TOAST
* Slice 227, Criticizing the Soul
Dafi will return this afternoon to Semarang, now he is having breakfast with his two mothers-in-law who this morning made vegetable puffs.
"The bottom line is Mak. pray that the new family Qeena wake up always gets protection and the pleasure of Allah. Qeena's husband is a very good man Mak" Qeena said during a conversation with Mak Imah.
"Yes Qeena.. I know you two are good children" said Mak Imah.
"Mr. in the past, Qeena was in deep turmoil when she felt forced into marriage. Fear is tormented as Mak Nuha and Mak Imah experience, worry easily jealous, feel longing and love that is not conveyed. Fear because it is felt to be a blur between fitrah and mere lust decoration. But Mas Dafi was able to make Qeena calm. Now that we have gathered together, allow Qeena to be filial and watch over Mother as Qeena did to Noah's Mother, so that God may look upon us all with grace. Let Qeena embrace the friendly hands of Mother until the fall of sin from between our fingers. Let Qeena learn to love by getting to know Mom more deeply. This is the end of a long wait, when the thirsty heart sips the well water of the affection of a biological mother. Mak .. how much Qeena longs to kiss Mom's hand, longs to insist on asking sincerity over all circumstances so that Allah is like Qeena, longs to stare at the shade of a Mother's face" said Qeena.
"Sama, Mak also has the same longing" said Mak Imah while rubbing Qeena's hand.
"Alhamdulillah if all parties can be more fluid. Mas seneng. This is the ship that is ready to sail the sea again, hopefully every round of the wheel is good. Every step is a blessing. Every wind that blows is a wind. May this ark sail with devotion, compassion, loyalty. May our bond continue in the world and in the hereafter" said Dafi, who was happy that Qeena could make peace with the past.
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It was rather difficult for Qeena to accept the presence of no other Mother besides Mak Nuha. There is a sense of happiness to be able to meet his biological family, but there is also a sense of anger that is stored because it feels as a wasted child.
Dafi gave a daily encouragement to Qeena to be more legowo accepting of all this. The presence of Mak Imah in the middle of his life must be accepted with a spacious chest without any grudges. Mak Imah actually wanted to take Mak Nuha and Qeena to her parents' house, but Qeena still refused because she wanted to let go first. Dafi handed the decision to Qeena. Because Dafi knew that the heartache that Qeena felt must have been very deep.
The stubborn Qeena type did indeed become a PR for Dafi, including not yet aligned between Qeena and the Mother. All must be discussed slowly so that there is no conflict.
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During the day Dafi, who was busy getting calls, sat on the stairs.
"Want to make coffee?" ask Qeena.
"May .. but only milk coffee" replied Dafi.
"Yes" replied Qeena.
Just about to step up, Dafi had already pulled Qeena's hand so that Qeena was on my lap with Dafi and he was showering kisses on his wife's cheeks.
"Mas... shy to know .. later Mom saw" protested Qeena.
"Your abbis .. Gemesin .. Follow Mas yuk back to Semarang" take Dafi.
"Tuesday will shoot with Chef Ale" Qeena replied.
"Kangen deh nih Mas ... We can't come back here next week. You go there" Pinta Dafi.
"Let's schedule first" Qeena said.
"Gayane rich artist .. hehehe" replied Dafi.
"This is the lap on the stairs" said Mak Nuha made a shock.
"Mas Dafi nih Mak" replied Qeena.
"Gemes Mak saw him" said Dafi.
"But ga on the stairs too times" ledek Mak Nuha.
"Mak ngiri ya .. hehehe .. there is Mbeb Shaka tuh who is ready to be born inwardly if Mother wants to lap-lap rich gini" Goda Dafi.
Mak Nuha directly hit Dafi's hand.
"Makkkk" said Dafi, laughing.
"Mas demen most menggeledekin Mama nih" replied Mak Nuha.
"But yesterday in the pelaminan really fit .. it seems that Qeena had two pairs of parents. Soin aja Mak .. so we can nginep in Villa for free .. hehehe" said Dafi added fad.
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Ms. Fia called to Fajar.
"Yes Bun. Tomorrow morning Fajar goes back to practice directly there. Tonight abis farewell party same person Hospital. Practice here" replied Fajar.
"Yes.. Mother is confused, where Mas Dafi can not be connected" to Bu Fia.
"Well again in the way of Bun, kanya this afternoon just departed, maybe killed by HPnya" continued Fajar.
"Who waits to be treated?" ask Ms. Fia.
