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* Slice 157, I'm sorry

Dafi finally left just the same as Qeena, no one wanted to follow them to the Mall.

"Just today we buy a TV for the mother to watch, continue to buy a refrigerator, stove furnace one first, will the kitchen set that includes the stove and oven the power deh. Anyway buy cookware just rich what a pot, fryer. Later if the kitchen has just bought what you need" said Dafi.

"The power is more money to go to the Mall to shop" ledek Qeena.

"Alhamdulillah again there is a fortune. So Mas right a year ago buy land in Sungai Penuh, friends need money, that time abis selling cars have Mas so fit hold money. Well a month ago there was the same interest in the land to make minimarkets, yes already Mas sell only for the highest market, strategically located in front of the main road. I bought fifty million, sold two hundred million yesterday. It is two hundred and fifteen square meters. Wah if in Jakarta mah can practice for a billion times . unfortunately this is still the area" said Dafi.

"Mas really don't want any memories there? why not make an investment, the price of land will continue to rise" asked Qeena carefully.

"Mas also thought that especially if you have land there, you will not go back there except for holidays" replied Dafi.

"Mas ... Who about that video how's my next move?" ask Qeena.

"Clarification from the Sir Iyusus directly. I want to ask what people asked or plan Mr. Iyus himself, continue what the purpose of doing it" replied Dafi.

"Are we the victim on the wrong target?" search Qeena.

"You may be wrong target, but Mas the video's daughters, he said you must be the main victim. Strangely enough to know you were home at the time. I'm sorry if Mas had a thought that Mr. Iyus would rape you, but there is Rian so still confused to do it. Well pas Mas passed out that abis drinking ice chocolate on the table. Kan Mas had already looked for evidence of broken glass but not at home. The richness of the drink is intended for Rian, if Rian sleeps, then dong can run the same indecent action as you. Including his neat work Mr. Iyus. But forget that Rian still holds HP. Rian here is a key witness, he can't testify because there must be no strong information from him, but the video he recorded was enough to explain the events of the night" Dafi's analysis.

"So that means .. because who actually fainted Mas became Mas who was slandered to do indecency with Qeena? Did he put the responsibility to Mas .. ahh ... amit-amit.." said Qeena while closing his eyes.

"In due course of time, I'm not sure Mr. Iyus has done anything with you. Mas remember very late at eight o'clock it is still praying isya and we realized at nine o'clock past ya. From praying Isya to Mas fainting it was a short time. Mas inget kok abis prayer, chat with Rian continued to drink and fainted. Very observant in the video, Mr. Iyus objected to narik Mas to the room, until asking for help to Rian. Well in the video was caught if Mr. Iyus called someone after seeing Mas passed out. His voice is small, losing the same sound of lightning, just look for the one who called? Mas sure had something to do with what happened that night" said Dafi.

"Yes Allah ... Qeena is still thinking Loh Mas .. if until he did a heinous act against Qeena .. he is the biological father of Qeena .. sleepy time his own son" said Qeena confused.

"Keep you want a divisum?" ask Dafi.

"The visa to make sure that Qeena isn't a girl anymore? isn't that even more painful Mas's heart? lower self-esteem and honesty Qeena if it is done. Qeena better be branded holy again than even expressing disgrace in front of the police and the Hospital deh" said Qeena.

"Makanya Mas also keep do not until the visa is done. They don't want to psychologically affect their lives. Means Mas has not wrongly decided.it turns out that his team is also not ready to undergo a visa" said Dafi.

"Mas ... If the incident that night really happened, whether it was the same Mas or the same person did it ... will Mas continue the plan to legalize our marriage?" ask Qeena carefully.

"God willing... Mas ain't messing around. Akad that night is valid in the eyes of God, Mas time want to mess around anyway" said Dafi sure.

"But sacrifice even his true love?" ask Qeena again.

"What do you mean by Mas's wife?" dafi said.

"Yes." replied Qeena.

"Mas hope this will be our last discussion about women in the past. Besides not good for our relationship, Mas do not want you to have feelings of guilt for cornering Mas. The point is that Mas has already told him, we are kindly asking him from his family. On the way all the stories suddenly changed. Annoyed, disappointed, sad and angry. But apparently God wants Mas to learn if actually love to women who are not our mahrom better after marriage. You could say there is no concept of courtship in Islam because of concerns arising zina and slander. Want to not want to be with him, never walk together even though trying to take care of each other, but surely is a little touch, views. I understand the same warning from God and try to accept everything freely. Alhamdulillah .. You are calmer and feel a different feeling than you. If you say love may be too rich child abege yes. But a feeling that just wants to make each other happy. I want to make you happy and I feel happy with you. Long before, we were not as close as we are now. Although I admit that you are beautiful, but the vibration is not there at all. Precisely when you first kissed the hand Mas. Especially when you mijitin Mas . sorry yes .. Mas sampe feel aroused loh .. maybe this is what is intended by the scholars so that we stay away from alone with the opposite sex who is not our mahrom, worried about such stimuli. That's why Mas always said it was with you, he really did need to legalize our marriage" said Dafi.

