TOAST
* Slice 58, Morning commotion

Dafi had just returned home after two weeks of taking the census on Sumatra Island.

He actually had planned to continue to take S1 Statistics while waiting for the appointment of the PNS. But the time is not yet right.

The world of work and immediately plunged into the target makes it very enjoy and forget for a moment the campus world.

His ambition to travel around Indonesia will slowly be realized. Work in the field that he likes since Junior High was he was waking up.

Busy self-work becomes the most powerful medicine will be the pain of breaking up with Rahma. Although it is still difficult to move on from the shadow of Rahma. Wallet from Rahma during Dafi birthday is still used until now, even photos of Rahma (Rahma who put it in) are still stored neatly there.

Dafi was sitting on the Merak Bakauheni crossing ship while enjoying instant coffee. The view of the sea made him feel calm. His other friends chose to sleep, but Dafi could not sleep.

Opened his brown wallet, slowly taken a picture of Rahma.

"Relisa ... Brother knows we are both not long-minded in deciding something, is there still hope for Brother someday? In this heart it still feels difficult to be lied to, you are still in it. The more you try to forget, the more it hurts. Brother never betrays, but from there you learn to be firm with women. Yes .. This morning all of you have completed what is a thorn in our relationship, even though it is too late, but this is the solution that you want to show your brother. Wait for Brother in two years, Brother will come at your graduation" Dafi said in his heart.

The wind blew, when it would be put back into the wallet, Rahma's photo flew and could not be caught by Dafi. Finally the photo of Rahma flying in the wind and fell into the open sea.

"Yes Allah .. Is this Your power .. Who gives warning that you cannot love your creatures too much? Forgive me, O Allah, for poisoning myself by looking at a photograph that is not my mahram ... Astaghfirullah .. forgive the servant of Allah" said Dafi with a defeated voice the same sound of the machine that met the pounding of water at sea.

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When Dafi was about to check out this morning from one of the hotels in Lampung, his doctor Rian called, in addition to informing him that Rian had been absent from therapy for the past two weeks, he also apologized to Dafi.

"Mas Dafi sorry Sania yes, I think by knowing Mas Dafi, the concentration can be divided. But I didn't think he was that strong. Sorry if Mas Dafi became a victim" asked his doctor Rian.

"Yes .I and my boyfriend are victims. We broke up because of Sania's post" Dafi replied bluntly.

"I'm on behalf of Sania, really sorry yes" Rian said.

"Sorry doc, I think there is something wrong in Sania yes, I had a few times to pick up the phone, the tone was strange. This is not an obsession I feel" Dafi said cautiously.

"Mas Dafi ever read about the more intelligent a person will be susceptible to mental disorders?" ask Rian's doctor.

"Bipolar is it, Doc?" dafi asked back.

"One of them can be bipolar. But Sania hasn't been there yet. We only realized it a year ago. He is a soul of high competition. Always be a champion in every race that is followed. Learn more and seem thirsty for knowledge. We thought it was a positive for him, but it turned out to be a boomerang for Sania. He is often exposed to physical anxiety and anxiety. His post on social media was one of his anxieties, how he was anxious when added love with Mas Dafi after meeting and did not want anyone to have Mas Dafi besides him. From his anxiety he finally decided to tell everyone that Mas Dafi belonged only to him. When Mas Dafi asked to delete the post, he also experienced excessive anxiety. According to research, it was found that intelligent people have the same protein content in the brain as people with schizophrenia and bipolar. This protein can be a link between intelligence and other types of mental disorders. Further research is still being developed to prove whether the protein can actually affect the human brain. The part of the brain that regulates social life is rarely used by intelligent people. So they have more energy to divert. The switch allows them to think, concentrate and solve complex problems. We've been providing Sania with medication and therapy for the past year. So Mas .. please don't press him first, it's right to avoid him rather than confront. We the family has told Mas Dafi's HP number to change and work out of town. Again ... I'm sorry Mas" asked Rian's doctor.

"I understand doc .. I hope Sania can get back to normal again. For Rian's therapy, I'm sorry I will check if I've returned home. I will also change doctors yes, I think this is best for me too" said Dafi.