"Same mother Father will take Rian to the Hospital . Yes take care first, tomorrow can replace the same guard the other" suggested Fajar.
Tonight Ms. Fia and Mr. Dzul are waiting for Rian in the treatment room because Mr. Dzul insists that they should take care of him. Rian sampe's hands and feet were tied to the bed because he was rampaging when he had just put the infusion. Children like Rian is a bit difficult if told to be silent to install infusion. It was just right on the IGD, for an hour to enter the infusion needle in Rian's hand.
Mr. Dzul was already asleep in his sleep, Bu Fia noticed the face of his son who was lying weakly on the bed. His face looked more and more like her. Suddenly illustrated by Bu Fia's memory how she had behaved towards Rian since Rian was convicted as a special child. Even Rian did not get the affection from him as he gave to his three other children. Cursing and rebuking harshly was Bu Fia's treatment of Rian. A sense of regret, disappointment and anger accepting the reality appeared in Bu Fia's brain. Gutted Rian's forehead slowly so as not to disturb him sleep.
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In another corner, Iyus recalled Dafi's remarks, about being a parent whose Islam is (perfect). We must not be caught up in the tradition of society that it has become commonplace that whatever a parent does to his child, nothing can be considered a parent's sin to his child, everything becomes imperative to what parents command. Always say a word of disobedience to the child if against. This kind of assumption results in arbitrary behavior of parents to their children. To prevent this evil, all must be restored in the relationship of parents with children to the source of the rules of Allah and His Messenger in order to live a happy life in the world and the hereafter.
For the first time Iyus shed tears of regret for Qeena, Noah, and Imah. The three women he had been consciously hurt from then until now.
Allah is the One who turns over the hearts of men. Because man is created with a conscience, God will lead to good.
"Is Papa not worthy of being called a good Father Qeena? as a parent, Papa has been sincere and sincere if you marry Mas Dafi" said Iyus while looking at his HP.
Dafi sent them a picture of them at the wedding, complete with Iyus' family.
"Nwhy ... Why ... is there no chance for us to be together again? isn't the world beautiful .. The three of us build a family with a new concept, after all, our children can be the glue between us?" iyus ngayal himself.
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"Mba Nuha .. Why don't you get married again until now?" ask Mak Imah when going to sleep (now they sleep together, while Qeena sleeps on the top floor using sofabed).
"I have no love left for another man" replied Mak Nuha.
"Well, dear to you, Iyus?" ask Mak Imah carefully.
"He was the first man I loved and hated. Men who inflict love and hurt in the same place. The man I gave up everything including my patience. Now ..the love for that man is dead. All were buried deep when they were forced to leave. God did meet me with many very good men, they have completed my life without any bond. What else do I want to look for except when we are dead" Mak Nuha said with a trembling tone.
"I was married twice Mba after the same Mas Iyus . ga dikasih child, never got pregnant again after Qeena was born. Maybe it was punishment for me. Three times in the same hole. Until finally I had time to follow Mamah Mimin tausyiah in Jabodetabek. One day he had a chance to chat for a while when he suddenly called me at lunch. From a short conversation, I was determined to change. Alhamdulillah Mba .. My life is much calmer" replied Mak Imah.
"Alhamdulillah .. Have you ever been away from us thinking about Qeena?" ask Mak Nuha.
"Just remember Qeena after the penance. Before penitentat ya inget pas moment lebaran aja. I don't care to meet him. Five years ago, I changed my do'a .. I just wanted Qeena to be happy wherever she was. Who would have thought four years ago we met and now it's like this story. I'm really ashamed of the same Qeena .. same Mba Nuha .. do I deserve to be with you guys?" said Mak Imah.
"Jalani aja Imah .. we must have both not expected there will be a day like today right? our meeting was because we had the same soul mate. Now we meet because God knows we love the same child. Although Qeena was not born from my womb, but Qeena was already rich half my life" said Mak Nuha.
"Thank you Mba . educated Qeena to what she is today. So what if he if there is in my hands or Mas Iyus" said Mak Imah.
"You are patient .. Qeena was still in the stage of bandaging her wound. Don't be forced to love you like a child to his mother first. Three weeks ago, he began to look forward to talking to you. Moreover, the words he said were fitting Mas Dafi, it was pure from his heart. There was Mas Dafi's intervention, but yes as long as it's good, right?" mak Nuha.
"Alhamdulillah yes Mba ... Qeena can not be a soul mate like us" replied Mak Imah.
Qeena listened to the conversation because she had planned to take a drink in the kitchen, instead tempted to hear the conversation. Qeena hurried back upstairs to get caught.