"Just to channel your passion legally?" qeena.

"Wow .. a Qeena can say that. it's amazing .. as a normal guy, I don't deny that. But the concept of marriage is not just to find a legal bedmate. With you ... Mas want to make a new family in accordance with our version ..you who lost the figure of Father .. and Mas who is not full of complete affection from the figure of Mother .. we fill each other up and if God allows us to have a baby, enough of us feel that lack, do not let our children and grandchildren feel the same way. Because what ... because we will give the best for our next generation. It is enough for us to be like this" said Dafi.

"Aren't you happy? big with complete parents, anything can be fulfilled properly .. different with Qeena" said Qeena.

"Alhamdulillah . What you say is true. It looks outside is Perfect, but inside is not" said Dafi.

Dafi tries to remember her past, she grows up well. Healthy physical, not a lack of food. My grandmother and father loved him very much. Every need of Dafi's life was always met, he was educated in balance between the world and the hereafter. You could say his life was almost perfect. But his soul is deformed. She rarely cries in the corner of the room whenever she misses her mother, who is physically in front of her, but not with her spirit. No one knows. He never told this lara to anyone. What they saw, he grew up like any other child. As far as people know, he is always smiling and people know he is always fine.

"Mother has never existed at every important moment in Mas's life, with the reason of busy work. Even Mother never once took a report during the school Mas first, from Kindergarten to High School . if not Grandma yes Dad who took. Very sad when parents, especially mothers who take the report of their children, the name Mothers will certainly ngomel tuh if the value of their children is ugly or will be proud as high as the sky if the value of their children is good. Anyway, the expressions of Mother and child fitting just out of class are diverse, different from the flat fathers only expression" recalls Dafi with a bitter smile.

"I'm sorry Mas .. so make it sad" said Qeena ga pleasing.

"Maybe Mas emang it's time to talk to someone so plong. All this time, I was alone. Hence Mas is close to Mak Nuha from the past because Mak Nuha is able to give the attention that Mas ga dapetin from Mother. Inget the era of the repatriation of pesantren, fitting a vacation, Mas ga never ushered in the same Mother, always Father and Grandmother. Even at the graduation of each school level, Alhamdulillah Mas has always been the best graduate and certainly went on stage to receive awards with parents, there was only Dad or Grandma. You could say this Mas is big without the touch of Mother, but Mas tries to continue to strengthen the heart for the future and hope Mother will change. Maybe because of the loss of a woman figure in giving affection, Mas is not easily close to women, just finished college Mas began to dare to establish a relationship with women. So Mas tuh ngerasa if it is comfortable he wants to be taken seriously just let Mas cepet loved by a woman. Yes, because it is not a match, Mas has not received the full affection of a woman. The living side of Mas so too copy paste Daddy, can not be too soft" said Dafi.

"As angry as to now with Aunt Fia?" ask Qeena.

"Had been angry. kesel .. ya regretted having been born through his womb. Sampe after participating in the study of the era in Pesantren, Mas realized no matter how great Mas had been, Mas was born from Mother. Who was carried anywhere for nine months in the stomach with great difficulty, who was born with the bet of life. That's why I never again protest, just accept whatever Mother. After all as a child also Mas has not much to repay the services of Mother. Mas has not been able to make Mommy happy, Mas has not given anything valuable to him. Sorry .. right after marriage, as if Mas poured out Mas's wishes to you. Rich people want to be watched, want to be pampered, want to be invited to chat .. even want to spend bribed" remember Dafi to feel.

"It's great to be able to cover up Mas's own sadness, have to learn a lot of Qeena from Mas" said Qeena.

"Mas is ready to be your teacher . provided we are legal. It's good to be able to fall asleep at night, cuddle, keep the story looking for a solution together and end with .." hang Dafi.

"With what? surely the answer is not far from the word romance.

"That's what you are who is just stirring his mind" said Dafi.

"Emang moreover, which will be done by all husband and wife if they are both rich so .. surely the ends of making out" said Qeena.

"Kok you understand what will be done. lest you ever see a strange scene in the film" ledek Dafi.

"Sorry yes watch the strange .. ga is in the dictionary Qeena. What do you mean by dong?" ask Qeena kepo.

"Yes ended by reading do'a sleep .. if you want to sleep we read do'a right" replied Dafi with a laugh loosely.

Qeena gemes the same answer Dafi, until he punched Dafi in the hand. Dafi was quick to catch and kiss Qeena's hand with his message. Qeena immediately pulled out her hand in embarrassment.