
I also turned on the car. Messed up, but I have to calm down and say God's name, my goal is to go to my best friend Dita's place
"Assalamualaikum, Taa, Taa, Taa, Ditaa" , I knocked on the door of his house as hard as I could, as if I were afraid someone would arrest me.
"Vaalaikumsalam, benar. Who is not very impatient" said Dita
"GOSH TIARA...!!! you why? What the hell's going on? How crying? What's the matter? Who are you here with?" ask Dita repeatedly until I am confused to answer it,
One hour I stayed in Dita's room, my best friend's face was full of anxiety. The chocolate milk he made was cold, I grabbed a glass of milk and I looked at the contents.
"This is my new one, it's cold" said Dita
"No, I'm asking for ice cubes?" I said lirih
"It's too bad to catch a cold, don't look for trouble" Dita grabbed my glass and went down to the kitchen.
I followed him from behind. Dita lives alone, her parents died in a car accident 3 years ago. I looked at all the corners of Dita's house, all the ornaments of the house nothing changed,
"How long ago, Taa, did I not play at your house? Everything is still the same as before" I said as I sat on the dining table chair
"I didn't intentionally change everything. Because I want every time I come home from anywhere, it still feels the atmosphere of the house in the same mamah" said Dita while presenting a glass of warm milk.
"Where do you think of Zean?" ask me to Dita
"are you brapa this same time as me? Should I answer it many times? He is kind, humorous, ambitious. And again he has promised to take care of you" said Dita
"Taa, do you think I'm the same she fits? Or should I just split up with him?" I ask more seriously
"What the hell are you talking about Raa? Drunk huh? Your talk is Raa, pamali knows how to say it. If you guys fight it is natural but do not think to separate arbitrarily dong. What do you think marriage is a joke? "
I also handed over all the evidence of my husband's infidelity, all that I had gathered. Everything I know, and all the strength and time I have to be the best wife. I don't know what would happen if all the families knew about this. Tears fell through the corner of my eyes.
"Where did you get all this Raa? And how long has this been going on?" ask Dita while hugging me.
"It's been a while until they can go on vacation together" my tears broke.
Dita hugged me with all her might and calmed me down,
"Call down, let's find a way out. Later I will nemenin you Raa, you are a great woman, you are not wrong, you are my friend, and I know your ability" said Dita calm me
may there be a way...