TOAST
* Slice 32, About the past

Noah was still sitting behind Dafi's house, enjoying boiled cassava and black coffee.

"Inshaa Allah Mak later Dafi said his greetings ... Mak sorry for Mother's treatment first yes, Dafi used to still not understand the same what happened, even though at that time Dafi was willing to enter Junior High School" said Dafi.

"Already Mas Dafi, all contribute the same mistakes. You should also be able to maintain the boundaries of friendship. Your father is a married man and mother is single. In the name of the same pity Rian, Mother tried to survive because of the eyes of Rian who needed support. Really, Mom has no intention to be your father's partner and ruin his family. Mother knows what it feels like to be betrayed and damaged by her household, so do not let Mom do the same thing" said Mak Nuha honestly.

"Yes Mak, if according to Dafi it is only natural that Mother is jealous. Father is also too close to Mother Noah to put aside Mother's feelings. Mak Nuha also pity the fate of Rian who if therapy is not accompanied by Mother" said Dafi full of feeling wrong.

"Yes.. I understand" said Nuha.

"Will not go back to business in Jakarta again? Here it is difficult to find Mak's work, the kiosk that used to have Mak Leha soon the person is abis contract, the person is only a six-month contract. If you want later Mak can place again" said Dafi.

"Kok Mas Dafi know?" asked Noah in wonder.

"Oh .. The stall was bought by Dad, now Dafi takes care of someone who contracts" Dafi said.

"The parents here, they're old, someone has to take care of them. My brothers have grandchildren, so bother. Only my mother is free, no one is nicotine" replied Noah.

"Mak .. sorry Dafi wanted to say something, but that does not mean to interfere with the affairs of Mak Nuha's family, but this is a request from Mbah Akung, his Father Mak Nuha. Yesterday the next time in the Reservoir did Dafi talk a lot with Mbah Akung, he wanted the same mother Qeena could live a decent life, not rich now. He was the same as Qeena who had to make a living at a very young age. So Dafi said that Dad was willing to send Qeena to Jakarta. Not that you do not want to pay here, but you know that the quality of education will be better if it is close to the center of government. I take this as a sign of my gratitude to Mak Nuha who has helped Rian therapy for almost ten years. Rian used to be so bad Mak, now it's much better. All of that was inseparable from the role of Mak Nuha. Dafi here also actually brings the mission of Father for Qeena can be taken to Jakarta and school there. If you are worried, yes, Dafi's advice, you come to Jakarta. Another attempt at the stall. Capital problems we can talk about later" said Dafi.

"Would not be labeled as a destroyer of people's households, later Bu Fia angry again. I know what Mas Dzul means is good, but let Qeena here, it's hard to be happy we're together" replied Nuha diplomatically.

"Yes . This is an offer. Dafi did not ask for an immediate answer. Please talk to the big family and Qeena. Whatever Mak Nuha's answer, we accept" continued Dafi.

"Thank you for the offer" replied Noah.

"Sorry Mommy ... From the tone of Mak's speech, Dafi felt Mother had been hurt very deeply, especially about the household, Dafi see Mak Nuha very, very guilty when Mother accused Mak Nuha as an actor. Even though I never shared my heart with other women, my loyalty should not be doubted" said Dafi carefully.

"Yes that's it .. Until now, it still hurts" said Nuha trying hard.

"Patience to Mak . sorry if Dafi opens old wounds" said Dafi regretfully.

"Mas Dafi ... Can Noah ask for help? But if you have time, do not deliberately take the time to do this" pinta Nuha.

"What is Mak? as long as Dafi can help, God willing will be helped as much as possible" asked Dafi curiously.

"A little while" replied Noah as he entered his room.

Noah took something and handed it to Dafi.

"It was Mak Nuha would ask for help with Mas Dawn, but the rich type of Mas Fajar was grusa grusu and could not be patient. Mak is worried about being a commotion. So Mak wants to ask for help to Mas Dafi who is more patient and wise in dealing with all situations" said Nuha seriously.

"Monggo Mak, hopefully Dafi can help" said Dafi.

"This is the home address of his Father's Family Qeena .. This is a photo of Qeena's biological mother and Qeena baby, if the picture of his father Qeena ga kebawa. Over there, Qeena's Engkongnya is famous. Ask the same person where the house of the late Babe Naim, must be familiar. If you can please find information about the whereabouts of Qeena's father, Mak wants to know Qeena to the family of his father and mother" Mak Nuha said, handing over papers and photos to Dafi.

