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* Slice 146, Seriously

"Qeena... I want to ask .. What is it with you and Damar? right at the Hospital kok seem different views" continued Mr. Dzul, he deliberately talked Dad so that Qeena used to.

"This is Yah .." Cut Dafi.

"Dad asked Qeena .. not you Mas .. so let Qeena answer" said Mr. Dzul.

Mak Nuha grew silent, Qeena lowered her head while turning her ring.

"It's Om" Qeena showed a ring of Damar's gifts coiled around her finger.

"From Damar?" asked Mr. Dzul, Qeena nodded.

Mr. Dzul took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"This ring was not officially given at an engagement event, because when the engagement was to be held, Qeena canceled because she was not ready. Kamar with all his efforts finally managed to make Qeena believe that good men still exist in this world. We promised, after Kamar graduated from college and the business is stable, we will get married soon" Qeena said.

"Nuha know?" ask Mr. Dzul.

"Tau ... Mas Dafi and Mas Fajar also know" replied Mak Nuha.

"So this is the reason for rejecting Dawn? because your heart is the same as Damar?" buru Pak Dzul's.

Qeena and Mak Noah looked down. Dafi understood not to continue the conversation that seemed to corner the two.

"Yes ... Damar was a good man, the man who accompanied Qeena through hard times and her fear of men. So it is natural that Qeena prefers Damar to Dawn, yes Well .no need to talk again. Qeena married the same, right?" bela Dafi's.

"Why is the ring still coiled on Qeena's finger? why did Damar treat Qeena so special in the hospital? she knows your marriage is Qeena?" continued Mr. Dzul.

Qeena just shook her head.

"What does it mean to have a marriage with Mas Dafi? had to?" said Mr. Dzul.

"Kan Qeena had no intention of marrying Mas Dafi, a compelling circumstance at the time. Mas Dafinya also did not refuse to even continue the agreement" said Qeena.

"You're sorry about Dad's decision to force you to get married?" asked Mr. Dzul seriously while looking at Qeena.

"This should be investigated first and then we can marry or not. Qeena believes this is all a trap" said Qeena.

"Qeena... I understand you grew up in a mother's arms, so I never know how a father raised his child. At that time what comes to my mind is how to save the self-esteem of her daughter .. yes you are Qeena .. You have considered a child since you were a child. Dad fell in love just as you were Dad fell in love the first time you saw your children being born into this world. There's a sense that I find difficult to describe. I'm sorry that I was wrong to plan to marry you and Rian. Just for the sake of someone to look after Rian one day, I once wrongly forced you. When in the course of our togetherness, Dawn fell in love with you, Father even more excited for your nyekolahin. Dawn has aspirations to become a doctor from a small, so Dad wants him to have a smart and educated partner, at least equal to him, so you do not underestimate people, so he will not be able to, he is considered to be living with her later. Seeing you grow more and more teenagers, I somehow even hope you match Mas Dafi, even though Mas Dafi at that time already had his own heart choices. But doesn't Mas Dafi always come when you need help? Noah also seemed more affectionate to Mas Dafi" said Mr. Dzul with a trembling voice holding all his emotions.

All are still listening well word by word said Mr. Dzul.

"But fate wrote something different from human plans, you eventually married Mas Dafi, even though we don't know what the story of that night was like, Dad is the happiest Dad, he said, finally, Dad's children are married and you are officially a complete father's child" said Mr. Dzul with a heavier voice and began to teary eyes.

"Om. sorryin Qeena who is not good at returning the same favor of Om and family" pinta Qeena sincerely while sitting under the position of Mr. Dzul sitting.

"Call Dad.that's enough to make Dad happy" said Mr. Dzul.

Qeena still closed her mouth.

"Please promise that you will still be a son of Dad no matter what happens" said Mr. Dzul lovingly.

"But Om.." said Qeena confusedly.

"Dad begged you, Qeena, don't spoil your happiness. Remain a father's son" asked Mr. Dzul while holding both hands in his chest.

"Dad.." said Qeena while crying and leaning his head on Mr. Dzul's knee.

"Sorry Qeena yes Well ... Qeena can still play the role of Qeena as a daughter-in-law in this house" said Qeena.

"We both learned Qeena. But please ... accept this marriage without resort" please Mr. Dzul.

