TOAST

TOAST
* Slice 276, Continuing


These two months Qeena tried to rise from the many things that became a burden on his mind, he added a lot to his list of merchandise cakes, because for him the cake shop is the sweetest escape he likes today.


Now Qukis by Qeena has penetrated into the world of gambling, but only for Jabodetabek area that can be reached by online ojek only. The risk of damage in shipping becomes the biggest obstacle. His current hotshot is marie biscuit pudding and moss pudding.


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Iyus was discharged from the Hospital and treated at home just as much. Iyus was hospitalized at that time only a week later could be taken home because his condition was stable. Rida has been taken with her parents and there has been an agreement between the two families if Rida who will file for divorce.


Like Iyus who asked Rida to leave, Nyak felt sorry for Rida who had to take care of Iyus. Rida's youth has been damaged by Iyus and Iyus' future will not even make Rida's future bleak. Iyus' condition has been forgotten a lot, even sometimes forget the same Rida if again relapse.


Iyus was still a lot silent, he was deliberately locked in his room to make it easier to watch. It will provide food and drinks at every meal. Iyus also still regularly takes medicine. Qeena once a week also nengokin Iyus to Nyai's house. Bring fruits and milk. Since experiencing anxiety, Iyus difficult to eat, so much supported vitamins and milk for endurance.


"Mba Rida called yesterday, apologizing for all the mistakes and shortcomings while being our family" said Qeena.


"Yes.saban hari also called Nyai, nanyain reportedly Iyus. He's a good boy, so Nyai asked him to go. Iyus it's Nyai's responsibility not him, Rida's younger watchman. The road is long. If Iyus pray, how can he move forward. Iyus' mind is also not healthy, not nyariin as well" Nyai said.


"Where is Nyai's work now?" ask Dafi.


"In the minimarket that specifically sells chicken the same meat. The sodaranya out, he changed" replied Nyai.


"Alhamdulillah if you are working. Hopefully we can meet again with Mba Rida in a better situation" said Dafi.


"Aamiin ya rabbal'alamin" replied Qeena and Nyai simultaneously.


"Can I meet Mr Iyus?" ask Dafi.


"Can ... tuh he abis eat, tumben kemaren ask masakin spinach same tempe fried. Abis ate it, instead asked for more" Nyai reported.


"Can you get some food?" ask Qeena enthusiastically.


"Recently, usually ngokguk the same prayer ring" said Nyai.


"Alhamdulillah if there is progress" replied Qeena.


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Dafi and Qeena entered the room. Iyus again sat by the window that was given iron.


"Sir .. This is Dafi just as Qeena came" said Dafi.


No reaction from Iyus, his gaze still out the window.


"Pak .. he said Mba Rida, Mr nyariin Mas .. what's wrong?" ask Dafi slowly.


Three days ago, Rida called Dafi and said that Iyus repeatedly mentioned Dafi's name while screaming.


"Does you remember the same Mas?" ask Dafi again.


Iyus began to respond to Dafi's words.


"Mass .. Mas Dafi?" tanya Iyus assured.


"Yes .. This is Mas" replied Dafi.


"I'm sorry Mas.." Suddenly Iyus sat down to worship Dafi.


"Sir .. don't get rich gini" replied Dafi not happy.


Dafi helped Iyus wake up.


"Sir... Father remember? what the hell are you talking about?" ask Dafi.


Iyus was crying.


"Slow down sir .. don't be forced to remember" Dafi suggested.


Iyus was a little calm.


"Can you please find your son?" ask Iyus.


Dafi was confused at Iyus' request.


"Qeena?" ask Dafi back.


"His name is Fadhilla Saqeena .. he goes by his wife Father, his name is Nuha. I don't have the picture right now, at the number" Iyus said.


Qeena and Nyai were confused, why Iyus had forgotten that he had met Qeena.


"Rpa .. Qeena has met, it is sitting with Nyai kan Qeena" pointed Dafi.


Iyus looked at Qeena.


"That's Qeena?" tanya Iyus assured.


"Yes .. that's Qeena .. Father's son" replied Dafi.


"Qeena was a baby, she was a child. Mas don't lie ya" insistent Iyus.


"Truly Mr. . it was Qeena .. the son of the Father who is now my wife" explained Dafi.


"Not ... no .. not my son. Qeena is still a baby" said Iyus, who became frightened.


Qeena and Nyai were asked to go out first, Dafi tried to calm Iyus down in the room.


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Dafi and Qeena went to the Hospital, had already registered with the psychiatric doctor who treated Iyus.


"Anxiety disorders experienced by a person can indeed trigger events easily forgotten to someone. This memory impairment can be mild or severe, can appear often or rarely. Because there is excessive electrical activity of the brain. As a result, some brain functions that function to record memory will be depressed function and other parts that function to cause fear, anxiety or worry will increase function" replied the psychiatrist.


"What's our next move, Doc?" ask Dafi again.


