TOAST
* Slice 79, Up and down life

Bread and mangrove pesenan this month decreased, probably because of the habit of Indonesians if they have not eaten rice then it is considered not to eat even though they have eaten bread. Plus many admirers of Qeena who have no hope because they feel inferior to the competitiveness of Damar, a student whose parents are building a villa and take over Edufarm owned by Aa' Zay.

Damar convinces Qeena to accept his love. The more often Damar said, the more often Qeena avoided.

Now the row of images of men only became a source of suffering women was increasing after Qeena knew the story of his Father who hurt two women at once without feeling. Rest assured Qeena is afraid to open her heart and establish a relationship with men. At the age of seventeen, there is usually a sense of attraction to the opposite sex, but not with Qeena. Soon she will graduate from Home schooling and will take the C package exam to earn a High School-level diploma.

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Dawn is still struggling with the activities of Koas (also known as young doctors). Much of the experience he gained when he began to plunge directly into each stage (part of each specialization in medicine that must be passed by young doctors, such as the child's stage, means serving in the child's section).

In terms of age, koas children tend to be in the labile phase, still carried emotions (can be angry or mellow with patients), so it will affect the level of stress. It could be a case with a patient who is a little serious, already do not know what to do. Plus during the Koas, many spiced romance stories studded victims love locations in the Hospital with the title relationship koas children and Hospital employees. Even fellow Koas can occur, in addition to the intensity of frequent meetings, there is rarely a Hospital that provides women and men's rooms separately, the number of only one room. So if you keep the shift all stacked up there. No girl, no guy, just sleeping without a partition.

Not to mention the task of filling in patient status (medical record) it must be written by hand in full, at least about five to six pages for one patient. Can be kayang kalo that day until twenty patients, the address should be ready for a lot of pens for fear that the pen ink is running out. So do not protest if the writing of the doctor is bad, they have a lot to write recorded medical patients.

For private campuses such as Dawn campus, on average do not have their own educational Hospital, so must queue to be able to enter Koas to one of the Hospitals.

There is an interesting experience during the Dawn of Koas in the stage of psychiatric (soul) disease. It can be said to be a memory that is hard to forget. The first week, the morning of Dawn, the care ward, the night she slept in the room of the Koas, it became a draining Sunday because the schedule was crowded due to many patients after the election of candidates (legislative candidates) who failed to be elected. Dawn can be the task of the doctor responsible for interviewing a patient behind an iron trellis. Because it wants to be simple, he uses HP to record the conversation. Still while nyodorin HP and pay attention to what the patient feels, suddenly his hand is pulled the same as the patient with hard. Finally Fajar shouted for help and the room attendant came to help.

It is quite surprising and the condition of the patient salivates a lot and incubates like an animal that wants to pounce on its prey.

The patient shouted at Fajar right in front of his face.

"One billionrrr... one billion where? all just reports are done .. where the evidence is no sound" cried the patient.

It turns out that after reading the medical record of the patient, understand the Dawn if the caleg failed this has come out a lot of money to get a voice. During this time he got reports from his success team via the phone, so rada enthusiastically if you see HP or phone in front of his eyes .

"Makanya .. do not show HP in front of patients, they can be more aggressive, do not eat snacks in front of patients because they will not hesitate to ask for it" remember the doctor in charge.

"Kalo ask for a little gapapa doc" said Fajar.

"It doesn't matter if it's just one, but most cases, other patients follow on coming and fighting each other and be war, can be beat-up" replied the doctor in charge.

After almost two weeks in the ward, today Fajar joined the outpatient Police. Patients in Poli are various, ranging from psychotic disorders, depression, anxiety, insomnia, personality disorders, anxiety and so on. Dawn gets the task to help inquiring complaints to the patient. Various things cause soul shocks, there are ga boughtin HP so stress because so the months of his friend whose HP is always the latest output, there are those who fail to marry because their partner is blurred, so the months of his friend, there are even patients who are taken by their families to seek treatment because they suddenly dazed and remembered people around.

The next week is still at the mental stage, the turn is at the IGD of a Mental Hospital. The dawn began to feel tired because

there is no shift change. After a month at this stage there is testing from the supervisor. Dawn can be testers who type all psychotropic drugs must be memorized plus preparations and recommended doses and side effects. Plus Fajar can be a patient who is silent, asked whatever ga replied just look back just keep sleeping. The next day the patient was asked again and cried. Indeed testing his mental and patience Dawn of this patient.

