TOAST
* Slice 171, From heart to heart

After Maghrib prayers and teaching together, Dafi invited everyone to eat together at his home. Father and Mother came home late because there was an invitation from one of her colleagues Mother.

So all the side dishes were transported to Dafi's house. Izma joined in. Dawn again did not go home because it was still in the hostel. He again neatly stuffed and prepared himself for the appointment of an oath to become a doctor.

Dafi returned to his room while the others were having dinner. He was carrying some big plastic. For Father and Mother and Dawn already separated in his room first. So his gift came from yesterday because he sent an expedition, deliberately put first to Dafi's room and not opened.

Dafi has tidied up each plastic souvenir for the owner, so stay divided.

"This is Izma. Everything you asked for is there. This is for Rian. This is for all Mba-mba. This makes Qeena and Izma for two. This is Mas Narko and Mas Anto for two. Well this plastic for Mak Nuha himself" said Dafi while handing over the plastic package.

"Thank you Mas . let's add to the fortune. It's a great hobby to give souvenirs of clothes" said Mas Narko.

"Toy food there is a base, if the clothes are not, you know yourself if it has been working must be a hassle of cooperation compared to the streets" said Dafi.

All opened with a happy heart.

"Wah fitting this jumbo rich jumbo negligence is good to make at home, loose so" said Mba Mini.

"Mas .. thanks .. Mukena buy mukena Bali same long-long negligee gini, so it's good to go out, just wear a hijab doang" said Mak Nuha.

"I'm sorry Mak .. only that much can be brought, Mas not much time for shopping. So pass through yes buy" said Dafi.

"This is also a lot" replied Mak Nuha.

"Kok Qeena ain't bought by Mukena too?" ask Qeena.

"You want mukena?" ask Dafi.

"You are .. kan mukena Bali is very cool" replied Qeena.

"Later Mas kasih for the dowry yes, if now Mas kasih .. later confused what dowry for our marriage .. hehehe" said Dafi.

Qeena became silent because of Dafi's talk. Others are waiting for Qeena's response.

"Udah let's eat .. later to hunt the cold soup" asked Mak Nuha.

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After dinner, Dafi asked Mak Noah for permission to talk to her husband Qeena on the top floor of his house. There are things they need to talk about in private.

Upstairs is empty, nothing. Emang Dafi designing the upper floor is his privacy area. There is no other room besides the main room and lounge area. Not full floor, only half the width and length of the house, so half of it is only a high roof ceiling. Qeena was lazy to be together with Dafi, but Mak Nuha suggested for them to chat openly to make it clear where their relationship is going, all this time the two will flow along with the current.

Dafi brought a folding carpet of bamboo that he bought yesterday in Bali. It's still in plastic. He also brought pillows.

"You want to do everything bring the same pillow carpet up" said Qeena.

"Well, there's nothing above, where do you want to sit? if the pillow mah make a bed, Mas kape, so want a selonjoran just chat. Yes, who knows if anyone is willing to mijitin that" asked Dafi.

"There chat .. later on, Mas Dafi said tomorrow he wants to work" suggested Mak Nuha.

Dafi went up first. Qeena followed while carrying a bottle of mineral water.

"That's what's water for?" ask Dafi in wonder.

"Yes, make a drink. If the conversation continues to be thirsty" replied Qeena innocently.

"Ga you guys bring a snack for that prank?" ask Dafi.

"Abis eat Mas .. laper time again" said Qeena.

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"The photo in Mas's room .. It's Mas don't know why it's there" open Dafi.

Qeena.

"Don't be angry, I don't know why I'm in the room. During his relationship, Mas often took photos together in several moments. But Mas save it on the laptop because of the fullness HP. Since we married, all photos of Mas the same him both, both on HP and laptop have been deleted all. If the ones that are together are still there because they make mementos" explained Dafi.

"Keep what to clear to Qeena? Qeena understands that Mas has not been able to move on with Mba Zahwa" replied Qeena casually.

"It is precisely because Mas has promised to be open with you, so Mas is clear now. You do not want to misunderstand the existence of the photo. Actually deh Mas never print photos of togetherness of women except the same Izma and Mother. Because for Mas, the wedding photos will be printed. I was surprised when I entered the room there was a photo on the table" continued Dafi.

"Just want to talk about it?" ask Qeena.