"When experiencing a forgotten attack, the patient should be able to be made as calm as possible. It could also be by increasing the activities preferred by the patient to take his mind off the worries. If in this case why there is a lost memory, the patient still considers his child is still small, can not accept if the child is as big as now, yes because at the moment of child development, the patient is not present, he said, there is no memory that can be recorded. Yes, it is only natural that patients feel they do not accept their children have grown up" continued the psychiatrist.


"So since there is no memory of the development of the child from the baby until now, is something that is natural and considered normal huh doc? what was this piece that made him anxious and searching?" tanya Dafi was curious.


"It seems like the patient is experiencing something like that. He was worried because of the past condition where his son and wife went away because of his own actions. If simple, the patient feels pursued by past sins. Have all the parties involved in the past come to talk to the patient?" ask psychiatrist.


"It was docks, when you were admitted to the Hospital. When we talk to each other to forgive, there is no response from you. His gaze was empty but silent, he refused our embrace" explained Qeena.


"The incidence of this patient is indeed unique, scientifically I learned, this kind of disorder is usually not as severe. There is no long history of pain from the patient. As a Muslim, has there ever been a religious approach, such as bringing in a cleric to give advice or ruqyah?" said psychiatrist.


"Not docks, we are still trying medically" replied Dafi.


"Maybe it can be tried sir, as long as it is not contrary to the medical world, can be approached religiously. The patient may be calmer later. It's like a sin of the past that makes patients anxious" advises psychiatrists.


"Okay doc, we'll talk to the family first" Dafi replied.


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At ten o'clock in the evening, Dafi and Qeena had just arrived at his house. The house people have all slept. Both of them rushed to his room. They took a shower and then prayed Isya.


I made some warm tea for both of them. Dafi fell asleep in bed, Qeena still replied to the chat that entered the Qukis by Qeena social media and recorded the order for tomorrow.


Qeena has a group chat for all Qukis by Qeena employees. So he sent the whole order to the group chat and then followed Dafi to bed.


Dafi embraced Qeena.


"It's really pretty Mas' wife." Rayu Dafi kissed his wife.


"Woodling.." ledek Qeena.


"Kangenlah my dear .. has almost two months not got rations. If you run out through the puerperium of forty days, we continue to be rich already cape ngurus this until we forget already past the puerperium. Every time Mas returned home, you have a lot of tape because production on the weekend is increasing" continued Dafi while continuing to touch each part of Qeena's body.


"Mas ain't cape all day we goin' in here?" whispered Qeena who was too keen to touch Dafi.


"It's just cape medicine" Dafi whispered.


"Slow down Mas .." pinta Qeena.


"Have you forgotten how?" canda Dafi's.


"Yes now use the IUD first for three months after the curette yesterday" continued Qeena.


"Yes .if you are not comfortable using it, use other contraceptives, rich in pills or injectable so" said Dafi.


"Ga wants a hormonal Mas.. He said he was emotionally unstable. Are we using the KB calendar?" said Qeena.


"Ga ah. time fit kepengen should see the calendar first, if fitting can be mah delicious, it is fitting again high voltage and can not how?" ask Dafi.


"Mas means wearing safety gloves" Qeena replied.


"Well, we'll use it once, Mas even rich pee kebelet.. hehehe" continued Dafi.


"Lelaki yaaaaa.. only want to know the contraceptive device is the woman who uses it, if the man is asked to use a lot of reasons" said Qeena.


"In fact .. kebayang ga anyway if locked up using latex. rich clamp it .. hahhaha" Dafi even amused himself if he remembered when he was curious to wear safety gloves because often saw the product placed near the minimarket cashier table.


The name of the human there must be a curiosity to try. Be the moment it fit who became the cashier man, Dafi ventured to buy a pack with a variant of fruit flavor.


Arriving at home, she tells Qeena and asks to try it. As a result, when it was just used and just started the game, he was peed.


"Yes already .. the discussion will be, the unyil's business must be completed tonight first" invite Dafi with the promise.


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Saturday at nine in the morning, Qeena was already busy in the production kitchen. Dafi who had just slept after dawn had still not woken up.


"Tumben Mas hasn't woken up yet?" ask Ms. Fia.


"Let's sleep at dawn Bun" replied Qeena.


"Hayooo, what's up until dawn???" joked Bu Fia, the others laughed.


"Mother will know for itself if Mas really if it has to work until completion" replied Qeena who tried to divert suspicion of Bu Fia on the grounds of work.


"Yes anyway.the job is his second wife Mas Dafi" replied Bu Fia agreed.


In Qeena's heart laughs to herself. Indeed, he did not lie if Dafi the type who had done the work must be done, including the problem of lovemaking. Especially after "fasting" for almost two months. As the lion starved, he asked Qeena to serve him until he felt enough.


"Kok smile-smile themselves .. kanya there are happy nih" said Bu Fia added teasing Qeena.


Qeena's cheeks are pink.


"Anything that makes you happy, Mother must be happy" said Ms. Fia.


"Thank you Bun" replied Qeena.


"Today there are many orders?" ask Ms. Fia.


"Alhamdulillah Bun, the pudding order is on the rise" replied Qeena.


"You are the trade broker, always make new ones again so people don't get bored" said Bu Fia.