TOAST
* Slice 5, Changed
Silent silence no word from the front room of the TV, it turns out Iyus has fallen asleep, type.
"Mas adzan Maghrib tuh, pray first, ntar new deh sleep" said Nuha while shaking the body of Iyus.
"Whispering really, sleepy tau, ga cape work. Do not be noisy, ready for dinner sono, if you have just woke up" said Iyus masa bodo.
In married life, of course, going through the name of the test, one of which is the difference in the attitude of the couple between before and after marriage, as a wife, it is natural that Noah was disappointed. Actually the expression of disappointment to Iyus wanted him to convey because if it was not delivered then Iyus will continue like that and Noah will still eat the heart. But it was Iyus's easy attitude to ride the wind that made Noah try to hold himself to be more patient.
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"Bun ... is there a child asking for money on the street, does he not have a Mother's Father?" ask Dafi when she wants to go to school with Bu Fia in the car.
"That beggar Mas ... That's why Mas Dafi must be a pinter school so that he doesn't become rich. They have parents, but lazy, want to ask for it" replied Bu Fia.
"They're not school?" ask Dafi again.
"Ga know deh .. have not to discuss them, the important thing is that this one Mother's child must be a smart child to be a successful person and love the same family" said Bu Fia while rubbing Dafi's head.
Dafi was still curious, his eyes constantly following the little beggars into action, not knowing what he was thinking right now.
Bu Fia's car has arrived in front of Dafi school, the school is right next to SD Negeri which is quite famous because it is a national reference SD. So it's pretty rame there because there's a lot of schools.
When his friends played swings and slides, Dafi instead chose to approach the school fence and look around him. There was a toast seller who really caught his attention, rame children swarming the seller. Almost every day Dafi noticed the real situation in front of the school. A world very different from his home and his previous school. The children seemed happy to eat bread bought from a mother who sold toast.
"What's good about bread? even though you have asked Mommy to bring you a bag of toast today, if the shape is different" said Dafi himself.
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Where Iyus worked has begun to shake his financial condition, the company that moves in stocks is really eroded because of the unstable economic conditions after ethnic riots that occurred in the capital a month ago. There was a mass reduction in employees and one of those affected by PHK was Iyus. Although he is close to the Manager, but people who are not too diligent and have aged like Iyus must be the first choice not to be maintained.
As he was coming home with a muddled face, Iyus told him what had happened to Noah. Which wife is not surprised by this fact, but it has become her duty to not increase the burden of Iyus's mind.
"Maybe it's God's ordeal for our marriage Mas, so be patient. While trying to find another job slowly" said Nuha after praying Isya and saw Iyus still dumbstruck in the morning.
"It is difficult to find work now, a bountiful Bachelor who is unemployed, especially Mas who just graduated from High School, where already 28 years old also his age. Fuck very much ... fate ... fate .." grumbled Iyus while lighting his cigarette.
"Mas .. don't smoke in the room, it's so small, the air smells" said Nuha.
"Don't bring it up .. don't know what other people are stressed about. This is because there are sirik times yes, senior employees, the period of getting a PHK. Children who have only entered for a few months are safe" Iyus said.
This is what has been often protested since the time of courtship, Iyus was able to commit to smoking in front of Noah, but after marriage he returned again smoking freely do not know the place.
"Ga may say that Mas, do not believe in the same God means, do good to think Mas. After all Mas can help Babe at the pao factory" said Nuha while folding the prayer mat.
"The wealth since marriage even the windfall Mas so drag deh. One hundred thousand died every day in a bag. Since marriage twenty nyari is difficult. You bring bad luck, yes, the proof is Mas until you get a PHK now" said Iyus as long as it is still with a puff of smoke.
"Astaghfirullahaladhim..." Naha was sad to hear her husband's words.
Noah was stifled helpless, his brain was unable to think healthy, his heart was sliced with pain, a person who was loved and adored to be the one who actually scratched the most wounds in his heart. As tears trickled down his cheeks, Iyus went in to pick up the pack of cigarettes left on the table.