"Where is our relationship going?" dafi said.

"Mass .. Qeena is not ready" replied Qeena.

"Ga ready for what?" ask Dafi.

"Toh Qeena wasn't pregnant, Mas didn't have to feel guilty for what happened that night" Qeena replied.

"Just because you're pregnant, you want to finish that?" dafi said.

"Mas ..each of us deserves to be happy" Qeena replied.

"What if Damar makes you happy?" ask Dafi again.

"Mass .. Qeena is young. There is still a lot to achieve" said Qeena.

"Why do you always answer for a variety of reasons? now you want to know what really makes you not ready? just like anyone, you do not think you will be ready if you still keep your main reason. If now you can not find Mas as a husband, you consider just talking to friends who are ready to hear your complaints" said Dafi.

Qeena finally fell silent.

"Because of the story of your real parents and Mak Nuha?" shoot Dafi on target.

Qeena began to look down, not daring to look at Dafi. Too deep of trauma that hit his life that Qeena was not able to enter his brain, if there is still a man better than his father.

Dafi sat down and walked over to Qeena, who was only a meter away.

"Neng .. rose his chin, look at Mas .." Dafi's orders.

Qeena still bowed, not daring to raise her chin. Over time, his shoulders went up and down, restraining his emotions. Dafi then embraced her, and the crying of Qeena became even more so, but she did not rebel even when Dafi embraced her.

"Just cry, Mas can wait until your crying subsides" said Dafi calming.

Dafi's hand rubbed Qeena's head slowly.

This embrace is a symbol of affection which means Dafi is very interested in Qeena and wants to establish a relationship full of commitment because Dafi wants Qeena to feel herself as a 'home' for Qeena who can provide protection and comfort.

Dafi rubbed her tears, the two still hugged while sitting, now both of them looked at each other's eyes, feeling a close relationship and not awkward anymore.

Qeena finally regained her senses and let go of Dafi's embrace.

Dafi was still sitting right in front of her. Their legs are stuck together because they both sit cross-legged.

"Finding a partner to find a soulmate who will accompany us to wade through life together is very difficult. We can't just decide who will spend all our time together, everything must be planned and not playful. What happened is the same we are without a plan, but Mas promise to take care of you and Mak Nuha well, with all the power that Mas has. Maybe your father could be so easy to spread a promise that was not even a little kept, to make Mak Nuha disappointed and then left. It is clever that you distinguish between the sincere and the sincere. You are old enough to taste. Love can make you happy and stupid at the same time, if you rely more on taste and forget to use logic. Mas is not an expert on romance, because Mas was once heartbroken and misrepresented. But at the very least, all of those experiences are able to make it wiser in a relationship. All in the end, we can only rely on the power of prayer, because still everything is a scenario of the Owner of our heart. Ask with all humility and feeling, to be sure that you have found the right person according to His destiny" advises Dafi.

"Father completely destroyed Qeena and Mommy's lives" Qeena said.

"Mrs ... Mas emang can not guarantee a hundred percent for your heart disease, because as an ordinary human there will be negligence. As a guarantee .. if Mas hurts you born or inner and you are not sincere about the treatment, please you tell the family, tell the family Mas, say to the family, report to the Mas Office even to the authorities please. He is not a coward like your father who dares to do but does not dare to take responsibility. That's why Mas immediately married you as a form of responsibility Mas. No matter what happened that night. Tomorrow we go home, in addition to asking for do'a blessing, Mas want you to take care of a marriage license and so on. Monday is a work day. We will re-marry and register our marriage at KUA as soon as possible. Mas will also look for the whereabouts of Mr. Iyus because it needs a copy of his ID card and guardian approval. Although sharia you can not be multiplied by him, but in the state document this is necessary because on your deed there is the name of Father Mother. Later information about the KTP will be discussed with Mr. Iyus to make a description of ghoib in the village or sub-district. All the processes are old Qeena, because of your parents' data problems. But as we wait for all the letters to be finished, Mas hope you can open your heart to Mas. Likewise, the same Mas will open your heart wide and try to close the book with the story of the past We remain each until later we are valid in the country. Mas will carry out obligations to you without Mas demanding the rights that Mas should get. We remind each other to take care of ourselves, please remind Mas if later Mas khilaf asked strange to you yes" said Dafi at length.