The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 18's

I sat by the pool and fed the fish. My eyes glared far into the expanse of my father's garden behind the house. Every now and then my mind floated thinking about what really happened to my life I saw my phone, it's been a week I've been at my dad's house. And Zean seems like there is no intention to find me. “should I have dealt with all this here” thought of me. I thought about what Dad said, there's a point. I ventured to contact him...

“hello. Find who?” tanaya someone's across there. Which of course is the voice of Melati.

“I find my husband” I replied ketus

“owhh you, why? Are you tired of leaving? So now ask for a pick up?”

“this is none of your business huh. Give the phone to Zean now”

"he's in the bathroom again, anyways would you like to say something? Just tell me I'll be byein”

“I want to talk directly. I don't trust women like you”

"you know, you're ruining our lives. If you want to split up already do not need another phone dong”

“i just want to talk about something important with Zean, and this is my household problem. It is not the business of anyone outside our home. Some women like you understand household matters. All you know is destroying the household of the people” said I growled

I held back my anger at Melati.I didn't want my emotions to make me look stupid and even hurt myself. This shameless woman only provoked my emotions that would make me lose control and end up not talking to Zean. Soon my phone switched to Zean.

“halo bii,,, where are you. Why am I calling you never answered?” ask Zean

“which is clear I'm in a safe place, and not cheating. Looks like you enjoyed my departure huh Zean?” say me

“you say what the hell bii, I was worried about you I was looking for you until I was just Dita but not in answer tau not”

"where are you? I'll pick you up?” elak Zean

“zean I want to ask something to you” I said seriously

“ok ask.... I will answer honestly”.

“who do you choose, me or him?” ask me while holding back my tears

“we can finish it at home, you where I picked up now”

"is there still your intention to fix all this Zean? where's my mistake?"

"have you ever appreciated me as Bii's husband? have you ever thought of me as your partner? isn't it Bii? you've always been very ambitious about your life, your work, even your social status. Have you ever thought about how I feel?" ask Zean back

I was silent for a moment, not expecting it to come out of his mouth.

"so you want to finish all this? destroy everything we've built?" ask me again

"let's talk about it in person" Elak Zean

“answer question by Zean......!!!!!” and I started crying too.

Crying fearing that the answer Zean gave was not what I expected. Afraid my household would stop here, afraid of rejection even I was afraid to accept the fact that I had to part with Zean. All the dreams we hoped for were shattered just because of his past that he could not forget.