"A little cry, no rain, no wind, long time I get tired of seeing it. Wh why? afraid of not eating?" iyus said without feeling. Noah wiped his tears.
The woman God created with all her specialties, when a man could not conceive and bear a child, but women could, even when men always hurt women repeatedly, women remain strong and love their partners as sincerely and think surely someday their partners will change.
"O Allah .. to You I leave the journey of my life to come. Whatever happens, give the servant the strength to pass through" said Noah in his heart.
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"Bun .. this weekend we play to the house of the sister in Bekasi yes" asked Mr. Dzul after dinner.
"Yes." replied Ms. Fia.
"All the plans are gathered together, Mother has long missed us to gather a complete formation. You yourself Mother's children will live far away, with all the busyness will be difficult to gather" explained Mr. Dzul.
"Yes." replied Ms. Fia again.
"No spirit at all ... Mother sick?" ask Mr. Dzul astonished.
"Nga ... Mommy is just dizzy with Mas Dafi, there are only those who are asked and make headaches every day" said Bu Fia.
"Criticism is his son, right Mother also who used to bring him meetings, where the same bull again, know for yourself if foreigners also talk about the feelings of people, just think about the feelings of people, yes, you don't want that rich style recorded in Dafi's brain" replied Mr. Dzul.
"Dad ... next month we umroh yuk" asked Bu Fia suddenly.
"Alhamdulillah .. nih Bun. finally do'a father granted can also go there Mother. Dad has hajj and umroh but never the same Mother, the same Mother continues. If there Dad always prayed to be able to go there with Mother" said Mr. Dzul with a happy face.
"Mother's friends who are veiled already at umroh all, the time of Mother is not yet, rich can not just go there. We go for the expensive package Well ... whose hotel is five star, which immediately ngadep Ka'bah. Friends of Mother have contact umroh travel agency that is often used by artists and entrepreneurs" Bu Fia's wishes while showing his HP contacts.
"It's just for that reason Bun?" ask Mr. Dzul not out of thought.
"Masa Mommy lost to marketing children who are still young. He tuh abis jebol cooperation continue to get bonuses can go umrah, anyway he said follow the cheapest, which hotel is far from the Ka'bah .. but think deh time a Shafiyyah Azrina, Azrina, The manager in the research and development department lost to the onion. Where would you like to taro nih manda if he went home umroh and then Bu Fia when to leave?" said Bu Fia.
Mr. Dzul could only quietly look sharply at his wife.
"Liat nih Yah ... cool right front photo Kaaba rich gini, ntar Mommy want to buy expensive clothes ah for selfie here, we bring a simple pocket camera aja .. rich Arisannya friends Mother, these umrahnya photos on expensive clothes from famous designers, continue to be posted to medsos .. gapati deh" said Bu Fia while showing social media friends to Mr. Dzul, but Mr. Dzul brushed off HP and out of the room.
"Males can't care about their wives. Emang he is not ashamed what if you say .. ouh Pak Dzul his wife's time was not invited umroh, ga wear branded clothes, ga use mehong bags brand lemes. Both of us have high positions, lifestyle is still standard" said Bu Fia himself.
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Nuha was now getting up early, from four in the morning was already neatly home and provided food for Iyus, at five in the morning after prayer, he walked to Babe's house to make pao. The goal is not because he wants to produce more, plus it will be eleven o'clock in the afternoon, he must go home to prepare all the needs of Iyus who usually just woke up. After that at two in the afternoon, Noah returned to Babe's house to rest and rub there. He did that because he felt he could not love his parents Iyus anything, so he could only give energy to his parents Iyus. He once asked for a cart to sell traveling pao, but Babe did not allow it. Now he had to make a living because Iyus never got a job after three months of unemployment. Iyus changed a lot, he became a human being, woke up when the sun was over his head and stayed up with the young man and the fathers until dawn just came home, so every day. If Nuha gives advice, the edges only cause a commotion. Nuha was still patient in living this life, hoping that Iyus would change and would like to keep her household as strong as possible. Never forget every prayer he asks for protection and strength from God.