"Oh yes gapapa Mas, later if needed I can provide a medical resume about Rian so that my colleagues can continue the therapy that has been running" said his doctor Rian.

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"Kayang ga they .. relationship I mess with the first love gegara his son suffered a mental disorder that they had known since a year ago. Why don't you immediately clear it's not this complicated. If you need Rahma to understand this explanation, so no misperception. Rahma too, it's hard to believe the same. I am not a playboy who loves easily. Nyatain love to him just make the brain how to percolate. Why is love so complicated? isn't love supposed to make people happy? Am I naive enough to look at love? halahhhh .. where the work piles up after the census. Which makes this report and study. Dawn is also complicated every day his phone is just about the disappearance of Qeena. Mak Nuha sama Qeena why should solve the problem anyway. I also don't want to think. Please yes all ... my brain can boil thisiiii" said Dafi in his car, he could talk to himself and set music for entertainment.

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Mas Anto again clean the front yard grass, he immediately opened the fence once he saw Dafi's car was in front of the fence. Iyus again washed the car in the front carport and blocked the entrance of the car.

Mas Anto had asked Iyus to get out of the car first so that Dafi's car could enter later and then his car Bu Fia entered the carport again. Iyus remained dableg, reason again nyuci. Dafi's car was told to go outside first, if he had left between Bu Fia and then Dafi's car could enter the house.

Dafi who had already cape his body soul became upset because several times the horn was not heeded by Iyus, Dafi finally got out of the car, gave the car keys to Mas Anto.

"Can you back up for a second? I wanted to get out of the car a lot, so I wanted to get into the garage. I am already cape, want to rest if my belongings have been taken out" said Dafi in an annoyed tone.

"For this gig Mas, later deh at most half an hour we leave for the office, do you see this again nyabunin? there are also many buses everywhere" said Iyus cuek.

"Neget English ga? I have a lot to get out of the car, it's important files. I have cape nyetir, want to rapihin innate continue to sleep. Couldn't it, not make me emotional every time I meet?" ask Dafi more and more.

"Please lock the car to Anto, Anto will enter. That's all about bothering Mas. It could also be he who went down and Mas now rest" said Iyus.

No pake long, Dafi immediately kick the bucket that still has soapy water, keep him in the car Bu Fia, rewind the car and ask Mas Anto enter his car into the side garage. After Dafi's car came in, Dafi put his old car back in, and he headed straight to the garage.

Soap water in a carport. Ms. Fia came out because there was a commotion, she was angry looking at the carport house as messy as soapy water.

"This is why soapy water is so messy, water is also wet everywhere. It looks bad" said Bu Fia.

"Mas Dafi Bu, go home immediately angry ga use because, wong I again wash the car he did not wait to enter, he did not want to enter, can the car taro outside first continue later if I have finished washing the new car the car came in" explained Iyus sok innocent.

Bu Fia looked to the side, Mas Anto and Mas Narko again helped to find Dafi items. Dafi also arranged the boxes containing manual census files. Confirmed again the number and code in the card.

"Mas ... here." call Ms. Fia. Dafi walked over to Bu Fia. Kissing the hands and cheeks of the mother.

"You go home angry, why? Stress where the time nukahin at home, not polite also you are rich. You are educated Mas, should be able to understand the same people as Mas Iyus" said Bu Fia advising.

"Mother asked the same Mother's favorite driver, his ears were horrified if I again said. Tau kas cape this cape, uh even ngeselin if invited to talk" explained Dafi.

"But you don't need to be angry, can you? What Mother knows is that you are a person who really appreciates all our workers, you have long lived in pesantren emang gaajarin Akhlakul Karimah?" ask Ms. Fia.

"Everything discuss Akhlakul Karimah.. sorry, Mother has not been to Rian? Cape Bun, lazy to argue again. Now want to shower continue to sleep, do not want the brain to be made to think early in the morning rich gini" replied Dafi immediately ngeloyor enter the house.

Bu Fia could only sigh and shake her head.