The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 104s

"You're leaving already?" ask Adi to Zean

"Yes, I have ordered a taxi to take you to the airport" Zean confirmed

"So you sure did all this to Tiara ma'am? I can't bear to loh mas, mbak Tiara is very loving mas. I'm sure he will accept the real condition of mas" said Adi persuaded

"Here you go, I don't want to argue with you. I'm doing this for her own good" Zean said

Shortly after arguing, the taxi Zean ordered arrived. Adi helped his mas to get into the car and put his backpack on the next bench. While the suitcase has been inputted by the taxi driver into the trunk.

"I'm leaving, you take good care of yourself. And also do not let anyone know my whereabouts" said Zean

"At least I'll tell my mom, they're our parents. I was afraid that the result would be bad if I said mas died" Adi said fearfully

"It's worse if you say I'm still around, I'm sure Tiara will definitely be here again. He's a person who does not despair easily, so it's better to keep everything a secret" said Zean

"OK, at least let me know where you're going. Let me calm down a little" Adi persuaded

"Paris.." said Zean briefly.

I sat in front of my dresser, raised my legs and put my chin on the hilt. Dita helps me to dry my hair and shoo it away.

"All right, it's done. You can go out now, do not just lock yourself in the room" said Dita

"I still want to be alone Taa, I'll be here for a while. If you're bored you can get out" I'll make sure

"Don't be stupid Raa, you have to move on with your life" Dita said

"Yes I know that, you've said that to me many times. But right now I really want to be alone" I said again

Dita also left me without a word, maybe she was a little annoyed with my stubborn attitude. But I really want to be alone right now. My eyes were fixed on the letter on my dresser, and I saw the letter. The letter was not open at all and was still neat. Yes..it is a letter Zean handed over by Adi to me. I have not had time to open it because it is not ready to accept bad things happen. I also ventured to read the letter from Zean.

" Hy Bii,,,, that is,,,,

How are you doing now? I think you're much better now. Sorry I called you like this again. But I'm not used to calling you Tiara or Raa, I prefer to call mj Bii. I know Bii, right now you must be angry with me, you are disappointed, upset maybe even now you are crying because of me. I'm sorry Bii, because it always makes you cry. You have to believe, I am not doing this because I feel guilty for having cheated you. But I'm doing this because I really love you, so don't blame yourself anymore. You have to believe that I'm very excited to have surgery, even though you know I'm afraid to meet with a syringe. But I can pass it for your sake Bii, all for your sake. Don't feel like I'm doing this makes it hard for you to accept it, or even think I'm leaving you. No Bii, I'm not leaving you at all. Believe me every second of your life it's my life, and I'll always see you from a different place. And you must be sure Bii, I will always love you. You have to be happy Bii, if you are sad it means I made a big mistake and made it hard for me to forgive myself. Laugh Bii, you are beautiful when you laugh. Go on with your life, baby, don't waste it. I love you"