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* Slice 275, Forgive
Dafi asked Rida for help to take Iyus to the Hospital where the consultation was yesterday. Dafi also sent some money to Rida for a hold. Iyus was driven by his neighbor's car.
"Mba .. I ask for help, do not tell Qeena directly yes, all must go through me. Please understand his condition as well. I was worried that he might even become more thoughtful" Pinta Dafi.
"I'm sorry . We don't know if Qeena miscarried, who were patient, both of you" Rida said.
"Please Mba. I'm sorry if I can't take care of Mr. Iyus. So please take care of it first Mba" please Dafi.
"Yes .even I am grateful, has always been helped" said Rida.
"Obligation of the child Mba. I hope Mr. Iyus is okay. Mba also takes care of health. If there is anything contact me or Mba" said Dafi.
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Qeena saw a talk show on TV. About people who are successful in their business, especially at a young age but already struggling with wealth.
"I must rise, my dream must be pursued. Now the cake shop already exists, has loyal customers, has a rich reseller Mr. Shaka who is very supportive . yes the treasure and the throne can certainly make a lot of things can change. The title of an illegitimate child that always sticks in me, will surely collapse if I am rich .. time I prove to the world, if Qeena is able to stand on the insults of all of them... you can Qeena .. you can.." said Qeena excitedly.
Qeena immediately took a shower and put on her t-shirt and trousers. He rushed to the production kitchen. Someone was making bread with the same eyes as Mak Nuha.
Qeena opens her Qukis by Qeena. Many people gave testimonials, he thanked everyone. Then check if there is a new order coming in. Apparently there are many orders. Wheat bread was ordered only a little.
Looks like people will get bored with that cake. He tried to think while looking at the ingredients of the cake and the equipment.
Mak Imah permission to go from the morning, he did not say where to go. But he looked hurried. Bu Fia again went to accompany Izma to the Mall, he said he wanted to buy shoes for college.
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Iyus asked the same doctor to be referred to one of the mental hospitals in West Jakarta. Since Dafi had not been able to return home, she only communicated via phone with Rida and transferred some money.
"Mba Rida who is patient, hopefully you will recover soon. This is not a very severe disorder, it can still be treated, said the doctor. We try his health yes" Dafi spirit by phone.
"Yes ... why can rich gini yes" said Rida.
"Prophey yes Mba" said Dafi.
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The next day, Qeena came with Mak Noah and Mak Imah, visiting Iyus. Both of his mothers wanted to be invited because Qeena asked them to join Qeena.
With heavy strides and trying to be strong, these three women walked towards a place that was infused by the information section.
Each access door is installed iron trellis complete with padlock. There's a guard at the door. The entry can not be clustered. Qeena asked the guards to allow three of them to enter, approaching Iyus who was sitting alone. Rida could not wait there, so Iyus was entrusted to all the nurses at the Hospital. They were given twenty minutes to talk to Iyus.
Never imagined in Qeena's mind would set foot in this place, but this is the reality that happened.
Along the corridor to where Iyus was sitting, Qeena saw the patients chatting with each other, a glimpse heard of someone discussing the world of politics, there are those who discuss economics and stocks and there are even those who are stylish like Boss.
In her heart Qeena asked herself.
"What do families imagine when they have relatives who have psychiatric disorders or special needs like this? today many feel ashamed, away from it, even leave it by being thrown away. But here, I see people who have infinite patience. Had chatted for a while with a mother whose child has been treated for six months here because suddenly afraid to hear the sound of chicken cock, if you hear the sound of the sound then the patient is scared and attacked others. Can I accept the condition of Mr. Iyus in the future? Forgive all the mistakes, Lord Iyus did O Allah, give time for Iyus to repent to Allah" said Qeena.
It takes a very long time to treat people with psychiatric disorders or special needs like this. And the results were even when Qeena asked the psychiatrist, could not be a hundred percent recovered normal again. Like a plate that is broken and reassembled certainly will not be intact as before. The family is motivated to sincerely accept the trials of life from the Creator. Must remain faithful to accompany the patient to heal.
"Assalamualaikum sir .. we came" said Qeena while kissing Iyus' hand.
Iyus saw that Qeena and his two ex-wives were sitting in front of him. His eyes seem empty.
Iyus just stared without a word. Either he knows or he doesn't.
"Rpa ... Did you eat?" qeena asked trying to hold back her tears.
After all, the man before him was now the figure of his real father. After all, Iyus was against him, and Qeena was his flesh and blood.
"Mas ... Have you eaten?" mak Nuha asked who had started to shed tears.
Mak Imah took out a chocolate sandwich, Iyus just likes this taste. Iyus took the bread and ate it.
Suddenly Iyus cried.
"Mother why?" qeena asked while holding Iyus' shoulder.
"I have a child .. beautiful, sweet and kind. But I was wasted" Iyus replied still crying.
"Did she know us?" tanya Mak Imah whispered to Mak Nuha.
"His wealth is unknown" replied Mak Nuha quietly.
"Pak .. don't cry anymore. This is Qeena .. Qeena the son of the Father" said Qeena sadly.
"My son is beautiful, but I throw it away" said Iyus.
"Pak .. This is Qeena .. Qeena here look at Mr. .. This is Mak Imah with Mak Nuha" said Qeena.
"Qeena? Qeena who?" tanya Iyus started to daze.
"Nuha????" continued Iyus while trying to think but instead became frightened.
"Yes Nuha .. was Mas Iyus' wife" replied Mak Nuha.
