The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 21

“hee... Zean, you're still there, right?” ask me over the phone

“owh yes bii. I'm still here bii..” said Zean terbalata.

“so what's your answer? I need certainty now. Who do you want, me or him?”

“bii I can't bring this up right now, we have to speak four eyes to this matter. Must be talked about directly”

“I can't, you just answer me. Please, love me certainty. Even if you want to separate from me, it's okay”

“bii.... This choice is hard for me,”

“select according to your heart Zean. For the sake of father, father will not interfere in our affairs”

“I love you so much.. I love, I don't want our household to be destroyed. But I also can't lie to my feelings”

“you sure of your feelings Zean?”

“iya I'm sure. Because I haven't been able to forget Melati. Sorry”

I hung up the phone and my tears rolled down my cheeks. It was flowing very fast, and my chest was very painful. Pain that I do not know what the cure of this disease is. I wanted so much to scream, as hard as I could bear the piercing pain in the chest.

Tok.shock.

“assalamualaikum...” shouted someone from outside.

“waalaikumsalam.. ehh mas Andre” said bi Sumi while opening the door.

“who Sum...?”ask dad

“ini sir, mas Andre dateng” bi Sumi replied

“Andre...? Andre's Mr Teguh's son? Send in here”

“iya sir... let's enter, called father also”.

“iya bi sumi, thank you” replied Andre smiling.

Andre came to see father, as was the custom of Andre shaking hands by kissing the hands of the father, Andre did have a good behavior

“assalamualaikum pak” greetings Andre to dad

“waalaikumsalam Ndre, how are you?” ask dad

“sehat sir. Dad healthy? Long time no see, you look ageless hahaha” joked Andre

“hahaha since college out of the country sampean even good at teasing ya. When did you get there?”

“iya yes, until here you want to find Tiara right? Bentar did not call ya”

“ yes sir, want to go around for a while with Tiara. Look at you too”

“hahaha yes if I am so-so Ndre. So when do you want to know your candidate?”

“not thought sir, still want to continue S2 first”

“oalahh Ndre, if you are married, you can still go to school again. Later to the elderly hahaha”

“as fast as aja pak”

“iya also, if it has come soul mate surely so yes right. Sums... Sumi's... Where's tiara?” ask dad

“at the poolside sir, want to call ya sir?” answer bi Sumi

“no need bi, let me just go there” replied andre

“yo wes sana. You are also a child in this house, so do not hesitate” said father

Andre walked towards the pool through the living room. At her sight jasmine was sitting on a solitary swing. His ignorant thoughts were running wild, he wanted to shock Tiara from behind. But he did not do it when he found Tiara was crying sobbing.

“Raa,, why are you? Why are you crying? Raa you ok?” ask Andre worriedly

“ya... I'm fine Ndre, when do you come?”I answered while wiping my tears

“barousan. You're not okay Raa you're in trouble. You tell me the same story Raa, what happened”

“.... Your load will be reduced if you tell a little of your problems to others. Do you know I have a solution to your problem. Ayolaaahh. I will not worry you”

I thought what Andre said was true, and I told Andre all my problems. All without exception. He patiently listened to everything I told him. Her gentle look made me comfortable.

“so, what are your next plans Raa?” asked Andre after hearing my story

“noah Ndre I was confused what I should do. On the other hand I still don't want my household destroyed. But on the other hand I cannot afford not to accept being treated like this by him” answered me

“you've tried to fix it Raa?”

“not yet Ndre, I don't have a chance to fix it. Because he had already decided he wanted to be with that woman”

“if you still love her, you must fight Raa. Do not let you regret later you have to try to fight for it” said Andre

I also thought, how do I fight for all this. When the people I'm going to fight for don't choose me at all. Even in his heart there was no more me.