"Are Qeena not the son of Mak Nuha? Dafi thought Fajar was jokingly saying that Mak Nuha was not Qeena's real mother" Dafi asked in shock.

"Qeena is the son of his father's second wife, long story" replied Noah, wiping his tears.

"Mak wants Qeena to know everything, not Mak can take care of him, but Qeena must know the truth" said Mak Nuha.

"Why don't you tell me he's been seven dozen years? Kasian Qeena is still a child Mak" suggested Dafi.

"But Qeena will be angry if you know it is big? Now only he knows if the name of his mother on the deed is not the name of Mother. I asked her but she was confused. I'm sure if Qeena will choose Mom over her parents, but Mom doesn't want any more burden, man doesn't know his age until when, there is fear in Mom, there is fear in me, don't shut your eyes until Qeena knows the truth" said Noah.

"Qeena is a good boy, she will definitely be able to accept the situation, no matter how bad, she will be strong. So instead of Dafi will not help, but let us wait another four years Mak, if God predestines another, just from now on Mak rapihin all files Qeena, Mak, stuff that relates to the past and write a letter that tells you everything. Then Mak sent to Qeena to read it if Mom had been called by God" Dafi said, calming her down, then Dafi handed the address and photo back to Noah without her seeing it.

Dafi drinks water in the kitchen for Noah. After a bit of calm, they talked.

"Dafi want to graduate?" ask Noah.

"Not Mak, take D IV it's eight semesters, now only want semester six. Already quite like to follow the project so there is an additional allowance. Alhamdulillah lecture is also free, but there are many costs to buy supporting books, snacks, fees and others" explained Dafi.

"So soon pass tuh, well soon Mas Dzul will be the ghost" ledek Nuha.

"It could be Mak .. tuh see Dawn has been very cool with Qeena. If I have not made a choice, the target is already there, again pedekate, but have not dared to express. Oh yeah, I don't mind if Fajar is going to be paired with Qeena?" ask Dafi seriously.

"How do you want a soul mate? but now, Qeena does not understand what Mas Dawn means, Qeena is still a child" said Nuha.

"Yes not now Mak, they are still looking for identity" said Dafi.

"Mak will certainly be selective for Qeena, good is not enough, Mum must first know her family and what kind of child, because Mum does not want Qeena to understand what Mother used to be"hope Nuha.

"Aamiin" replied Dafi.

"It's not just that Qeena wants to be happy and be the right person. Mak wants to love Mas Dafi a little input, make a handle if later Mas Dafi will be married, it is certainly soon .. hehehe" said Nuha.

"Still long Mak ... have not graduated from college" replied Dafi.

Dafi listened carefully to the advice of Noah.

"Marry someone you love with all your heart. Someone who can make you a better person. Marry a woman who can be your best friend, who can share and never get bored with you, even until the end of your life. Marry at the most appropriate time for you, for every human being has his or her own time. Never marry because of force. Get married when you find the right person. Look for a woman who can share the same dream with you, but she also has her own dreams that you also have to support. Respect him and support what his dreams are. Marry a woman who has a sincere heart and kindness. Women who are not afraid to love and be loved. A woman who can be independent, but also respects you. He does not walk before you or behind you, but he walks beside you, holding your hand, supporting each other in joy and sorrow. Don't forget to thank him and give him love every day. Because a wife is the most precious treasure to share your life with. If you have found him, make yourself the greatest husband and father" advises Noah.

"Thank You for the advice. It should be Dawn that needs to be shaken" said Dafi.

"Mas Fajar already Mak kasih kaya advice gini also pepa Mak want to move here. My mother thought that her son Mas Dzul was just as rich as my mother's child" said Nuha Haru.

"The richness of Dawn has already moved Qeena to Mak Nuha" joked Dafi.

"Mas Dawn is not a serious person, so Mum does not know she likes Qeena really or just kidding" said Nuha.

"Truly Mak .. she likes very much Qeena. Just because Qeena was a child so she didn't dare to talk to Qeena. But yes the name is both still unstable, we do not know if later Dawn will set the heart for Qeena or to other women. Anyway Dafi is supporting the best for all" Dafi said with a smile.

"Whoever will be Qeena's companion, she must accept what she is and her family history. It's not easy to accept Qeena's condition" Mak Nuha took a deep breath sign she was tired of her past.

Dafi silently looked towards the rice field, without speaking.