The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 118's

Today is the day of my departure to Paris, of course I was escorted by my father, Dita and Andre. There was sadness about leaving them, but I had to move on with my life. I don't want to continue feeling sad about Zean's passing. After Melati was appointed as a suspect, we all felt relieved about it.

"Your important stuff is already in storage, right?" ask dad

"Udah well, this is the important place Raa is in this bag" I said as I pointed at my backpack

"Take care of your health, don't eat carelessly. If there's anything, you should contact us here" Dad advised

"Yes, you don't be smart enough to be alone" said Dita

I just laughed at their words that worried me so much. Andre just kept quiet from us arriving earlier, like something was troubling his mind.

"Relax, I won't be gone for long. I will really miss you Taa" I said as I held her hand

Dita hugged me tightly, it was so sad to leave them at this moment.

"Let's go in. You will be late" said Andre suddenly

I nodded in agreement with Andre and released a hug from Dita. I looked back at my backpack and shook hands at my father, and my eyes were a little wet looking at my departure.

"Raa say goodbye, dad is healthy and don't forget to take your vitamins" I said while kissing his hand

"Yes nduk, you're fine there huh. All your needs are ready there, if there will be less you can call his son Pak le Nandar" said the father

"yes well later Raa connect him fit to get there" said I

Andre and I headed for the chek-in room, today's flight is not too crowded maybe because it is not a holiday period. Andre helped me carry the suitcase, he walked first while holding my hand.

"Lord, if only this feeling were easy to change and turn away. Maybe I'll live better with Andre right now. Forgive me Ndre, for not being able to lie to this feeling" my inner self

"Ndre.." I said as I pulled his hand.

"Yes...? Is anyone missing?" asked Andre curiously

"No, thank you. And sorry I couldn't .." I said disconnected

"Raa, I am indeed a little saddened by your refusal. But I also have to respect your decision, I know it's not as easy as I thought. I will always be behind you Raa and will always support you" Andre said

"But you also have to try to open your heart to others Ndre, I don't want you to wait for me who is not sure" I said

"I'll try, now you wait here. You're afraid you'll be late for chek-in" he said

I interrupted the head to approve his words and sat down on the chair that was provided. I saw it getting away and I saw a clock on my phone that showed at 10:23 WIB.

"This is your ticket, you can enter the boarding pass. Would you like a drink?" Andre's question surprised me

"No, I drank a lot. Thank you, I leave ya Ndre" said I was sad

Suddenly Andre hugged me, I knew he was losing my way. I returned his embrace and patted his back.

"You take good care of yourself, Raa, take care of your health" he said in a slightly trembling voice

I let go of his embrace and nodded, I started walking leaving Andre standing still for my departure. When I walked into the waiting room Andre sent a message.

"Can't you just work here? I really feel lost right now. You can work in my office, and I'll give you a big salary" Andre wrote

I know Andre feels devastated about my departure, but my real goal is not just to work abroad but to try to forget about Zean and start a new life.