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* Slice 255, Muhasabah
A month after the wedding of Dawn, Alifa was declared pregnant, apparently after menstruation on that first night, Alifa immediately did not menstruate again.
Dafi and Qeena couples who were married first have not even been given the trust to have children.
Now that Qeena's business is far away, every day has always been production. Even Rida also made cakes at Qeena's house. In the morning Iyus was delivered, and his sore was taken with Iyus. Dafi had already bought Iyus a second motorbike but this time Dafi asked Iyus every month to pay for two hundred thousand for two years. Dafi did not want to give free help to Iyus. Sometimes orders that can still be affordable, delivered with Iyus with the cost that has been mutually agreed by the booker.
Almost every day also the production of jam. Still a champion of jam srikaya, then following a new product from Qeena in the form of preserved strawberries, such as jam but the fruit still looks a little intact or the pieces are still large. Preserved is commonly used in vanilla, waffle ice cream mixtures.
Qeena gets a fresh supply of strawberries from Aa' Zay, so every two days, Bakulan Bunda party escorted to the house of Qeena or taken with Iyus.
Dafi is making a special kitchen production on the vacant land next to the pool, all this time only in the form of grass. It is ten times five square meters. Kitchen made according to production needs and the results of consultation with Chef Ale. Even the interior is done by a partner who usually Chef Ale use when making his cafe or restaurant.
Almost a month of work, quite draining pocket, but according to Chef Ale is a long-term investment. If one day Qeena has a cake shop, then this kitchen can be used for production and cake shop as a display place only.
Qeena and Iyus' relationship improved, but Mak Nuha and Mak Imah always tried to avoid Iyus again at Qeena's house.
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Qeena sat on Dafi's lap and sat down at his desk, opening the window.
"Thank you dear .. finally the dream kitchen has been completed" said Qeena from her bedroom window facing the kitchen.
"Happy?" ask Dafi.
"Banget" replied Qeena.
"So .. no free lunch Neng .. Mas make it is not just a building, know it is endless until it can make a house of one map. There is no such thing as fooling around. Not all online cake entrepreneurs have your rich facilities, meaning you are one step ahead of them, so the results must be one step ahead of them. Starting to neatly make the bookkeeping. All investments must be recorded. Create two different accounts for transfer buyers. Create another special account for our household that is separated from your business. So make it evaluated later. Do not cost our households use money from the sale, and vice versa. I've got a production team, so count them all. Must be professional, pay. Rich Mother . yes must be given a salary according to her work. If you want to love again take from the money that I love" Dafi's advice.
"Pusing Mas ngurusin that, free dong Qeena has a husband who understands it better. Anyway Qeena made a manual report, Mas yang itungin .. hehehe" replied the increasingly spoiled Qeena embraced Dafi.
"The pay is professional as well" joked Dafi.
"What kind of professional do you want?" challenge Qeena who seduces Dafi.
Obviously, Dafi was very tempted. Maybe because of the development of the era, Qeena can find information on the internet about how to serve the inner needs of her husband, plus they have twice consulted for the program pregnant. Make Qeena more initiative to get started. Work and college load make Dafi tired when returning home, so less initiative to start first.
"Woy .. he was spoiled in front of the window, not a lot of singles below" cried Fajar from the window of his room facing Dafi's room.
"Yes already.close first yes, it can be cold and squirming heat" said Dafi while closing the window and curtain.
"The basis of errorrr ... there are only couples" said Fajar while shaking his head.
"Why the hell Mas? just so they want to do it too, it is legal to be free" said Alifa.
"Free is free, but not with a wide open window that they make out. Yes, keep each other a secret bed" continued Fajar.
"Yes, but do try to pay attention to all his things" said Alifa.
"You rich dong that is .. still shy about making out" pinta Fajar.
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Because now Qeena had been regularly participating in the bazaar, Dafi finally bought a rather large car to transport bazaar equipment. Not an expensive brand, the original standard can accommodate a lot.
Friday night, the house of Bu Fia rame because it can be collected fully complete. Bu Fia makes chicken noodles meatballs, requests from pregnant women. Indeed, from noon, Alifa had eaten two servings. It seems that all families are happy to welcome successors to their families.
"Don't cape-cape ya Fa. lecture also bring a driver, do not drive yourself, still age-prone content" advises Bu Fia.
"Yes Bun" replied Alifa.
"Neng.. make his chicken noodles dong, good tuh kaya" pinta Dafi to Qeena, Fajar also follow along. Qeena rushed to the kitchen.