Both then fell silent. There was only sobbing from Qeena, a happy cry from having a father who loved her so much and was sad because she let down the best person she had ever met in this world. Mr. Dzul did come when he did not know and thirsty for spoiled caress a father. Even the little Qeena thought that Mr. Dzul was his father. I wish I had a father like Mr. Dzul.

"Those men who love you sincerely will not let yourself be hurt by others including being hurt by themselves . like your Father and Mas-mas. No matter what happens, never be disappointed, never feel like a failure . Because Allah is Good, Allah knows what is best for you. Everyone has Qeena's past, don't worry about your past. Look at how you are today, there is no perfect human being right" advised Mr. Dzul.

"Yes Dad" Qeena replied.

Mr. Dzul held his first son-in-law affectionately. Mr. Dzul's Deck is a warm embrace of a father that Qeena had felt as a child.

"The problem must be there, but with the problem.You learn how to deal with and solve it well, you are a child of Dad. Finish your business well with Damar, like Mas Dafi who finished his business with his future wife" said Mr. Dzul.

"Yes .." promise Qeena.

"You must be strong Qeena . because you are one of the people I will trust to take the place of Daddy to take care of Mommy when Dad is gone. Be a strong woman because one day you will be a mother. When the road you are going through is winding, then rest for a moment. Calm your mind and find a way out. Promise me you'll still be a son-in-law in this house?" said Mr. Dzul already covered in tears.

"Yes ... Qeena can ask for time on that? Let Qeena know who Mas Dafi was before deciding anything" said Qeena still hugging Mr. Dzul.

"Yes .. take the time you need Qeena .. Father and family will always be faithful to wait" replied Mr. Dzul while wiping his tears Qeena.

From the upper room, there was Fajar and Izma who saw his father and Qeena hugging each other. The two seemed to love each other like their father and daughter.

"Whatever your decision... Dzul and Qeena will never be separated. Thinking clearly Mas, if indeed Mas could not continue the journey of life with Qeena, better make a decision immediately. Don't hurt Mas Dzul's feelings more deeply with all his expectations" Mak Nuha said as she patted Dafi's shoulder.

Dafi still looked towards his father and Qeena.

"Maybe it's easy for everyone to stay with Mas Dafi. But I do not understand how sick it hurts to see Mak Nuha who cries telling about fate during marriage, do not know how a woman who experienced KDRT, cheated even forced to mingle. Too many women get hurt because of marriage in front of Qeena's eyes. Qeena doesn't want to be a victim like them. Tea Erin aja despite all the adequacy and her husband is good, she does not have time to socialize with others, her life is only about children. I don't have me time. The concept of marriage should make each other happy, not just us women who are only in charge of making happy, we also need to be happy" said Qeena in his heart.

"Mas tau Qeena .. Your injury to the man is enormous. That's why you are afraid to enter the marriage stage, because you can't be sure if Mas can make you happy. A little you sensitize Qeena the same Mas .. Releasing Zahwa means that Mas let half of Mas's heart also loose. You do not understand at the same wedding the person you love very much before your eyes, but fate says another and you have to marry another woman without being able to defend yourself for mistakes you have not done" dafi said in his heart as well.

Mr. Dzul invited all Isya prayers, after which he entered the room.

Dafi drove Mak Nuha and Qeena to his house, this morning it was cleaned with Mba Mini and Mas Narko. Dafi also hires home cleaning services via an online application.

"Mak .. This is really still leaping .. but this room is complete, all new. This bathroom is outside. There's a shower for the bath, the WC is separate next to it. There is no TV for entertainment. But can use a laptop first if Mak want to watch something. The internet network has been installed. It was a small wooden table to watch using a laptop with a lazy pillow to relax" explained Dafi.

This two-story house is really industrialist concept, dominated by a combination of wood and mild steel. Not big but contemporary.

Dafi sat on the carpet in front of the room, Mak Nuha and Qeena were still in the room.

Dafi pinched his head that felt dizzy suddenly.

"Mas dizzy? Want to buy medicine?" qeena asked as she exited the room to see Dafi sitting on the carpet.

"Ga tau nih from abis shower afternoon kok body Mas it feels so new, the head is also twitching. From just now want to check the work aja rich lost focus .. it is so nauseous. what is the effect of eating a lot of smoked fish times yes" explained Dafi.

"You know what, I asked Mas Fajar?" ask Qeena.

"Udah .. he said aja kecapean" replied Dafi.

"It could be Mas . kan Mas Dafi mah workaholic" said Qeena.