"I have a wife ..he I hurt, I betrayed ..he took my son away. Where he is now, I want to meet him" Iyus said as he looked up at the sky.
"This is Nuha Mas .. Noah is here" said Mak Nuha quietly.
"She I hurt, I betrayed ..I ever hit, I ever maki, ever forced to serve until I was satisfied. I hurt .. I betrayed" Iyus repeated.
"Nuha already sorry Mas. sorryin Noah also yes Mas, can not be a good wife for Mas" pinta Mak Nuha.
Iyus cried again. These three women were crying too.
"Mas.it's Images .. Mas remember?" ask Mak Imah while holding Iyus' hand.
Iyus felt the touch he had ever felt.
Iyus looked at Imah's face, there was still beauty left there.
"Who?" Iyus asked confusedly.
"This is Imah Mas" replied Mak Imah.
"You look like my wife . beautiful, young, innocent, but I sold her to another man. The money made me play another girl hahahaha" said Iyus who laughed.
These three women were busy wiping their tears. You did not expect Iyus' condition to be this severe.
Mak Noah approached Iyus. Holding his hand Iyus. Now Iyus's hands are held by his two ex-wives.
"Mas .. how can you be calm, if every time Mas came home is no longer the Nuha that Mas was looking for, when Mas woke up from sleep, no longer the name of Noah that Mas called. How would Noah be quiet if there was no more love for Noah than Mas. Nuha tried to be the best wife for Mas, had tried to do what Mas wanted, but still the third person looks more attractive than Noah. Tired of this heart waiting for Mas realized how valuable Nuha in Mas's life, but what Mas? everything I do only produces pain. Mas was so deep in making a heart wound in Noah, making it continue to be washed away in sadness, making continue to lament what Noah should have forgotten. Let all the memories of the past, pour out with the time. Nuha sincerely forgave Mas" said Mak Noah released all the burden of his heart.
"I'm sorry Ima also yes Mba Nuha .what Mba Nuha felt, turned also to Imah. Yes. who hurt will be hurt, who betrayed will be betrayed, who hurt will be hurt, who left will be abandoned" continued Mak Imah.
"Gapapa Mamah ... Mba has given everything. Initially Mba thought that Mba was a patient person, giving many second chances. But Mba is not a flawless human being, Mba still has the limits of ability and patience. So we make choices for each one. Nothing to regret. We each live our own destiny. Now we better look ahead. Our children need our presence together. The three of us will be a solid team in Qeena's support.
Mak Imah placed Mak Imah's palm then Iyus's palm and his own palm.
Qeena hugged Iyus from behind, which she never did to Iyus.
"Papa .. fast healthy yes .. so we can both pass the destiny of the future" whispered Qeena.
These three women hugged Iyus while crying, but Iyus instead looked at the trees without any emotion.
"I'm sorry .. visiting time is up, the patient will be rested" said the nurse.
Iyus was taken by the nurse to his room. These three women came out of the iron-clad door and headed for the car park.
In the car, Mas Anto followed quietly, his heart dissolved with the cries of these three women.
Dafi called Qeena.
"Don't cry anymore, yes, we do our best for Mr. Iyus, asking God for the healing of Mr. Iyus. Do not be a burden of the mind, rather than later even lingering sad. Want to go to Attack for healing?" ask Dafi.
"Ga Mas .. Qeena wants to focus on Qukis by Qeena. Many have been left out. Time to get up again" replied Qeena.
"But don't cape-cape yeah, think health too. Friday night Mas go home, we will spend the Weekend wherever you want" said Dafi.
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Many Dafi superiors were arrested by the KPK because of corruption cases. Dafi was among those who checked all his tax reports and wealth lists. His account has also been checked for the past two months. This he hid from anyone because he did not want to burden the mind of the family at home.
Therefore he himself asked to be placed in Serang so that all examinations are carried out away from the family.
Hand-catching operations have also been released in some mass media. Thank God Dafi account transactions are normal. There is no suspicious flow of funds.
Dafi always keeps all transactions in and out of his account. Including if he gets a transfer outside of salary. Once his boss invited Dafi to lend him his account, but Dafi would not if it was unclear what the source of funds and for what purpose. Large amounts of money sometimes make glare, but he is more afraid of sin and family embarrassment if he does nothing.
"Yes Allah ., thank you for always taking care of the servant in various conditions. Give thanks and enough for all the blessings of You, O Allah. Avoid servants of various criminal acts that harm all parties. Strengthen the confidence of the servant, if You are the place where the servant asks for everything, Lord. Forgive all the mistakes and sins that you have made. Hopefully after this incident, I am more introspective and keep the company" do'a Dafi when finished praying isya.
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Ms. Fia and her family watched the news of the arrest of the officials at Dafi's place of work, before Dafi had told the family not to be surprised.
Names have been released, for the next week, Dafi will be in Jakarta to be questioned because he was one of the people who was very close to some of the people arrested.
"May Mas remain Istiqomah yes in carrying out his work. Honesty must be instilled in every person. This is advice for all yes" said Bu Fia.
"Fajar Mah believes that Mas will not be involved. He was honest Bun. Some people know the consequences if they do something. Mas will not bet everything that has already been owned for the sake of wealth that illicit rich. Mother do not forget if she is a pesantren child, surely know which ones are haram and halal" said Fajar.
"Eh make no mistake. yesterday-yesterday the arrested also do not know what religion. Do you know who is missing?" sindir Bu Fia's.
"Biarin deh Bun if the other mah. What matters is that our family is not so. We do not understand much about religion, but we will want to know religion more deeply. From people who understand about religion even keblinger" said Fajar.