"Mother did not think it could be spit it into you Fa" said Bu Fia happily.
"Alhamdulillah" replied Alifa.
"Who used to be a dong Bun stock contributor" said Fajar patted the chest.
"Tuh Mas. learned from his sister" continued Bu Fia.
"So much do not need to learn from him Bun .. instead somplak later. Pray that we too can soon be given the same trust of God" said Dafi casually.
Qeena came with two bowls of chicken meatball noodles.
"Aren't you going to try the consul with another doctor? Try to go to a different place, find a second opinion. We are ordinary people, there may be something hampered between you but can not be detected the same doctor who now nanganin you" suggested Bu Fia.
Qeena Rada was surprised also Bu Fia spoke richly that way, because he had never discussed the affairs of children to Qeena. Dawn knew Qeena's face turned sad.
"Let's just Qeena.. has not been a year of marriage, honeymoon again, spend time together, do not think of business cooperation mulu. No matter how sophisticated the medical world, no one is able to rival the sophistication of God. We medics just as intermediaries, all return to God" said Fajar.
Dafi knew there was a difficult feeling to define Qeena's current feelings, but she tried to calm down and finish the meal first. After eating, everyone went into their rooms.
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"Qeena, aren't you fertile, Mas?" qeena asked when Dafi had just come out of the bathroom.
"Yes the same as Mother said?" ask Dafi back.
"We have been married for a long time, we are still married. The intensity is also very often related. Efforts have been, consuls to the doctor also have .. something is not right the same time Qeena" replied Qeena.
"So Dawn said that the best human planning, will still lose the same plan of God. Don't carry the burden of people talking about children. Yesterday there was no Alifa you okay aja .. can relax if someone discusses the problem of children. Do you feel like you're competing with him?" dafi said.
"Come away." said Qeena while looking at his HP.
All the theories he was looking for on the internet so he could get his momongan already sold. But still the signs of pregnancy have not greeted him.
"Neng.." said Dafi seducing.
"What the hell Mas .. again the red cross" said Qeena began to despair.
"Mrs ..The desire to get pregnant that is unstoppable sometimes causes envy and sadness when we see friends, relatives or even people we do not know are holding their babies. Mas understand your feelings, because Mas also felt the same taste" Dafi tried to teach Qeena's heart and strengthen each other.
"Mas .. later if Qeena can't get pregnant, do you want to find another woman?" ask Qeena.
"That's right Mas so . means there is marriage intention again" said Qeena.
"Mrs .. God must have a good plan for us. We have done it, not diem.
Mas was also asked a lot of coworkers, until Mas tuh said in his heart .. Is it wrong if you are relaxed about dealing with this? wrong if you are happy even though you do not have children?. Neng .. Mas understand you feel the most sad, probably felt by many women out there who experience similar conditions. The many negative stigmas about women who have not had children after several years of marriage make the guilt continues to haunt women. We also learn, one day God loves the care of children,
our experience as a child should not be repeated, we again think that being a parent must be ready to be born inward so that his child will be happy" continued Dafi.
"We must go both Mas .. far from the busyness of each of us" proposed Qeena.
"Two more weeks yes Neng .. Mas kan abis tuh exam, the work is also no longer pursued deadline. Mas try ajuin leave yes tomorrow, let's hurry in the same ACC superiors. You also have to make sure the sales stock is safe" Dafi said.
"Yes Mas .. starting tomorrow also want to be announced on social media, let everyone know" replied Qeena.
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Dafi and Qeena were sleeping in Dafi's room at Bu Fia's house. Dafi Kangen sleeps at her parents' house.
Dafi woke up to pray tahajud, Qeena looked still sad, apparently he could not sleep all night.
"Neng .. ain't sleeping?" ask Dafi while approaching Qeena.
"Ga can sleep" Qeena replied.
"Indeed some people manage to get pregnant in a relatively fast time after intercourse, but there are also those who are not immediately positive about getting pregnant even though they have been trying for months or even years. Basically humans have envy in others because they feel they fail to achieve something they want, while something that is achieved by others. If all the do'a God immediately granted, sure we can be more grateful? We even become takabur. Waiting for something natural, maybe God knows we are not worthy of being parents, so God loves us the time to improve ourselves with each other" Dafi advised while rubbing Qeena's head.
"But you can just get a child. What does it mean that you deserve to be a parent? our wealth is better than the Father" said Qeena emotional tone.
