The Struggle for Wife Love
Bag 12

I decided to go back to my father's place, because Zean didn't make the decision to choose one between us. My decision to leave him was not because I gave up but to help Zean think, whether without me knowing he was okay or vice versa. I'm just making sure of my position in this relationship. I packed my things while the things that Zean bought I accidentally fell in that house. I'm really tired of endless stories. After I finished packing I brought my suitcase and car to my father's house.

"tiiinnn...tiiinnnn..

I arrived at my father's house in the afternoon,

“lha... nduk, why go home alone? Where's your husband?”ask my father to welcome my return

“Tiara will be here first well for a while” said me while kissing my father

“you came home here, ono opo? Your husband knows?” my father was confused when he saw me pull out the suitcase.

“every household yes there must be a problem loh nduk, you do not play stop wae. Although it is finished in a cold way. You're a girl, I have to although a lot of patience because the husband loh nduk” advice father while leading me into the house

“...yo wes, you shower first. Getting tired from the city to here is far away. Rest, later do not tell bi Sumi readyin eat trus do not call yo nduk” continued father

I just nodded to say my father. It was clear from his eyes that a father was worried about his daughter. I went to my room before I got married. It was still the same as the last time I lived, wanting to feel back to a time where I only thought about schoolwork without thinking about this very complicated problem. I can't feel my eyes letting out water that's wetting my cheeks.

 Zean looked for Tiara in the office from yesterday he did not meet Tiara's whereabouts. He didn't come home last night. There was deep worry in his heart. Considering Tiara is still his legal wife. He went to see Dita.

“hay Taa...” greet Zean, but not in the press by Dita who is still staring at his computer screen

“you are her husband. Cook your own wife does not know where to go” said Dita ketus

“iya I have a phone call and Wa he, but no one is reply. I'm worried about him”

“worried? I didn't hear wrong? Not that you're happy if Tiara doesn't go back and forth with you" Dita also starts to get emotional

“... You should be grateful, Tiara does not interfere with your relationship with pel***r it. It proves that she is a good woman not a mistress you” oceh Dita who still continues to stare at her computer screen

“I just want to know where he is where Taa, not hear your rant that is not clear kyakin, you do not know the problem so do not need to follow the comments about Melati” Zean give an excuse

“owh, yes? Can't I comment on your first love? Heyey.... Zean you need to know who your wife is. Who used to leave you, who made you rise from your past? What's more about your life and social status. If it wasn't Tiara who helped your family, maybe you were just a jerk out there anyway....”.

“... ENOUGH Dita, I'm just here to ask where Tiara is not willing to hear your words that demean my family” snapped Zean

“Tiara has filed for his leave, he will not enter work again until the contract expires. Where he went it's none of your business. You take care of your savings it” said Dita while leaving Zean

Zean was surprised to hear Dita's words. He was confused about where he hoped Tiara would go home tonight. He also decided to go home sooner. He stopped by the cake shop to buy Tiara's favorite cake. Not to forget also he bought a bouquet of roses and in the slip memo “forgive me bii, help me fix all this”. Zean drove his car home. With a smile she came in. “It looks like Tiara has returned home” he thought because he found the car he bought for Tiara was parked in front of the house. Zean enters the house and finds the door unlocked. When he entered the middle room Zean saw something. A letter, car key and home key “to: Zean, sorry because I haven't been a good wife. May you be happy. I go”. Zean was surprised he ran upstairs to look for his wife who might be in the room. It turned out to be empty in the closet, sure enough he did not find any more Tiara clothes, only left behind the clothes he bought. Suddenly his eyes looked at meu towards his wife's dresser. There was a ring that he knew. Yes, it was the wedding ring that Zean bought for Tiara. Zean sat down on the bed. Confused and regretted are mixed into one.