TOAST

TOAST
* Slice 24, Farewell


Today Fajar skipped school to see Qeena leave. Mak Nuha deliberately rented a car because it brought a lot of stuff, there was an oven and all the equipment to make bread, tv and clothes. Dawn helped to get the items into the car.


"Qeena .. do not forget the same Mas Dawn yes, promise yes will always send news every day. Do not be afraid to run out of the same pulse package, then fill it from here" said Fajar when Qeena was sitting in the car.


"Don't be naughty again, Mas, he said he wanted to be a doctor, anyway awaited ya news so his doctor. May Mas be the pride of the family" replied Qeena.


"When Mas becomes a doctor, Qeena wants to be his nurse?" say Dawn again.


"Emang Qeena used to have that dream, but now you don't know what Mas wants to be, you have to keep making money for Qeena. Pray that Qeena will be a good and useful child for the family. If Fajar mas there is a windfall, play yes to the place of Qeena in Wonogiri" said Qeena.


"Mak Nuha .. keep Qeena for Dawn yes, Dawn will come there ... The dawn of promise will come to pick up Qeena and Mak Nuha" Fajar said, kissing Mak Nuha's hand.


"Greetings to the family, especially Grandma. Sorry we couldn't say goodbye in person. I hope we can see you next time. You also do not be lazy to go to school, use the facilities that parents love well, because not every child is lucky like you" said Nuha while stroking Fajar's hair. Then Dawn embraced it.


Noah's Deck was a very warm Mother's hand, so Dawn called Noah with the title of Mother, just like Qeena. In addition to his affection for Qeena, Fajar also felt affection for Noah as for his Mother.


The moving car leaves the farmhouse and will later pass through the memory-filled toast stall for Noah and Qeena. The hand of Nuhah and Qeena to all the neighbors left tears for everyone.


"I let go of you with a smile, the shadow of your smile will always make me smile reminiscing about the good times we spent together. Welcome step Qeena, I'll pick you up later if I've been able to establish myself for you. Reconcile the earth that will be where you will dwell later, refresh the land where you stand later, calm those who are with you, protect those who are near you. May you remember this place, there is a heart waiting here. I love you Fadhilla Shaqeena" Fajar said in his heart.


It felt like half of Dawn's soul was gone. If only Qeena was not a child who had just graduated from Elementary School, it would be like Dawn to express his heart. How much his friendship has turned into a deep love. Qeena was his first love. Fajar felt this way when he was akhil puberty while sitting in the sixth grade of SD. His heart rippled to see the beauty of a Qeena that was getting bigger and more beautiful.


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Friday morning Bu Fia was seen sitting quietly in the garden behind his house, last night only Bu Fia came home from outside the city. Dafi who is on college day because there is no exam schedule, approached the Mother. He slowly scratched his mother's feet.


"Mas' college vacation?" ask Ms. Fia.


"Yes Bun ... cape ya Bun?" ask Dafi back.


"Yes so .. the older all the work becomes heavy. Understandably different endurance" said Bu Fia breathing a bit long.


"Hide Bun, do not go out of town again, surely many can replace Mother's duties right. Mother in the office. The position of Mother is already high, surely already have many people, so start delegated a little" suggested Dafi.


"Ga can Mas, go out of town anyway for ilangin stress .. you know if every meet Dad must be the existence of Mommy suspected of heartburn and even storm, so it will be stormy, thought Dad was a lot of curiosities too. Most of the young Mother really likes traveling Mas" said Bu Fia.


"Mak Nuha and Qeena have now moved Bun to Wonogiri, so Mommy does not need to worry anymore about the relationship between Father and Mak Nuha yes" Dafi.


"Well, where did they move?" ask Ms. Fia.


"Fajar" Dafi replied briefly.


"The Dawn is still in touch with them? you have not banned it. Dawn is very difficult to say the same Mother" said Bu Fia rada sewot.


"Yes ... Has Bun, after all, Father and Mother Noah have long spoken to Mother, right? They were just friends, no frills whatsoever. Pure Father wants to help the treatment of Qeena first, after Qeena was declared already healthy with poor nutritional status, Dad did not help again. Mak Nuha is trying to help Mal Leha Bun. The money from my father is purely for the treatment of Qeena" explained Dafi.


