to get a drink, because this thirst tormented me. I also rise with laziness. I passed through the tv room staring at the whole corner of the room but I did not see my priest figure there and I set foot a little quickly towards the kitchen, there was a rustle of bathroom water. "Owh maybe he's pee keblet" my prejudice. And I poured water into my glass, and I heard Zean talking from behind the bathroom and I was astonished.

"Call? Who'd he call these nights? What's important until my husband picks up the phone last night? So at this hour he hasn't fallen asleep?"

hufft, I'm so sleepy walking into the room no matter who Zean calls this late. I'll ask you tomorrow morning who called me. These eyes forced me to shut down, and I continued my interrupted sleep. Hopefully tomorrow I can ask Zean that question and hopefully my anger will subside tomorrow morning. Because I can't afford to linger in a fight like this.

I felt like someone was hugging me from behind, I held that hand to hold me even tighter and I was lazy to wake up this spoiled morning I was still hanging all over my body.

"i'm lazy to wake up yank, for this morning I want to laze first" said I spoiled

Zean suddenly kissed my neck, and tightened his embrace,

"Hmm yaank is still morning, my energy is still not collected"

"I'll help you wake up that energy Bii,"

As soon as his lips********my lips and seizing every corner of space on my lips, his hands cuddled even tighter as if he was going to eat me. His kisses turned to my neck and continued down to a sensitive place, as he took off the clothes I was wearing one by one, without hesitation he attacked me until I was at the peak of earthly heaven,

"Ahh you are indeed good at awakening my Zean "inner energy

"Bii, I'm out right away, I want to nemanin Edo to buy a project tool ok. "he said while drying his wet hair after bathing

"is Edo can't buy himself yank?" ask me who's still in bed

"honey, that's not it, he also needs input to buy an item. Since he also needs friends, I won't be long ok."

I also agreed with a way of glorifying, and in reply with a kiss on my forehead.

Believe it?, obviously I trust my husband without the slightest hint of my suspicions.

I got up from my bed and got ready to take a shower, I saw the window. Zean waved his hand before getting in the car and leaving to leave, "hmm boring week" my inner self.

After cleaning the house and taking a shower, I plan to watch Drakor on tv. But somehow in the movie, my boredom came up. For a moment I saw the laptop located on the shelf of the tv cabinet I opened it. I looked again at the photos when we were dating, applying and getting married. What a wonderful favor to God for his servant. And I accidentally connected wifi to my laptop. Because I haven't opened my facebook in a long time. Where before marriage I was a comic who could not escape from social media. I observed the verandah one by one, the status I wrote made me laugh amusedly. For reasons of the past.

Suddenly I was surprised by a suggestion of friendship, which is a face of a man who is not foreign to me. Deg... I quickly open the sosmed profile. My heart beats very strong like it wants to get out of my chest cavity, he said, I saw the profile photo of the sosmed was a photo of my husband with another woman as my tears flooded my reddened cheeks holding in anger.