"Kok so bring Father... He has been given trust since you were present in Mak Imah. God knows you will be a cool heart and a way to repent for your parents, right? that's why you're presented. Shouldn't you be more grateful, your presence in this world brings happiness to Mak Nuha's family, Mas's extended family is also very respectful of your attitude, he said, the people around you are helped a lot because your business brings blessings to all of them. Just because one thing you haven't been loved by God's same child, keep turning a blind eye to another wonderful blessing that God has loved?" ask Dafi.
Qeena started crying. Dafi hugged him warmly.
"Patience and sincerely accept Neng's statement. The Son is the wind whose coming is the will of God. We still have dreams for the big family of Mak Nuha, Mak Imah, Pak Iyus and the family of Mas. Not all have a job or business, we just have rice fields in the village whose results have not been how much for their lives, meatballs business was just enough to eat. Remember what your big dream was? we must repay those who raised you. If it wasn't for Noah ... I'm not going to get an amazing wife like you. Maybe this is the silver lining, the fortune we have to help families first. If we have children, we may not be able to help the family much" added Dafi.
Qeena drifted further in her grief.
"But I want to have a child with Qeena?" ask Qeena.
"Yes ..but only you, do not want to be with others, so do not ever have a thought that Mas will marry again" said Dafi while wiping away Qeena's tears.
Dafi baths and tahajud prayers. Just starting to pray, the door of Dafi's room was knocked. Qeena just calmed down Dafi just took a bath to pray tahajud.
"Why Jar?" ask Dafi in shock.
"Midnight is a shower... Abis sports yes" ledek Dawn.
"Don't you see koko wearing sarong? yes every night prayer also takes a shower first, his mind is forgiven deh ga changed" said Dafi.
"Pursuing deposit huh?" canda Dawn.
"Kaga pursues deposit, angkotnya enter the workshop, again change the oil" replied Dafi origin.
"Hahaha, I can do it... Ntar if you've been busy changing the oil, pepet keep Mas do not love saggy .. haha" Fajar more happy sedain his brother.
"Udah night talking soan mulu.. want to do the hell?" dafi said.
"Anterin nyari ketimus yuk?" bring Dawn.
"What the hell is it?" ask Dafi while leaving the room. Qeena just slept.
"it loh Mas, a snack made of shredded cassava, coconut same brown sugar continues to be wrapped in leaves long-form rada that, like there are carpenters bajigur" said Fajar.
"Oh, isn't that a thymus?" answer Dafi.
"Same Mas thymus same ketimus" said Fajar.
"There is no tomorrow, already late night sleep, the bajigurnya also clock as soon as the bin" said Dafi lightly.
"The desire is also like Mas... lah if you ask for a pregnant woman how? Come dong Mas, Alifa tuh if ga kesampean can be crying" replied Fajar.
"There are, you guys who do why Mas got the sap anyway. Ntar ya Mas change clothes first, we bring a car only yes, cold if abis ujan" said Dafi.
"Ready Mas.. Fajar nyiapin car first yes" said Fajar happy.
The two went down the street, looking for a bajigur to find a thymus, almost an hour of muters were not there as well.
"Why don't we think mending make it anyway, we buy the ingredients, rather than we muter until dawn, keburu Alifa added melek because you stay late" Dafi idea.
"Emang nih, Mas Cepet brain really think. Yuk ah. tuh market deket from here, there must be material to make thymus" replied Fajar.
This is if the two men who have never stepped on the traditional market, confused where to go and how. They go to people around where they find the materials they need.
Dafi had already recorded what materials were needed to make thymus. As a result, because they understand the amount plus dikibulin same seller who aji mumpung, they buy five kilograms of cassava, four whole coconut seeds, four seeds, three kilograms of brown sugar and banana leaves a lot until fifty thousand.
The house is not yet four in the morning, because no one has woken up, both open the internet looking for recipes to make thymus.
"Ribet very well read the recipe, all there is a dose. Take there the scales in the kitchen Qeena. ntar we weigh" Dafi ordered.
Dawn rushed to pick the scales.
"Mas... This is how to peel cassava?" ask Dawn.
"Where mas tau, rich mango peeling times huh?" answer Dafi.
"Where is it. pesantren child, never eat cassava there?" ask Dawn.
"Lah. the name of the pesantren contains all men, the existence of cassava bulls directly burned using the stems we continue to eat deh. boro-boro peeled, wong land aja still tacky" replied Dafi.
"Yes, we've seen the tutorial on peeling cassava" asked Fajar.