The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 141

As the day wore on, Zean planned to go to Tiara's house and try to explain everything. He hopes to meet and reconcile with Tiara, and to repeat their relationship which has been cut off for so long due to several conflicts. Accompanied by Paul, Zean goes to Tiara's apartment. It's got an address Andre gave me last night, but that makes it a little weird why it's similar to Arnold's apartment address. But Zean did not care much about it and continued to go there.

I was still sitting at my dinner table and enjoying my breakfast, my eyes were popping out of tears last night and my head was a little dizzy. Suddenly someone knocked on the door and I opened it, it turned out to be Arnold.

"You just woke up?" ask her.

"Yes. Come in. I just started breakfast, my stomach feels empty from crying last night" I said sitting back down

"Either eat as much as you want. You need a lot of nutritional intake for great energy" Arnold said.

"Stop taunting me or you I'm out of here, want some coffee?" ask me.

"Can. What I'm saying is true, I think Zean will be here to try to explain everything to you" Arnold said.

"I still don't know what I'm going to say when I meet Arnold. I'm still a little angry and disappointed about his behavior." I said as I gave Arnold a coffee.

"You have to grow up Raa, start from the easiest thing. After that you will be more receptive to the difficulties." Arnold explained.

"You mean...?" ask me not to understand.

"I mean, start by trying to forgive his mistakes. After that listen to the reality and understand it if you have done it all start to open your heart again." Arnold explained.

"It's not as simple as you say Arnold, it's probably easier to talk than to do it" I said.

"Yes, then start forgiving him" Arnold said.

"If your position were in my place right now, would you do that? Like you just said?" ask me.

"Yes, because then we can know the answer to the next stage" said Arnold sure.

I looked at him who was sipping coffee, maybe he had a big enough soul to accept everyone's faults. But after I thought about it he did to me first, yes he did the same before getting to know me further. While talking my door back on tap with people I don't know, but it seems like what Arnold said was true.Maybe Zean came to apologize and explain everything to me.

"Arnold, help me open the door. I'll change my clothes for a while." I said as I ran to the room.

"What...? Why should I?" arnold asked, but Tiara escaped into her room.

Arnold stepped lazily to open the door, believing Zean would definitely misunderstand his existence here.

"I should have gone home so I wouldn't have this kind of problem" Arnold murmured.

Arnold opened the door and it was clear that the one standing in front of him right now was Zean. Zean was a little surprised because the one who opened the door was not the person he expected but someone else.

"Am I wrong room number? I think I'm right, but why are you here?" ask Zean curiously.

"Come in, the person you're looking for is in the room. It'll be out soon." said Arnold to take him in.

"What are you doing here and since when do you know each other?" ask Zean curiously.

"I was helping him when he first came, and he was also working in the same company as me." Arnold said, sitting in front of his coffee.

Zean followed Arnold and sat down before him at this moment, he could not have expected Arnold to be this close to Tiara. It seemed like what Arnold said to him back then he really did. But Zean still knows the extent of Arnold's relationship with Tiara.

"Are you planning all this? Should it go this far?" ask Zean a little annoyed.

"Arnold, should I compete with you? You knew my condition at the time." said Zean.

"Stop feeling sorry for yourself, do you understand the feelings of others? Indirectly, you want to be pitied pretending to let Tiara go, but on the other hand you tie her up and don't want to let her go to anyone. Why is that selfish?" ask Arnold while sipping his coffee.

Zean was silent with Arnold's words, he did not expect to be a rival with his little friend. Shortly afterwards Tiara came out of the room looking towards the two of them.

"All right, then I'll go home. You guys talk to each other first to solve the problem" Arnold said as he walked off the dinner table.

"Arnold, accompany me here ok." I said a little nervously.

Arnold looked at me with a questioning look, honestly I really don't know what I have to face right now and what I have to say.

"I'll talk to him there, you can wait here and eat the pancakes I made ok." persuade me.

Arnold rubbed my head in understanding with my words.

"Calm down, you should try to open your heart to forgive him. No need to be nervous, this isn't a school exam." Arnold.

Arnold's words calmed me down a little, I knew he was trying so hard that I wouldn't be nervous anymore. Right now Zean and I were sitting on the sofa face to face, still with an awkward and silent atmosphere of a thousand languages.

"Raa, are you still angry?" ask Zean suddenly.

I just kept quiet and didn't want to answer stupid questions like that.

"I'm sorry Raa, I didn't mean to lie to you. I just don't want you to have a disabled partner, it'll trouble you and embarrass you." explains Zean.

"Do you really intend to leave me forever Zean?" ask me to be brave.

"At that time I was just thinking about what was best for you Raa, I wanted you to live happily without burden" Zean said.

"Without burden? Do you know Zean how long I have to make peace with my heart to accept my fake death? I always thought that if I lived on top of other people's deaths, I tormented Zean every time I remembered that." I said annoyed.

"I am tormented by this, Raa, only in this way will you stop looking for me. By the way I pretend to be dead you'll let me go better and get on with life again" Zean said.

"All right, so what's your purpose here now?" ask me.

"I'm just sorry for bothering you all this time Raa" Zean said.

"All right, I'll forgive you. That's all right? After this pretend that you don't see me anymore. And thank you, because you disappeared I'm a little easier to forget you" I said.

"You mean Raa? Can't we just fix this and start all over again?" ask Zean.

"Are you sure of your question, Zean? You who ruined this relationship from the start, you would rather go to finish your own work without asking me to interfere. If you feel like I'm your partner, it's not like this Zean. The husband and wife fought together not alone." I said as I left Zean alone.

"Raa I know I was wrong and I'm really sorry about this" Zean said.

"I've forgiven you, Zean, but I can't take you anymore" I said.

Zean sat down with his head bowed in silence, yes this was a punishment for him who always lied to his wife's feelings.