The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 152

I looked through the wedding planning magazine we were going to do next month. We told the whole family about Zean's life. There are some who are angry because they feel in the raw deceit but there are also some who feel grateful for Zean's life and pray for him to be a much better person.

I've been coming home for almost a month compared to Zean who still takes care of some of his work in Paris, including taking care of my work problems as well. I decided to stop working to prepare for our wedding in Indonesia. Because of this we also become separated between distance and time, but I hope this all passes quickly. Suddenly someone approached me who was looking around at the guarantee system.

"Which one do you like?" ask a woman who turns out it is Dita.

"I'm still confused, for the marriage contract, of course we have to wear kebaya clothes, right?" ask me back.

"Yes, if you want to wear a dress that's okay, you prefer an indoor or outdoor wedding?" tanya Dita gives you a choice.

"I still need to discuss it with Zean. I'll call her soon." I said.

I took my phone from my bag and called Zean, several times I called but there was no answer from him. I tried it again and there was no answer from him. I turned off my phone and put it back in my bag.

"It looks like he's asleep, I've called many times but there's no answer" I said limp.

"Patience, you asked to go home first to take care of all this. Why don't you choose what you want? I'm sure Zean will accept everything you make." said Dita.

I pensively thought about Dita's words and looked at the magazine in front of me again. Though if in thought this is only our second marriage that will be attended by close family only, why should I be dizzy about all this.

"It looks like I'm going to make a simple, yet memorable marriage. What do you think Taa?" ask me.

"Alright, we will take an outdoor wedding themed garden. Given also the weather now seems friendly how?" ask Dita back.

"Well I agree, what about the invitation? Have you finished it?" ask me.

"Awhile I'm going to get it, it was sent by the printing press and it's partially finished. I have also chosen some invitations for a large family." said Dita while giving a stack of invitations to me.

I looked around at the names written on the invitation, checking everything so that nothing would go wrong. When I was going to check it out I noticed Dita who was also busy sorting through the invitations and putting them in plastic. I did not expect that he would also be willing to accompany me until now. I smiled at him myself and he unconsciously looked at me.

"What's wrong? Why do you see me like that?" tanya Dita was afraid.

"No, I was just thinking why are you so resistant to be friends with humans like me" I said with a laugh.

"Because a species like yours is rare, don't talk about anything weird. This is partly something you have to send to Paris" Dita said.

"I've already put it aside, so are you going to send out these invitations one by one?" ask Dita.

"No, I'll send it to Zean's address. And let him share it there." said I tidied up the invitation.

"Well, have you prepared an invitation for me?" ask Dita with a serious face.

"Huh....? Don't you need an invitation? You should have started drafting invitations, but because of my problems your marriage was delayed" I said.

"I'm just not ready to assume the responsibilities of being a son-in-law in Richard's wealthy family. I really have a lot to get used to." said Dita while leaning on the sofa.

"Isn't it good if you get someone rich? You'll live a life of luxury." my lead.

"I'm not used to the extravagance of Raa, especially yesterday Richard's mother sent me a jewelry package that made me unable to eat and sleep for three days. Her mother said it was just a small gift for a future daughter-in-law." explained Dita.

I smiled at Dita who felt a little depressed about the wealth of her future husband. On the other hand I am also grateful Dita got a candidate who really understands her.

"Have you discussed it with Richard? There's no harm in you saying your objection to Richard, I'm sure he'll understand." I suggested.

"I've said it, and he's saying it's for the one that's currently accepted. Next he will discuss everything first before deciding." said Dita.

"More times I'll help you talk to Richard so he can understand you completely." I suggested.

"Yes, you should also scold her because I can't get married to an event that's too fancy" Dita smiled.

I smiled at my best friend's story, on the other hand I also felt guilty about postponing their marriage because it took care of some of my cases first. I went back to looking through the magazines and would decide which one I would wear at my wedding.

"Well, I'm going to the post office and send this all to Zean. So that after arriving there he can directly give this invitation to my friends." said me while taking a bag.

"Do you want me to be with you?" ask Dita.

"No need, Richard will be here soon. Enjoy the time you two have after that help me get this done." I said with a laugh and left.

I went to the post office in my car, actually Zean Dangan is against me to drive alone. He still feels the trauma of the accident a few years ago that befell both of us. And suddenly I also remembered the figure of Melati, had walked three years of his sentence. There's still a year and a half left, and it scares me a little. It was not that he would seize Zean again but was afraid that the events would repeat themselves. But Zean and I have decided not to be in Indonesia for some time because of Zean's long work in Paris. So we decided to stay there after we got married and hoped that nothing would happen.