
I went to the religious court with my father, I waited for him in the car. I was a little nervous to face today, my heart and mind raging into one. Shortly after, I got in the car. Dad was wearing a shirt and his long black pants. Very neat and looks cute in his eyeballs. Maybe he did not expect that he would come at the divorce trial of his only daughter.
"father is ready? We leave early in the morning so as not to get stuck" I said
"yes, let's go" said the father briefly
On the way father did not say much, it looks very from his face will be disappointed. I focused on the streets so I wouldn't cry remembering my divorce.
"in the past, when you were born, I was a little bit less fond of you. Dad used to want a boy very much" said the father started the story
"forgive me Raa who was born a girl well" I said with a smile towards my father
"ha ha ha. . but after you came home from the hospital, your mother put you in bed. Exhausted he fell asleep, I saw you awake alone next to your mother. No crying or whining, even though you are wet from peeing. I also thought, You really understand your mother is tired. So unwilling to disturb your mother's sleep, I grabbed and changed your cloth and diaper. When you're done smiling at me and sleeping, and at that moment I think again bring you very understanding how to thank. So after that I don't want to let go of you even though your mother is angry, so that all you can is me teaching" long father's story
"that's why Raa's close to me, isn't it?" say me
"yes of course, I teach you to walk, run, and bike. This hand that leads and catches you when you're about to fall, I never let you get hurt in the least"
"thank you, well, you've sacrificed a lot for Raa all this time"
"if not a parent, who else will sacrifice for his child"
I was silent to my father's words, the streets in the morning were not too crowded. So a little bit made us get to town faster.
"well, , Raa, I'm sorry, yeah" I said suddenly
"sorry because Raa let dad down" I said
"what to say nduk. The sample that chooses for your future, I can only hope that you have thought of a better future plan. You already know the solution to the problems you will face" said father
I just kept quiet to hear my father say, maybe he was a little disappointed with the state of my household. But I'm sure you fully support all my decisions.
We have arrived at the religious court, I wait in the lobby and wait for my lawyer to come. Shortly waiting for me to see the figure of my lawyer, he also greeted me and my father.
"good morning ma'am Tiara, sorry I'm late" said Mr. Abi as he reached out to us
"it's okay, sir, my stone is coming. This is my father sir. Well, this is Abi Tiara's lawyer" I said, introducing them
Dad nodded to see me introduce Mr. Abi, and let him sit down. But soon, someone called me.
"mother Tiara, the trial can begin. Mother was allowed to enter the courtroom" said the woman.
I was so nervous, suddenly my hands clasped my trembling hands. As if I knew how nervous I was. He also led me to step into the courtroom.
"i drove you to marry, now I also take you apart" said the father with a heavy sigh.
It was sad to hear those words coming out of my mouth, but I knew he was sadder than I am today.