"Sir .. please cooperate yes, I want a test, if you can not ask me, how do I know the treatment for the Father" said Fajar to the patient.

"The doctor asked a lot" said the patient who then slept again.

After fifteen minutes of waiting, the patient is awake and fresh. Approached once again and eventually the patient nagged and went back to sleep. Dawn waited two hours to wake up.

"Oh my goodness .. where tomorrow the exam, has not made the status of the patient, has not studied anyway .. long ago I became a patient at this stage" said Fajar while ruffling his hair.

What is ridiculous on the day of the exam, Fajar has diagnosed patients with records of angry patients and lots of sleep, it turns out to be right in front of the examiner's doctor, the patient is not emotional, very sweet if asked, replied, it felt like Fajar wanted to enter his head into the pond to be fresh.

"In fact, I have the same behavior as people who have mental disorders ... what is it that has already started to fade because this month is in this stage? Au ahhhh" said Fajar speaking in his heart after he got a reprimand from the examiners for better digging up what the patient felt.

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Dafi also regularly video calls to his family, especially to Rian, almost every day he calls Rian via Mas Narko.

"It's fine there yes Rian .. tomorrow mess around again with Mas Narko and the doctor ma'am" Dafi recalled.

Rian did know that therapy was play, because there he played many useful tools to train his motorbike.

Dafi's family already knows his relationship with Raisha can not be continued to the next level. All supported Dafi and gave an injection of spirit. Even Fajar specifically called him.

"Mas bro gapapa, right?" tanya Dawn assured.

"Yes gapapa.

"Painful headache, don't you**** eating, insomnia, panda-rich eyes?" cecar Fajar again.

"It's rich enough for patients" said Dafi.

"Usually due to a breakup can be rich like Mas" said Fajar who still remembers the experience at the soul stage.

"Unfortunately abege's son, Mas is a very mature time, has never experienced it too. Breaking up love isn't the end of the world, is it?" dafi said trying to relax.

"But sure ya Mas ga ngalamin upset, sad, hurt, withdraw from social and family environment, lost spirit, reduced stamina, weight loss, sleep ga restful, lost heart, difficult concentration even intend suicide?" search for Dawn again.

"Please deh Jar, because the test is all still good nempel tuh papannya in the brain" ledek Dafi.

"It's just to make sure that Mas doesn't have depression" said Fajar.

"I'm okay .. What do you think, still failed to move on from Qeena? it's been almost two years without word Jar" shoot Dafi.

"It is difficult to be Mas .. but Fajar again learned to open his heart to others. Not gagarepin he returned, but dizzy also ya nyari-here no rimbanya" replied Fajar resigned.

"There's a dong that's close now? know the same Mas" investigate Dafi.

"There's Mas, Koas' friend from another college. Yes cute son rich Qeena, but not as beautiful as Qeena" said Fajar.

"When you set the standard like Qeena, it will be difficult for Jar. I admit that Qeena is beautiful, hern is also her child, looks are still neat and innocent. But that could all change in two years. After all, we know his past, not necessarily our parents can accept his past. So now is not the time Mas said to have to solidify yourself for prospective escorts, but you should be able to force yourself. Yes force yourself to come out of Qeena's shadow. You have to be able to be different where love and just fascinated by Jar. Maybe your togetherness when you were a child was just a friend, he did not know what your heart meant, he did not understand the meaning of a man's affection for women. Yes rich Mas now, the trauma is not, but yes must force yourself to open the heart again. You know if Mas emang intends to marry young" said Dafi.

"Mas .. Why did all of Mas's relationships fail in such a short time? mas type is not bucin, yes, why did they refuse?" ask Fajar who was curious because Dafi never wanted to say the reason.

"Yes no soul mate" said Dafi.

"In addition to the matchmaking there must be something of course Mas. Is it normal? yes, he means Mas is only the type who pursues but if it can already be left, or the woman who does not want to participate in the placement of Mas to the area?" timpal Dawn again.

"It's normal, I think it's still normal like other men who have serious intentions. If the placement problem is also from the beginning Mas has said, it is likely that in the first ten years of the appointment of Mas as a state servant, will be willing to be placed anywhere" replied Dafi.

"What would you bother if you had a child who continued to enter school age? time has to move his school" said Fajar.

"It's a distance Jar .. prospective Mother of her children Mas aja not yet exist .. kok mikirin school children .. hahaha" joked Dafi.