The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 113

I went to my in-laws' residence, my intention to make the pilgrimage to the Zean meal and say goodbye to the family there. In any case, I still consider the Zean family like my own. I accompanied Dita and Richard to my in-laws' place, just as it happened that their schedules were also empty. Once there the feet are greeted warmly by the Zean family.

"Instead, we have been waiting for it since then" said Adi

"Yes Dii, who's in Dii's house?" ask me

"There's a father, the same mother as Nana. They only got here yesterday" said Adi

"I'm sorry, Dii, since the last time I came here I have absolutely no news anymore" I said regretfully

"I understand that it's not that easy to accept all of this" Adi said with a smile

I also entered my in-laws house, greeted by the mother Nana who had been waiting from earlier. Mom Nana spontaneously hugged me firmly, and I couldn't hold back my tears either.

"Patience to Raa, you must be strong" said Mbak Nana

"We both lost mbak, Raa just hope we are all given health" said I returned the embrace mbak Nana

Ma'am Nana brought us in, and served us some snacks. Nana is Zean's biggest sister. He had a family and had a daughter, and soon there was a mother and father who met us in the living room.

"Raa, have you been here long?" ask mom

"Just now ma'am, Raa just had a chat with Nana and Adi. This is Raa bu Dita's friend and this is Richard's candidate" I said as I introduced them

"Owh yes.iya... I remember the same Dita, she's your best friend, right? Who helped you with your wedding yesterday" said the mother

I just smiled at my mother's words, I saw my father a little thin. Maybe because I still think about my son who is gone.

"How father? Is it now?" ask me

"Yeah father mah-begini aja Raa, alhamdulilah more mengingan" said the father with a slightly sad tone

"So, the intention of Raa coming here is something that Raa must convey to the family here" I said starting a conversation

"What is Raa...? How serious?" ask mom worried

"Raa wants to say goodbye to the family here, Raa plans to move out of town" I said seriously

Everyone was silent at my words, and Nana was a little anxious to see me moving.

"It's not like that, Raa there is an offer of work in other places that must leave this city. So most likely the house will be empty" I explained

"Owh, I don't think you're at home there, Raa. In any case it is the legacy of Zean Raa, only you have the right to take care of everything" said the mother

"Yes ma'am, Raa knows and is very grateful because the family here really understands Raa and loves Raa like a child" I said sadly

"Since Zean decided to marry you, yes we have also been very supportive and accepted you to be a part of us Raa. There is no difference at all that we made, even the father is very sad when you will decide to separate yesterday. You know it was Zean's fault, and I'm so sorry it all happened. I'm sorry, Raa, I haven't been able to educate a good child to be your husband" said the sad father

"No sir, it's our fault. And Raa also apologizes to the family here for all the behavior of Raa who may have been inappropriate all this time" I said

We smiled and spent some time talking. In order not to be too late in the afternoon, I also decided to make a pilgrimage to eat Zean, as well as say goodbye to the family here. Adi accompanied us to eat Zean.

"Be careful, Raa, take care of your health" she said

I smiled at my mother's message and waved at her. There was a sense of sadness leaving them, I don't know when I'll see them again. After eating Zean, I tried hard to keep crying to see the mound of land in front of me at this time.

"Raa, you must be strong. Do not be sad again ah" said Dita calm me

"I still haven't fully risen Taa, my heart still can't accept" I said

I tried to stay strong and sat next to eating Zean, I saw a tombstone that read his name. I really still can't believe that Zean left me first.

"hy.. sorry I just came here again, I'm still not sure if you really left me. I still wish you were by my side when I woke up, even still feeling that you were by my side. Zean, maybe I'll be a long time to be here again. I got a job offer overseas, it's one of the companies I've been dreaming about all along. I will always pray for you, even if I cannot come here. You're fine, I love you Zean. I say yes, doain me also so I can get used to all this" I said while holding Zean's headstone

I stepped away from Zean's grave, there was a sense of my reluctance to leave here. But Dita guided me and assured me everything would be fine. Richard was waiting for us in the car, I forbade him to come down because we were just for a little while.

"Dii, I go straight home" I told Adi

"Yes mbak, mbak healthy yes. Don't be sad anymore" said Adi

"Hmm you are also yes Dii, I will often contact the family here" I said while patting Adi's shoulder

We also parted ways with Adi who uses a motorcycle. As we headed home, my heart felt a little relief after saying it all to my family-in-law. There was also a bit sad about parting with them.

"Paris i'm coming" my inner