The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 82

I felt bored because of my loneliness, after the events of several months made me tired and a little frustrated I intend to find a new job. So that I can fill my free time. I used to be the reason to quit my job because I wanted to have children, but what is the power let alone a child to touch my husband I can't. I opened my leptop, but suddenly a phone came in from my phone. When I look at the screen, how surprised I turned out to be the one who called was Mr. Edo. Yes he is our notary, what need does he call me all of a sudden?

"hallo sir Edo, what's up, sir? Tumben phone" asked me directly

"owh, good afternoon Tiara. I'm sorry to interrupt the time ma'am, I want to confirm that the letters will be finalized. But I need a little mother's signature, if I may know where mom is? Let me meet you directly" said Mr. Edo

I was also confused by Mr. Edo's talk. I have absolutely nothing to take care of him.

"eehhhm sorry sir, if I may know what the letters are for sir? I don't buy anything" I said confused

"you don't know, Mr. Zean asked me to change all the letters of the house and land so on behalf of the mother. Mr. Zean himself told me" said Mr. Edo

"Zean want to change the name of the house with the land? I'm sorry, Edo sir, I didn't know about it before. So for a while I will confirm or negotiate first with Zean, later I will contact the father again" said I was surprised

I also closed my leptop that I had not been able to turn on. I didn't expect Zean to be serious about what he said. I tried to reach him many times but he didn't pick up the phone. Then I took the initiative to go home and check in person.

Once home, I went straight in with the key I had been carrying all this time. Without thinking I searched Zean all over the corner of the house but I didn't find him, I tried our room first. When I opened the door, I couldn't find Zean there either. The room was empty, even a little messy. Maybe because Zean was still tidying up his stuff. Suddenly, my eyes were on a wall full of pictures of us. There is one special wall to attach our friendly photos. I saw it and felt it, still vividly remembered in my head all the moments we passed together. And all of a sudden my tears fell down my cheeks, making my chest a little tight. I sat on the floor and leaned against the edge of the mattress staring at the photos.

"god, what have I done? my hatred shuts my conscience to defend our household"

I cried out loud, crying over all the problems that came to our family. Regretting my selfishness that shuts my heart to fix everything. And I suddenly remembered my father saying "everybody must make a mistake, but everyone also deserves an apology and a second chance". I got up to remember what my father said, I admit that I still love Zean. Even to this day I still want to fight for what I should have. I called Dad and I'll make sure everything's okay.

"hallo assalamualaikum well, Tiara already understand with the words of father. Tiara will try it again well, once again. This time Tiara will not be afraid anymore well, because Tiara fights for Tiara's own ideals" I'm sure