"Bun .. since Mas nemenin Bunda hit Mak Nuha, Mas stress right until choose to enter the boarding school. So why is the question of Mother still the same? Any child who can choose between his parents Bun. Father and Mother are one unit in all our lives, now if reversed, can Father or Mother choose between the four of us? it can't be, can it? all have their own advantages and disadvantages" said Dafi.


"But Mas ... Your father dared to play with other women. If there is no heart with Noah, you may not be able to pour funds for the treatment of Qeena, after all, Noah was waiting for a widow who was rich in nervousness, he said, maybe there are rich men who take the opportunity to sell the condition of Qeena to drain Dad's property" said Bu Fia.


"Astagfirullah, why so continue the mind Bun.if men intend to cheat or whatever the name, means something is wrong, if not from the man yes woman. Dad may be stuck in the circle in the name of pity and return to Mak leha, Mak Nuha was dragged in the name of return because Dad helped treat Qeena. There is no evidence whatsoever that explains there is a relationship between the two. The two don't go together and there's always someone in between. Sorry Bun, try Mother also introspection. Why Dad is comfortable with Mak Nuha, never Mother thought that now Daddy is working further and make it difficult because in addition to the large cost, it takes a long time to get to Jakarta. Why when Dad was assigned to eastern Indonesia Mother did not want to also participate dampingin Dad, do you not fear there are thousands of women out there who will be able to tease Dad. It could be that the woman is younger, prettier and more attentive to Dad. Mas galahin if Dad there marry again" explained Dafi.


"Now, it is Mas ... Mas ga dear yes the same Mother, want to see Mother sad continue?" sahut Bu Fia's.


"Mas just wants to open your mind" replied Dafi.


"Oh yes Bun, why Mother is still in fact Mak Nuha only until this second .. Qeena treatment has ended from nine years ago. I only helped the treatment for a year" said Fajar suddenly in the back garden.


"Well.cock by ten you're home from school?" ask Ms. Fia.


"Stupid" replied Fajar lightly.


"Why truant? Want to be what you are, have often fought in school, eh now also truant, dizzy Mother with you" said Bu Fia annoyed.


"When we meet Qeena and Noah, we will not know if God will find us again or not" explained Fajar.


Although Qeena was much younger than Dawn, it was Qeena who heard the most of his talk when Fajar had a disagreement with his parents.


"Mak Nuha is a mother who always advises without comparing with others Bun, who is always there when Dawn needs to complain, cook food that Dawn likes ... Even his prayers and prayers that Dawn always misses. Can Mother rich Mak Nuha?" challenge Fajar.


"Don't you bandingin Mommy is the same actor" said Bu Fia angrily.


"Who's the actor Bun? Mother never cared about the explanation of Mak Nuha" said Fajar.


"Udah Bun ... Mother rest in the room yes, we want to get ready for Friday prayers first" invite Dafi to Bu Fia to break up the commotion.


Dawn and Dafi go together to the Masjid near their home. Along the way the two were silent, speaking as necessary. Returning to prayer, then Dafi invited Fajar to the snack garden while enjoying a lunch that many choices there. Dawn dropped the choice to the goat kegseng that became a favorite of many people in the snack park. Kalo Dafi prefers Chicken Noodles for lunch.


"Jar .. don't fight with old people. Please yes ... Mother is our parents who you must respect. Your time is more defending Mak Nuha than Mother" open Dafi.


"You don't know how rich Mak Nuha and Dad are, do you?" said Fajar while enjoying his meal.


"You know if you don't have an affair, Dad's relationship with Mak Nuha is pure friendship. Mak Nuha is also good at taking care of herself. Father is the same. Grandma always followed among them" said Dafi.


"Well that's Mas tau .. kok could-buanya Mommy hit and make Mak Nuha embarrassed nine years ago. Sampe had moved the stall, but after two years returned to the place" Fajar said.


"Udahlah Jar ..vga need to interfere in the affairs of parents" said Dafi.


"Mas ... Mas never heard of the quarrel Mother and Father when met, Mas decided to enter the boarding school to avoid, right? Then we live with a love that is not intact. There was never another road with the family. Father better busy themselves in the region than go home and fight, Mother was happier with her social friends. Continuing Dawn, Rian and Izma must live in the middle of rich conditions. We ended up looking for each other's pleasure. Rian has moved to many schools several times. Rian special child Mas but Mommy does not give different attention to him, Mommy does not want to accept if Rian is special" wrote Fajar.